The mechanics are just easy...

Someone spins you around
in the middle of the universe
letting all the forces
stop you from choosing
who you really wanted,
so you end up
taking turns
until everyone leaves
you

alone and empty.

I was in the middle
of reading an
old dusty diary

when suddenly
a familiar man
hovered through my door
without even knocking.

I couldn't talk
couldn't even move
as we connect thru eyes
while my heart sings
the familiar rhythm
his too could harmonize.

He slowly walked
towards me
and I found myself
clutching the familiar
ache my heart had been
bleeding
since the last day I saw him.

He reached for my hand
and I was contained
with thousands of
nameless feelings.

All I knew was that
I'm in thorn between
touchig him
and holding that
old dusty diary.

Now I'm left
on the very last page
without any choice
but to  let him go
and close
this old dusty diary.

was laughing
flying in clouds
passing the rainbows
as you bring
all colours
my eyes have
never seen

but tonight...

I'm beginning
to fear the feels.

for you might
have just showed up

to warn and give me
storm surges.

Everything's still vivid to me
like a pristine water in a flowing river,
and just how each drop kissed all shades of rocks beneath.

There was silence all over the place
even the sea hummed the calmest hymn
and wind whispered through sun's ear
who peeked a smile so bright, so warm.

The horizon seemed so perfect
like a flawless line drawn on a clean canvas
painted with colours we see at dusk.

All minds knew it was just an ordinary day
that no soul hath realized
everything that then appeared
was already a silent warning.

Until stillness swallowed by waves
and calmness thorn by thunders
all waters flashed and passed
the shore in awe and reached the land.

I could still vividly remember...

how everything from a peaceful land
was eaten

by a silent hungry monster

created by the ones whom she once loved.