YOU have no clue how it feels to get thrown down like I did this morning.
Seeing that ******* date on your kik name..
**** everything that I felt last night.
Goodbye.
Don't ask to talk to me.
I may be a monster but YOU are something else.
and I cant understand why I'm still attached to you.

i dont really understand,
why this happens to me.
why my father doesn't truly care.
why my mother is in prison.
why i cant help but want to die,
or try and fly away.
everytime nana is near,
i feel my eyes pleading with her.
she once told me
'just wait, your time will come.'
but im sure thats just what she tells herself
so she doesn't go insane.