There is an angel giving me advice,
Her advice is to listen to others,
And have a life for their sake.
What about my sake.
The devil that lives in my pills,
Says to live for my sake.
To concentrate on myself not others.
I have decided on the name for the angel.
It shall be she-demon.
The devil gives me guidance.
I later learn that once you accept outward appearance,
And accept whats on the inside,
You can have best friends.
My best friend is the Devil,
He is sometimes called an Oni/Monster.
He lives inside my head.
But I'm just glad he's not the angel.
The angel was forcing a mask on me.
She was creating me into the perfect person.
Not into the crazy me I'm meant to be.
Would you rather have the Crazed Artist or the Perfectionist?

What should I call him,
Other than boyfriend,
What name should I give him,
Sweetheart,
Goody Two Shoes,
Sammy-kun?
I don't think so.
I need something specific to him,
Something that screams HIM!
But what can I call him that won't **** me inside if we decided to break up,
I dont want one word to break me,
One thing to set me off,
One gesture to remember.
The pain is always remembered.
So what can I call him as if not to be attached but at the same time attached at the hip.
Its so unreal,
Having another person that feels like your other half,
And when your missing them you feel dull inside,
You feel as if the world split apart and swallowed you whole.
So what name should I describe him as.
Someone who knows everything to say,
Who knows how to push all my buttons,
Who understands my whole being without knowing me for a long time.
What should I call someone who doesn't love me fully,
But will give me the whole world in exchange.
Why does my heart ache for him so?
Why can I tell him something that is so insignificant in person, then ask him something important over the phone?
Why am I so PATHETIC?
Getting upset over not finding a pet name.
Goody Two Shoes has stuck so until i find something else...
IT WILL STAY!

When believing in a dream,

You yourself is vulnerable to the beyond.

Those who get called to it,

And those who don't.

The beyond is a place where no one should go to.

It's a place where all dreams come true,

Only consequences appear with every wish,

And every wish is limited.

Your dreams may come to you,

Or be forced upon you.

One thing is certain,

A dream can only go so far.

Life

Your life changes when you get the message,
It ends in a flash, but you get the chance.
When the darkness spreads your health has been poisoned,
When you hear no beat,
The soul has left.

Eyes open, mouth breaks into a wide white smile,
Laughs fill the air,
Light pours into the eyes that once contained darkness,
The dark is pushed into a corner,
Slowly the dark obliterates into nothingness.

The honor of Life is a blessing,
As well as the fate that you create,
One does not see,
Man or Woman listens,
We live.

Change fate,
Silence to noise,
Believers dream,
Dreamers believe,
Our life is a chance to change this cursed world.