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 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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shes an amazing person
she doesnt deserve this
shes one of my bestfriends
and im here only one
as i cried from the pain she felt
he asked what was wrong
and all i could do was lie
'nothing im perfect...'
when all i wanted to do was
ask him to hold me
even just for a day
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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you dont
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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i love you, you see
but you dont love me, maybe never did
i want to use & abuse guy after guy
just to make you see what you've done to me
just to make you jealous
just to sate the pain, the hunger, the desire
but i just remembered...
you would have to care for me to be able to hurt you
and you dont.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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Дата была установлена.
то не существует.
Я действительно не хочу, чтобы это сделать.
но,
я на самом деле.*



*the date was set.
then it didn't exist.
i really dont want to do this.
but,
i really do.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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i feel it coming to attack-
my feet drag-
my head spins-
i find it hard to get out of bed again-
my soul wants to live, but my mind is trying so hard to die-
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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i want
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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i want people to want me
i want attention
i want to have the best high school experience
i want someone to hold me
i want someone to love me
i want to know who i am
i want to be me
i want to be noticed
i want to be liked
i want to be loved to the most extent
i want
i want
i want
i want to die sometimes
but does 1 want override more than 10?
i want to understand.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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i aspire to be a writer so i can have my fantasies fulfilled, as sad as it sounds i will live through my characters and i will never write just for the money, all my books will be connected with me. if i ever publish, i will take time to meet my fans and explain my inspirations. because as a reader, i always want to know more...
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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i love and hate my body,
because even when i am dying inside,
my lungs are inhaling and exhaling air,
oxygenating my brain,
making blood flow,
causing my heart to beat,
even when im wishing it to stop.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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'why? please dont leave me...'
'how can i leave you when ive already left myself...?'
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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moving on auto-pilot
i walk to the bathroom
run the bath
grab the pills
shake off the doubt
grab a knife
swallow the pills
get ready to end your life
slit-wrist to elbow-both arms
slide to the bottom
moving on auto-pilot
#suicide
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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5200
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
effaced
5200 days ive been living.
452 days ive been thinking taking it.
60 days ive almost gone through.
will
i
make
it
to
52001?
who knows... maybe i won't want to.
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