So here we are
Not saying a word
I'm sorry I'm being
A big fat ****

I **** **** up
It's what I do
My heads on sideways
What's it to you?!

Your feelings got hurt?
***** to be you
******* *****
***** you too

One two ******* three!!
So soon I will be set free
So just simply let it be
Sailing, soothing on the sea
Dumb and happy
Numb but snappy
Pop the slip that takes you higher
To meet the Cat Mr. Shire
He'll **** with your every desire
Rules to his game are to conspire
Laughing, cracking, going nuts
Energizer bunny butts
Wider bigger pupil hole
Fall deep into the soul
Gulped, swallowed sunny D
Giddy gladdy goofy glee
What the **** happened to me
The best creation ever to be!

I wish I had someone to tuck me in at night
Someone to bring my heart into the light
A person that will hold me close
Even when my emotions are gross
A true love to die for
A passion so ****** pure
That it'll never leave my core
Stained deep unlike anything before

Spending too much time in the dark
Why can't I find the spark
******* around with my own head
Tricking myself, for then I bled
Down down down I go
And for this I've got nothing to show
But **** these meaningless scars
Replaced with what could've been ours
Trying just wasted my time
I ain't no ******* dime

But convincing me that I'm something good
Lead me to believe that I should
And so I did what I thought was right
But I didn't think you would bite
The bitter taste left on my tongue
The noose so tempting to be hung
But that road will never come
I need to find that happy that's dumb

A love so eager to find
Only comes from behind
It catches you off guard
Looking is too hard
The key is to not seek at all
It always starts with something small
Energy that pulls you in
You'll know by the stupid grin
It'll creep up on you with each thought
And it will happen a lot
That's when you know
That this is no foe

But waiting for this is rough
Cause you're brains full of stuff
Clutter that makes you crazy
Commotion that leaves you lazy
In the end you will get there
Just start each day with a daunting dare

I feel like I'm dying
And I won't do anything to save myself
I'm just going to lie here
And stare at the ceiling that's disappearing before me
I don't want to wake up
Oh please don't wake up

I deff thought we were
Because I love you so much
Maybe, maybe not

You'll never be proud
So I'll just keep on doing
The things I do best