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Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
Your ideas have merit,
  that your words can’t support

Your spirit is strong,
  but your language is weak

Your eyes are wide open,
  while your tongue remains tied

Your voice now enslaved
   —to the freedom within

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
Empowering the indolent,
  the fox is now inside

The vermin on the loose,
the truth now plagued by lies

The takers stalk the givers,
those on the dole now scream

“We want what you have worked for,
—the fruit without the tree”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2022
I deleted another poem tonight
and the Muse raged into fury
“You never asked for my permission” she said,
as her voice thundered deeply inside
“You’ll pay for this in sleepless hours
and nights when dreams are truant…”
Her promises kept, my nights defiled,
and days drag on untethered
As I write yet another “I’m sorry” to her
in verse both coarse and dry

(The New Room: May, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2018
The older I get…
  the more exclusive I become
  with distant mountains to climb  

The older I get…
  the shorter the moods swing
  and the longer I can laugh out loud

The older I get…
  the more vivid the memory
  of what we almost became

The older I get…
  with feelings that burn, the future ablaze
    —the older I get  

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2020
Moments of clarity stop the clock,
but time rolls on and on

Unrecorded, to stay embedded
in each wish unfulfilled

Tranquilizing the fleeting doubt
that truancy sets free

Returning with the future claimed
—to liberate the past

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2018
Being my number one fan,
  I never waited for applause

Living within my own code
  all reasons fixed on—just because

Being in charge of myself
  the days flowed freely into years

Dying from living too hard
  the past exposed—the future clear

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
Coffee Shop traveler
Caught
Between the beginning
And the end
Revolving
On a stool
Of broken dreams
Waiting
For a check
That never comes
Holding
A twenty-four hour vigil
For all who pass through
Dreading
A future sign that reads
  —WE’RE CLOSED

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
Like a hard drive out of memory,
  Alzheimer’s attacks

The downloads that you stored before,
  still there and looking back

All recent entries in the trash,
  a reboot not the fix

The present distant—past so close,
  and future nondescript

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2020
“Violence broke out again last night
in Gotham…

“No arrests have been made”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
The 4th dimension,
  space and time

Godel agreed,
  Einstein opined

If set in motion,
  the future passed

Time self negated
  —its truth recast

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
The pen and the keyboard…
their white flag of truce

Now tattered and burning
new words on the loose

The ink stains once mighty,
a cursor now reigns

As deep into cyberspace
—the future proclaims

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
The pen and the keyboard…
  their white flag of truce

Now shattered and tattered,
  new words on the loose

The ink stains once mighty,
  a cursor now reigns

As deep into cyberspace,
—the future proclaims

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
I took you into my arms,
  to ask about tomorrow

But then you went and stole my heart,
from dreams of yesterday

Reaching deep inside my pain,
  you took away the sorrow

All hurt now gone and future spun,
—the present here to stay

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
No one reads it,
  more reason to write it

No one understands,
  or seems to care

No one reads it,
  the verse sits muted

Not to abandon,
—the future to share

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
To tell if you’re a Poet,
  from the first line to your last

Do your words connect with feeling,
—the future to the past

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
To tell if you’re a Poet,
from the first line to your last

Do your words connect with feeling
—the future to the past

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
Once truth is judged delusion,
  we choose the lesser of two lies

Abandoning that voice unheard,
  stillborn—a baby cries
  
The ideal in dark remission,
  all hope now cast in flames

Making bargains with the Devil
  —as the future writhes in pain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2016
Once truth is judged delusion,
  we choose the lesser of two lies

Abandoning that voice unheard,
—stillborn, a baby cries
  
The ideal in dark remission,
  all hope now cast in flames

Making bargains with the Devil,
—as the future writhes in pain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2018
Long before the clocks ticked,
  the garden was burning

The law had been laid down,
   only the animals ran free

Long before the clocks ticked,
  two lovers were yearning

The power, the struggle
  —the lust to deceive

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
Long before the clocks ticked,
  the garden was burning

The law had been laid down,
   only the animals ran free

Long before the clocks ticked,
  two lovers were yearning

The power, the struggle
—the lust to deceive

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2020
Intention of action…
inaction pursues

Deflecting commitment,
with roadblocks infused

Intention of action…
step one and step three

Step two is the question
—of what comes to be

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2021
How do you balance
the kind and the cruel

The good and the bad
of life’s golden rule

As reason pulls tightly,
treason pulls back

Living in conflict,
together intact

Tragic, comedic,
while often as both

Angels and Demons
commingle betrothed

A savior, destroyer,
calling our name

A garden of riches
—caught in the flames

(Haverford College: February, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2023
Some people write
poetically
And some write
poetic prose

Both front and rear gates
lead back to a garden
To harvest
—what is grown

(Dreamsleep: December, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2023
The smell of my own death
revisited tonight
Of lavender and wet snow
and juniper in flight
It took me back in mourning
to sadness on the run
And left the days remaining
indentured on the come

Its fragrance changed to lilies
wafting row to row
In tribute to a history
last chapter yet to know
Waiting left to wonder
the hour and the day
Each breath of late and step I take
—reminds me once again

(The New Room: December, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
Climbing up the garden wall,
the questions loom
—the answers small

Climbing up the garden wall,
the past retreats
—the future falls

Climbing up the garden wall,
a distant voice
—your name beyond

Climbing up the garden wall,
a minstrel plays
—forgotten songs

Climbing up the garden wall,
Lot’s wife is dead
—not looking back

Climbing up the garden wall,
the top in sight
—the beanstalk jacked

Climbing up the garden wall,
I reach across
—all fear behind

Climbing up the garden wall,
horizons new
—the choices mine

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2018
The pathway to happiness is laughter
—the gateway to laughter is children

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
Living inside the moment,
Temporal things
Pass me by
On their march to permanence

Attached to everything
But themselves,
They stand as false Icons
To a time once lived–then put away

A trophy case of remembrance…
Enshrining what was lost
In the gathering
Dust

Never rediscovered…
Defining what death means
In the gathering
Dust

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2014)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
There’s a gene embedded in every parent
  to recreate
  what their parents had done

Sometimes good, and sometimes bad,
  passing it down
  from father to son

To repeat family history through memories past
  the circle
  a lingering fate  

Excuses come early with reasons
  too late
  DNA always proffered as bait

The young and the old both prisoners of time
  their footsteps in sequence
  to fall
  
And when questions are posed why they acted this way,
   they’re too busy passing it on
      —to recall

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2018
It’s not the money,
and it’s not the fame

The great gift of life
—is life

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
The great gift of intelligence…
  the gift of language

The great gift of language
  —the gift of verse

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2023
Lost …
in the
dawn
of opportunity

Reluctant …
every
message
sublime

Uncertain …
with the
answers
unquestioned

Forever …
charging
forward
—behind

(The New Room: October, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2022
Bigger in my memory
smaller in my inclination
Regret a distant calling card
admonishing my name

Vacant in my recollection
bedded in my hopefulness
Joy a future invitation
—Heaven to proclaim

(Christmas Wishing: First Book Of Prayers- December, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
Her hair blown free,
  with eyes ablaze

She walked toward me,
  through morning haze

Her steps unmeasured,
  her cutoffs tight

Eyes palest blue,
  the lightest light

Would I speak first,
  would she respond

In ten more seconds,
  her image gone

Our shoulders brush,
  she passes by

My arm goes numb,
  my heart on fire

I had no choice,
  I’d lost control

My breathing stopped,
  I’d play the fool

And looking back,
  all fear defied
  
An all-star waited,
—her ‘Chucks’ untied

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2020
Her hair blown free,
with eyes ablaze

She walked toward me,
through morning haze

Her steps unmeasured,
her cutoffs tight

Eyes palest blue,
the lightest light

Would I speak first,
would she respond

In ten more seconds,
her image gone

Our shoulders brush,
she passes by

My arm goes numb,
my heart on fire

I had no choice,
I’d lost control

My breathing stopped,
I’d play the fool

And looking back,
all fear defied

An all-star waited
—her ‘Chucks’ untied

(State College Pennsylvania: June, 1969)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
Thank you for the confusion Lord,
    thank you for the doubt

Thank you for those unsure moments
   when I could neither whisper nor shout

Thank you for the people Lord
    who loved me or hated in vain

But thank you most for the girl I wed
   —who took away my pain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
      ‘From The Book Of Prayers’
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2020
The world your editor,
each season your pen

Heartache your publisher,
verse to amend

Days left to punctuate,
nights misconstrued

Memory the binding
—time as the glue

(Dreamsleep: April, 2020) O/L 4-2-2020
Before there was light
before there was sound
Gravity wandered
the universe round

Plotting the orbits
of things still to come
Spacing the essence
of all zero-sum

(Dreamsleep: June, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2020
The world is an oven
we live in

With each scorching,
its temperature grows

Unable to stop,
hands fall off the clock

Left roasting
—goose cooking below

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
The gray dawn slaughters
   the promise of spring,
   —with a desperate last goodbye

Its poisonous haze mocks
  a sky forsaken,
  —with the sun again denied

Its blanket then lowers
   in a shroud of judgment,
  —its verdict darkly stained

To deluge its exit
  in torrents of thunder,
  —as the light reflects in vain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
Beginning and ending
   the story transcends

Written to light
  the cold darkness within

The first page a gateway,
  its last never ends

Spreading like wings
—the words fly and ascend

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2014)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2018
To be undiscovered is to
  keep working
   —the greatest gift of all

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2017
My pen is like a blues riff,
  not always on the note

I bend within the moment,
  new feelings reach for hope

A eulogy unspoken,
  on fire around his bed

The Mojo dancing with the Muse,
  Marine Band in my head

The words they stretch and vibrate,
  a blind man theirs to read

They move in tribute off the page,
  like Sonny’s orphaned reeds

My hand they cease to follow,
  as letters wail and slide

And somewhere deep in Arkansas,
—the greatest harp just died

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
My pen is like a blues riff,
not always on the note

I bend within the moment,
new feelings reach for hope

A eulogy remastered,
the fire that he fed

The Mojo dancing with the Muse,
Marine Band his to wed

My words to stretch and vibrate,
a blind man theirs to read

They move in tribute off the page,
Sonny’s orphaned reeds

My hand they cease to follow,
as letters wail and slide

While deep in South Chicago
—the greatest harp just died

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2017)
‘Tribute To Sonny Boy Williamson 1’
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2018
Holding on to a memory
Holding on to a dream
Holding on ever tighter
Holding on—holding me

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2018)
It had been a long idyllic two-day ride from Taos to Jackson Hole.  The bike had been running well, in spite of the altitude, and the 1600 C.C. Yamaha Venture Royale handled with ease whatever the mountains had in store.

This was the second extended tour for Kurt and his twelve-year-old son, Trystan, who everyone called T.C. (Trystan Colin).  They had started in Long Beach, California, and were making a long semi-circular loop through Arizona, New Mexico, and then back to Wyoming.  After hiking and riding through Grand Teton National Park, they would head North through Yellowstone to Missoula Montana and ultimately reach their final northern destination — Glacier National Park.

This morning though, they would be traveling into an unknown world on the most proven and time-tested forms of transportation, horses and mules.

Teton Scenic Outfitters was the oldest guided tour company in Teton National Park.  Today’s route would take four tourists on a twenty-five-mile ride deep into the park.  At its highest point, the trail would be over 2000 feet above the Buffalo River. There would be two professional cowboys leading the tour.  The lead rider, and boss, was a 6’ 3’’, 200 lb., ex-college football player and rodeo bulldogger named Russ.  At the back was a diminutive, bow-legged, journeyman cowboy from Miles City Montana named Pete.  In between there was Kurt and his son T.C., both riding horses, and two nuns from the San Cristobal Convent in Cody Wyoming, riding mules.

There were two additional mules, between Russ and TC, that were loaded down with a week’s supplies for the Teton Art Camp at the end of the trail.  The Art Camp was a popular summer destination for both experienced and budding artists and depended on the supplies that Russ’s company delivered every Saturday.  At 8:30 a.m., four mules and four horses started the arduous and steep ascent up the narrow trail that was carved out of the east side of the mountain.

Before leaving, Russ had said: “In some places, the trail that’s cut into the rock is less than six feet wide. Don’t let this upset you.  The horses and mules do this almost every day, and they are more surefooted than any person walking.  Whatever you do, DON’T try to get off along the narrow trail.  We will come upon four open meadows, as we climb higher, and you can get off there, if need be, to walk a spell.”

Russ reminded everyone that they had signed a form acknowledging the risks of a mountain trail ride and that they were not afraid of heights. “Whatever you do, make sure to give the horse or mule its head.  Don’t try to guide it or change its direction, it will be following closely the animal in front of it and will become upset and disoriented if you try to change its forward motion.”

Pete, who was riding in the rear, had heard this speech a hundred times before.  He knew Russ would repeat it several more times as they continued their climb.  He also knew something that he hadn’t shared with anyone yet.  After feeling poorly for several weeks, he had traveled to the Medical Center in Idaho Falls for tests.  Two days later he had the results — Cystic Fibrosis.

Pete was only 26, but his doctor had told him that with treatment he had a very good chance of living into his fifties. “What can’t I do, Doc?” Pete had asked.  “Anything for right now,” the specialist advised. Just don’t get too far away from a good Medical Center, just in case. I wonder what he would think if he saw me today,” Pete mused.

The two nuns seemed to be enjoying themselves, but the one in the back, Sister Francis, directly in front of Pete, kept pulling on her right stirrup.  “I’ll have to adjust that when we stop,” Pete said to himself.
At 10:30 a.m., they came to the first clearing and Russ called everyone to gather around him. The meadow was a naturally formed pocket that carved into the mountain for about 100 yards.  There was tall spring grass growing as far as you could see.

“Hey T.C., whatta you think those two things are sticking above the grass about fifty yards ahead?” “I don’t know, Russ, they look like sticks.” “Well ... those sticks happen to be antlers that belong to a resting moose.”  Before Russ could say another word, T.C. had spurred his horse and was headed in the direction of the moose.  As T.C.’s father started to head after him, Russ grabbed his reins and said — “watch this.”

T.C. was still thirty yards from the antlers when an enormous moose stood up out of the grass. Seeing that, T.C.’s horse slammed on the brakes and T.C. went sliding off the right side of his mount.  Time seemed to be frozen in place until ... BAMM!

When Russ saw the moose stand up, he withdrew the Colt Peacemaker (45) from his holster and fired a shot into the air.  The horses and mules never moved, they were rifle trained, but the moose turned and ran into the woods at the far end of the meadow.

“Those things can get ornery when you take them by surprise.  I didn’t think your kid had the guts to charge a moose in the open field.  It’s one of the damnedest things I’ve seen in a long time.  With ‘try’ like that, he’ll make a good hand.

Both cowboys dismounted and went over to where T.C. was still sitting in the grass.  “Here, take this,” Russ said, as he gave T.C. a Snickers Bar from his vest pocket.  “The way you got off that horse would make any bronc rider proud.  Sister Marcella was filming you with her camera.  It you’re nice to her, I’ll bet she’ll send you a copy of the tape.”

Hearing Russ’s words were like his birthday and Christmas all rolled into one.  His rear end was a little sore, but his spirits had never been so high.  “Hey T.C., if your head hasn’t swelled too much, try this on,” said Pete.  Pete handed T.C. a baseball cap from his saddlebags.  It was a watershed moment for both father and son as T.C. took a giant step toward manhood.

Back on the trail, Russ repeated again: “Don’t try to guide your animal, they know where they’re going.”  In all the confusion, Pete had never gotten around to adjusting Sister Francis’ stirrup.  It was still bothering her, and her squirming was starting to affect her mule.

“Don’t mess with that stirrup anymore, Sister.  If you need to, just let your right leg hang down straight until we get to the next clearing.” Pete hadn’t finished speaking when Sister Francis pushed down again on the stirrup until it came loose and was dangling free.  The momentum of her pushing down with her right leg had pulled her body across the saddle, and she was now off the mule and standing — screaming — on the right side of her mule.

Less Than A Foot From The Edge ...

“Stop screaming, Sister, and I’ll try to get to you.”  Pete knew there wasn’t enough room on the trail for him to make it to the panicked nun, and he also knew he didn’t have enough strength in his upper body to pull her back if she started to fall.

Russ had heard the commotion and stopped the lead horse. He was too far in front to be of much help.  Pete’s best cowboy skill was that of a header in the team roping event.  The hat he had given T.C. was from the last rodeo he had won in Calgary, Alberta.  Pete instinctively took the rope from his saddle horn and formed a loop.  Just as he started to swing the rope, Sister Francis’ mule panicked and moved to the right pushing the nun toward the cliff.  As she started to fall, Pete managed to get a loop around her head and under one shoulder.  He pulled ******* the rope as she fell over the side.  He quickly took three turns around the saddle horn.  Pete knew he could hold it for a while without his horse moving, but if he tried to dismount, there’s no telling what the horse would do, and all three of them might go over the side.

It was just then that Pete saw something crawling between the legs of Sister Marcella’s mule.  T.C. had slid off the back of his horse and crawled between the legs of his dad’s horse, the two pack mules, and Sister Marcella’s now stationary mule.  When he got underneath Sister Francis’ mule, he started to talk in a gentle voice as he worked his way back to the rear.  Once under Pete’s horse, he reached over the side and grabbed the rope. Luckily, Sister Francis was only three feet below the rocky ledge. With T.C.’s help, and a lot of adrenalin, she was able to get her elbows up over the edge and slowly inch her way back onto the trail.  Pete held firm to the loop to make sure there was no backsliding.

T.C. and Sister Francis sat there for a long time until T.C. said: “Do you trust me, Sister?”  She said that she did as T.C. said: “Ok, follow me.” Together, they crawled underneath Pete’s horse to the very back of the train.  “How far is it to the next meadow, Pete?” T.C. asked.  “It’s only about a half-mile, “Pete called out.  “Ok, Sister Francis and I will walk the rest of the way, and we’ll meet up with you at the meadow.  Pete waved ahead to Russ, who was sitting there in a mild state of shock, to get going again.

It was a hero’s welcome when T.C. and Sister Francis arrived at the meadow.  “How did you know you could crawl underneath those horses and mule’s legs without getting trampled?” Russ asked.
“Well, it’s like this,” T.C. said.  “My dad was raised with horses and said that a horse would never step on a man.  I just figured it was the same with mules.”  “And where did you get the guts to try?” asked Pete.  “It wasn’t guts, I was just trying to finish what you had started.  If you hadn’t gotten that rope around her, nothing that I did would have mattered at all.”

“That rope was thrown from the hand of God,” said Sister Marcella, “and today, we were all blessed to see one of his miracles in action.”
The rest of the ride was uneventful.  Pete readjusted Sister Francis’ stirrup as Russ started to sing an old cowboy song.  “What’s the T stand for in T.C?” asked Russ.  “Trystan, my first name is Trystan, T.C.  answered back. With that, every Ian Tyson song they knew was being sung at high volume with the name ‘Trystan’ interjected into every one.

T.C.’s father had never been so proud.


Kurt Philip Behm: June, 2024
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
As time unweaves,
  its mask deceives
  —to hide a bigger truth

The past and future
  threaded strands
  —to braid the hangman’s noose

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2020
The left hemisphere believes in God,
the right hemisphere does not

That physical split within the brain,
what we are and what we’re not

Temptation and judgment at war with themselves,
all battles inner fought

Confusion to reign, contradiction in charge
—a zero sum rehaut

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
When the spirit listens
  —the heart forgives

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2011)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2016
When the spirit listens,
— the heart forgives

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2011)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2021
Your voice like smoke,
it calls from the distance

Luring your enemy into
winds of deceit

The clouds of your fathers,
hiding hailstones above

Disguising the truth
—as you lie in wait

(Devil’s Tower Wyoming: September, 1990)
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