I'm tired of silently suffering and struggling

some part of me has always known.

What do I do?*
I know what would happen
If I told you the truth
And boy I do hate lying

"Is there anything you're thankful for?"
*"Gradual transitions."

My heart recognized you
the first moment I saw you
I didn't have a chance to get
  your name
Or even say anything at all
  to you...
And as the rest of that night
  passed
As I drove towards home
I never thought I would get
  a chance to see you again
But my heart knew
It knew right away
That it loved you
And that for the rest of my life
  I would love you too
Completely, impossibly, and madly
Together
Apart
This life
The next
For all time
Forward
Or back
I would always love you
And that I always have
In that one first moment
My heart knew