How heavy
is it to carry
all the
hidden feelings
inside your ribcage?

How painful is it
to breathe
with a heart stabbed?

How arduous
does it seem
to go on
with the
unspoken truth?

I loved how
you throw
all your arguments;
how your wrinkled
eyes smile
when you were
really happy
or how you not
fight back the tears
when you're upset.

even your
wildest dreams,
I heard it all.

I know your
sleepless nights;
I felt all
your heartaches.

Too bad
I felt worst
when you
fin'lly found
who you were
looking for.

You see,
It's never
easy to be
happy for
someone
you always
loved.

We both walked
a linear path
towards each other

and when we're
just an inch apart,
we realized that
we have been taking
those one-way
parallel lines.

I watched you crossed
the borderline,
met her halfway...

while I was left
at the shore,
wiping all
your footsteps
from the sand.

It might be hard
to walk alone,

but the coast
now is clear.