Nath - Hello Poetry

Nath Aug 2016

I fell asleep playing with the moon,
She ran behind those clouds
While I watch her go and gone
A flicker of her hand in the tip of the mist

I fell asleep looking for the moon,
Long before I know, the sky is covered up
I found myself deep in the forest of fog
Then I started to hear a dribble of tears

I fell asleep tearing apart bit by bit
First, my feet went numb
Then my hands, then my chest all at once
Then a mountain slammed my eyelids shut

As the dawn approaches I found a light
Yes! The sun she was, as beautiful as ever
I realized that night was all but a dream
Fragment of Reality, Illusion of the Mist

Then that day went on like yesterday
Together with sunshine we sang all day
As the twilight approaches I lay my head

I fell asleep staring at the moon....

Nath Jul 2016

This Heart of Mine

My mind is full of thoughts
My questions unanswered
A headache at midnight
A migraine at morning

The question: Am I Broken?
I think I am, I think I do
My body so tired
My eyes so heavy

Why does my heart don't feel anything?
Why does my heart don't feel?
Why does my heart don't?
Why does my heart?

Just a tiny teardrop will do
A sudden jolt should prove
A single scream must blew
To show me that I'm just fine

Help I plead
Hand I need
Feels I seek
Words I hear

Lord, please help me
Put me down on my knees
For all I know right now
Is this three little mainstream words

I AM SORRY...

Nath Jul 2016

Dear Child

You were so wicked!
You went on your own way!
You heard my voice,
Yet you act like you don't listen!

You were so coward!
You were ashamed of Me!
You saw My power,
Yet you turn a blind eye!

Yes, you were these things!
Yes! Yes you were!
You were and I was
I was because you were

I was angry!
I hid my face from you!
I was angry!
I let those things happen to you!

Yes! I was but then I am
I am who I was
But I will be who I am
I am after I was

I love you
You were wicked
But I will heal you
For I know you are My child

I love you
You were a coward
But I will guide you
Bring you comfort and rest

I love you,
I love you,
I love you,

This is My Love
I would say this many times,
I would tell you every day,
and I would sing that forever

So please comeback
Come back to Me now
My anger is set aside
I accuse you no more

Please child, come back
I'm waiting with open arms
I'm standing here until the day,
The day I see you to tell you...

Child, Welcome Home

16 I will not accuse them forever,
    nor will I always be angry,
for then they would faint away because of me—
    the very people I have created.
17 I was enraged by their sinful greed;
    I punished them, and hid my face in anger,
    yet they kept on in their willful ways.
18 I have seen their ways, but I will heal them;
    I will guide them and restore comfort to Israel’s mourners

Isaiah 57: 16-18

#godislove #loveatwork

Nath Jun 2016

Once

Once I was afraid of the dark
I am blind and cannot see
I always fall, I always bleed
Once I was lost, running nowhere

Once I was standing in the dark
I feel empty and cannot speak
I always cry, I always break
Once I am dead, screaming so voiceless

Once, once and once, they were
They all happened once in the past
A tragic story once upon a time
Now I stand in the Light

Now I am living in the Light
Never will I be found in darkness again
For darkness is the absence of Light
And this will not leave, this Light I gain.

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Isaiah 41:10 NIV

#devotionfeels #donotfear

Nath Jun 2016

Staying Still

How does it feel to be stable?
When the line doesn't go up and down for hope
When the ocean is calm, waves found hiding
When the moment cease to move in an infinite void

How does it feel to be neutral?
When you picked no definite side, black or white
When you hide from war that shakes you, win or lose
When everything feels monochromatic melancholy

Emptiness, Unknown, Lost
A heart dead with no beat
A scene replayed by past
A color not pure and diluted

The reason we pick sides,
To fight for something
To be defined by someone
To find the true comfort we need

Nath Jun 2016

Resurrected

As the pieces fall down
The withered leaves
The burnt feathers
I looked the world tearing apart

As the final note play
The last song to sing
The ending lyric
I heard a loud crashing thunder

As the final wind blows
My skin trembled
My heart stopped
I felt my soul danced with none,

As I believe in the Almighty
My life renewed
My heart revived
I felt Love greater than none.

John 11:25
Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. The one who believes in me will live, even though they die

#alive #saved #amazinggrace

Nath Jun 2016

Same sky

Dearest rain! How i've missed you much!
The tiny droplets of your teary cloudlings
The furious thunders of raging storms
The racing river to splash of falls
Where have you been all this time, my love?

Some might not saw that you have wept
At tragedies that you've seen among countless lives
Some might not heard that you have laughed
At little children dancing at your songs
But they question you why is life unfair?

They shall see the truth at all of it
That tragedies will bring rainbows
That laughter shall be bitter tears later
What shall I say then to these people?
In fact, we are just at the same sky.

#rainyseasons