******* think,
Thin they,
They know,
Know me,
Me and my,
My Girl,
******* yall,
Yall dont,
Dont know,
Know ****,
She has,
Has fixed my,
My missing,
Missing pieces,
Like a,
A puzzle,
Piece,
So do,
Do us,
A favor,
Get lost,
*******.

I want you,
I need you,
And I want you to see that,
**** it,
The thought of loosing you makes me want to **** myself,
I've attempted,
Don't you remember?
Don't you see?
I can't say it anymore then what I have,
I need you,
I want you,
I'm your girlfriend,
I'm suppose to know,
I'm suppose to care,
I don't know if you have ever had one that does,
But I do..
And I'm here to stay,
So get use to it,
I should  be the one you come to,
I don't know what is wrong,
I don't know how else to say,
I need you,
I want you,
I want you to be the one I marry,
I want you to be the one I have kids with,
And get my life right,
And all that ****,
But you simply don't see that,
It's like it is all blind to you,
And it kills me..
So More like If  you leave take this as my,
Goodbye note,
Love you.
D
O
N
**E

You can't take her away from me,
She is part of me,
I would die,
Mentally,
Physically,
Emotionally,
She is my world,
My sweetheart,
My baby,
My babe,
My babygirl,
My everything,
My Future wife,
Please,
Please,
Stay with me,
Don't let them take you,
Away from me..

I don't want to be here..
I don't want to be alive,
I don't want to feel anymore,
I don't want to cry anymore,
I don't want to smile anymore,
I don't want to be here,
But
I'm going to be here,
I'm going to be alive,
I'm going to feel,
I'm going to cry,
I'm going to smile,
I'm going to be here,
For one person and one thing from her,
For my world as I refer to Leah,
And the one thing is for her to love me..

Why pretend?
Everyone always ask,
Why pretend?
So here is your answer,
Through out my childhood,
I was taught what happens today,
Happens today,
Don't bring it up tomorrow,
Because its a new day,
Don't cry you're too old,
Move on,
I'll take you to therapy,
Then you won't cut,
No.
I'm sorry but no.
Therapy doesn't help,
And neither does you judging me,
You will be okay,
Smile,
It's not hard,
Smile,
Even if you're not happy,
I'll be back in a few weeks,
Okay.
Freaking out as I lock the door home alone,
But,
She is my mother,
The one that birthed me,
I love her,
I'm who I am today,
Because of her,
So that's why I pretend,
Because the world don't care,
And you don't either so,
Stop saying you do.

I broke,
I'm now 0 days clean,
Up my thighs..
Why can't I just die..

I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for not being the one,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for not being perfect,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for not being there,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for being broken,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for not being beautiful,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for not being skinny,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for not being a ******,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry for having scars,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry I am who I am,
I'm sorry,
I'm trying to change...

Everything is coming together,
You are gone because,
Because of me,
I killed you,
And you were eight,
You would of never known,
If I didn't act so stupid,
You are gone because,
Because of me,
And now,
Now your mom,
Your mom is going to,
You are gone because,
Because of me..