A silent symphony plays in the background
Soothing the atmosphere of its whispers and tears
There's an aroma of quietness all around
A hint of madness in serenity it bears
Tommorows cease to exist from now on
and can you not hear
Life singing the yesterday's songs
To be lost in the approaching calmness my dear
Time slows down to a halt
Too tired to move and caress the impending doom
And night saves the memory to be kept in a vault
Safe and hidden from the looming gloom
And I lie in ecstasy
a dream I longed to dream
A fading reality
To be erased of all that I've seen
And I recall my oldest friend
A hope that I banished long ago
But it haunts me again in the end
And the hope to feel alive grows
A spark in the embed darkness
Ignites the desires I locked away
And it possess me once again
To let me please my whites and greys
And I bleed of all that poison
That this world and I brew
Letting go of all the answers
That once my soul knew
Slowly but surely
The coldness I nurtured is replaced by the warmth of my sin
And I wonder with peace
What the marrow may bring
And I dream away my life
As I exhale my last precious breath
Forever lost in my sweet dream
into the approaching beautiful death

I gave up everything , everything that was mine
I forgot what I was just so she could smile
And I walked blindly behind her all the way
And I turned deaf to anything that anyone ever said
I held her hands when she was cold
I was there with her when she was alone
I held her , loved her and told her it'll be forever
Come what may , we'll face it together
And now when I look back I see nothing but lies
How could I become so blind that I couldn't see it in her eyes
She claimed she was innocent and she was honest in her ways
But it goes too deep they were'nt mistakes
She broke me down in pieces and told me it was my fault that I was too brittle
She was always covered in a cloak of innocence , I could see so little
But behind those eyes , there was no love and care
I was the culprit because I didn't share
And it was my fault that I didn't tell her it was all wrong
And in a moment of silence it was all gone
If you ever loved me you would have never gone that way
And I sip the poison you brew feeling so betrayed
I gave up everything in your name
And this is how you repay ?
I would never trust again oh you've shown me so much , I would never dare
Thank you So much for your love and care
All you've given me is pain that I just can't bear
Tears of love , tears for love everywhere

It started with just
One look in her eyes
I was lost in the moment
Closest I've been to paradise
She stood there
Unaware I even existed
And me dumbstruck
Wondering , how can I resist it
She was beautiful
Need more i say
One in the crowd
I was pulled all the way
And so it started
A love story I desperately wanted
And I prayed at nights end
For my one wish to be granted
I took a leap forward
I took a step
Mellow at the beginning
I had to control myself

And I told myself
That she's all I want
And for a while , all the love I had
I needn't flaunt
And surely but slowly
I went all the way
I messaged her , she back
I still remember that day
And so it began
The cycle of polite greetings
Turned out to be something more
And led to the silent meetings

She thought I was sweet
Different and a little cute
She was comfortable with me
Said I had a different attitude
She was all I ever dreamt of
Kind , funny and smart
And I wondered , where would I be
If she ever broke my heart
But that day never came
And nothing was the same
With her I was complete
And I would never be sad again

On a magical night
As we sat silently in the serene moonlight
She told me she knew all the secrets I've kept
That she felt the same , I was different from any other guy she has ever met
And as she whispered those magical words
I was the happiest man in the world
And finally my dream I could embrace
We sat silently , maybe it was fate

Now when I look back to those times
I can't help myself , I smile
They were as pure and beautiful it can get
A part of me I can never forget
I was in paradise
She was in her fairytale
Long days and longer nights
It's something one can't compare

But in Time I lost my mind
Years of love made me blind
It was my fault
And the cracks began to appear
And just like that
All my sanity disappeared
She begged , she cried , she yelled
Reminded me of the times we had
She restrained , she stabbed , I bled
She reminded me of the times we had
But I had enough of the love
The sight of it made my eyes hurt
All the fights and the drama
I asked myself , what's its worth

She told me she'll love me forever
But the time has come
For us not to be together
And like that she was gone
In a moment
I was all alone
And than it hit me
Oh, all the pain in the world
Right in my heart
And soon it began to hurt
I was lifeless , beyond sad
Her memories , all I had
And I drowned in the empty sea
A broken heart all I could be

Those days are gone now
And the tears have dried
But it still hurts me
Maybe I should have tried
What we had was beautiful
How could I just let it die
And I ask myself again and again
Without a reason I said goodbye

I miss her now
I miss her with all my heart
I let her down
She'll never be the same , I tore her apart
Does she still smile
Is she in love again
Has she moved on
And forgotten all the pain
Or is she still waiting
For me to come back in her life
Is she still dreaming
What I dream about every night

But she is gone
She's no longer mine
And I'll live rest of my life
In those times
That she is gone
And there's no where I can run
And I'll live the rest of my life
Chasing a ghost of someone

She is gone.