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 Nov 2012 Paige James
Samuel
Your hand reaches down
like a thousand raindrops to
outline my tired skin
 Nov 2012 Paige James
Stevie Baty
Etched.


Eyes I can get lost in
Her smile etched on my brain,
She drives me wild, she'll drive me insane
Insanity will be worth that one drop of poison

Conversation that lead from a lustful view
Spied on from the corner of a laptop screen
She gives me her heart
I can tell she wants the same as me


She says what I want to hear,

All along I want her near.

She's my little golden thief

She's got me falling, falling like a leaf.


Shes a sucker for my heart felt replies
I can gaze in those lustful eyes
Her voice her laughter
Her words have kept me frozen

She comes closer, puts her head against my heart,
Is this really happening, or am I a misfit in the dark
I pull her close, so she knows shes my trophy
Tonight she will get her just rewards


She says what I want to hear,

All along I want her near.

She's my little golden thief

She's got me falling, falling like a leaf.

That lump in your throat
That tingling feeling, im cholking im cholking
One kiss will keep me breathing


All along I want her near. she says what I want to hear
Im falling, she has me falling like a leaf
I nearly tore myself into a million
Billion little pieces so many times
Was on the brink of something
So destructive too many times
As I see this happening,
This thing with no one caring about
What scarring remains
I hide them quickly, carefully
Too much experience at it
But I hide it away, quieten it
For another day. Damp the pain
So when I'm alone, I can let it return
Let it shake my soul, my will power
At two in the morning, I wish
That I could just let it be for just
A moment so that I can rest for
Forever and a day. My thoughts
They strike too close, do not try
And understand. I would just like
To be given a hug, warmed over
By something as trivial as a smile
What I would not do for someone
To see me for a change but now
It hardly matters, because you
They don't see me
They never did anyway and
I would be ****** if I allowed
Myself near such people ever again
I had rather become a wallflower
Dead on my eighteenth birthday
Discovered lying in a pool of my own blood
My entire life's work burning alongside
Don't blame yourself mom, don't
Blame yourself dad, not you either brother
This was my decision. In the end, I was
Too weak and it was only the thought of you
That kept me here till today.
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