boy meets girl
fall in love
live happily ever after.
so... cliché right?
wrong
1 out of ever 2 marriages end in divorce
and
1 out of every 2 marriages have had a spouse cheat..
so when you think happily ever after is cliché, think again.
in 5, 10, 20 years people won't even want to get married.
would you?
knowing that you have a 50% chance of divorcing 'the love of  your life' and even if it doesn't end in divorce there is a 50% chance that you will cheat, or will be cheated on?

when words are not enough, i dont know what is...

how can anyone love me when im so flawed and i cant even love myself?

i am at a loss within myself.

my life is measured in numbers.
52002 days ive lived, ive breathed.
498 days since ive seen my mother.
175 days to find my change.
176 days till the first day of highschool.
my life is measured in numbers, and this is what keeps me sane.
seeing progress.