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Does your secret life
define you
An image
not portrayed
Brush strokes darkened
pigments dyed
Your life force
oft betrayed  

Do the secrets
keep you prisoner
Are the bars
each choice you make
The key to freedom
lost and gone
Alone with your
— mistakes

(Dreamsleep: July, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
Where are you headed...
the waitress asked me at breakfast

Where have you been to...
I responded in kind

Never down to the Canyon,
though I’ve always meant to go there

I’m headed to the Canyon
—now go quit your job

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2018
Where are you headed…
   the waitress asked me at breakfast

Where have you been to…
   I responded in kind

Never down to the Canyon,
   though I’ve always meant to go there

I’m headed to the Canyon
  —now go quit your job

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
Will is the executive …
intellect advisor
Choice as a marriage
the two must condone

Committed and daunting
with guideposts of knowledge
Marching in tandem
— pursuing the truth

(Dreamsleep: April, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
Words of conjecture self destruct
   —when veracity holds its sway

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2019)
I’m a poet devoid
of Cliff Notes
dissection
not my thing

Don’t ask me
to explain my words
I’d rather hum
and sing

Explication
penniless
in ghettos
of the word

Where vagrants
pull and tear apart
what only should
— be heard

(Bryn Mawr Pennsylvania: January, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Why start at the beginning
  and not at the end

Why is reality nothing
  more than pretend

Why are most facts
  at best a mere guess

Your order disordered
  —logic a mess

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2023
A demon’s playing
but no one’s listening
Black whirlwind coming
tomorrow hissing

The moment christened
in dark despair
Entrapping vision
beyond repair

A mantra chanting
its rhythm waning
Despoiled virtue
with time refraining

Unmasking Hoder
in blind respite
The god of darkness
—and lost delight

(Dreamsleep: August, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2020
Behind on my rent…
the door slamming behind

A beggar of memories,
doomed to remind

Last boxcar of hope
on a railway of dreams

From here to tomorrow
—trapped in between

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2018
Can you ever make love
  what you want it to be

Can a heart once broken
  become whole at the end

Can the feelings you wished for
  unleash and be free

Can the joy that alludes you
—with longing befriend

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2020
You won’t get better
with age

Or turn more experience
into a higher art

By heading back down,
never reaching the apex

To where you first started
—your eyes turned away

(St. David’s Pennsylvania: April, 2020)
Dying
in perspective
The cart
within the horse
The end a
retrospective
When running
— your last course

(Dreamsleep: July, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
The older I get
  the more I see myself
  in faces of other men

I only hope
  when looking back
   —they see themselves in me

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2013)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2021
The past is a foreign homeland,
familiar yet strange

Where memories limits walk the line,
and crossed—exceed our range

(St. David’s Pennsylvania: April, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2020
I’ll rue the day,
I can’t write angry

I’ll rue the day,
not alone with myself

I’ll rue the day,
the questions all answered

I’ll rue the day,
thoughts no longer felt

(Dreamsleep: May, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2019
Are you lost inside nostalgia,
blinded by its call

Self convinced the past is king,
old romance to enthrall

The facts proclaim much different,
in science and the arts

Awareness of what we’ve become,
the most illusive part

What you bought for fifteen dollars,
that CD with thirteen songs

Now can buy the music world,
Ipod’s carry on

The doctor’s diagnosis,
beyond mere life or death

An MRI can then confirm,
and protons will arrest

The scope of human nature,
to hold on and not let go

Ties us to a bill we’ve paid
—resent from long ago

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2022
What is it you know
what does anyone know…
The sand through your fingers
the wind through the years
Last season unturned
the snows of our summer
The answers autumnal
—the valley below

(Dreamsleep: September, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2021
You linger outside
always questioning why
when the answer’s inside
where uncertainty dies

Your world of approval
and life of acclaim
provide little comfort
when there’s no one to blame

You told me it mattered
you told me you cared
but as glad handers turn
almost nothing got shared

So, I’ll stay in the moment
inside looking out
knowing what I’m in search of
leaves no room for doubt

As your memories die silent
no one to hold dear
what’s lost to remembrance
—abandoned in fear

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2023
Armed with the same knowledge
we’re still not conjoined
Intention the difference
no flip of the coin

Our substance a mirror
but essences framed
by choices defining
—the praise or the blame

(The New Room: November, 2023)
A teardrop of joy
a teardrop of sorrow
Different in substance
different in kind
Flowing endemic
the scientist’s baffled
Their chemical compounds
— distinct and profound

(Rosemont College: June, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2018
I sat on the rocks
By the New Bedford docks
And waited for his boat to return

But the sun went to hiding
Bringing ever bad tidings
And a sea where last lessons are learned

My time spent in vain
For not even a plane
Could find a boat headed out of that storm

As the sea roiled upward
My hopes were dragged under
Which my soul was to curse and then scorn

And the streets emptied out
Churches packed and devout
As the old ones did swear and rebuke

The women all cried
With new legends reprised
As the Parson read words in tribute

Till at the church by the dock
From whence he had left
From its window I yelled through the tears…

“Look to the harbor this night,
  the mourning over, I sight:  
     —My Daddy’s Gaff Schooner is here”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
The many intersections of life
obscured in complexity
Go left or go right
to stay or move on

The interchange of salvation
whose overpass eludes us
An escape of transcendence
— most never find

(The New Room: June, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
Always in rhythm
  quite often in rhyme

The verses hold constant
  Lords over time

A perpetual beginning
  the perpetual end

Their structure intones
  —what the meaning portends

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
The only winner in a war of attrition,
—is loss

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
The only winner in a war of attrition
  —is loss

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
Writing should be
  like making love

If you have to be taught
   —you’re lost

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2014)
In days of wonder
I wander alone
Lost in the transition
of being myself
Lost in the memory
of all that I’ve missed
Lost in the reasons
that chase me from sleep
Lost in the moment
today would deny
In days of wonder
— I wander alone

(Dreamsleep: April, 2024)
The backside
of tomorrow
The frontside
of today
Every look
retelling
Of what the past
betrays

Caught within
the doldrums
All time fades
in the mist
Until that day
that ends itself
And nothing more
— exists

(Dreamsleep: June, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
When meaning becomes enslaved
  by the abstraction,
—your Poem is lost

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2019
When meaning becomes enslaved
by abstraction
—your Poem is lost

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
Can time survive in purer form
  devoid of reference
  future—past

Can the present become
  a bible
  for every sage

Like a black hole
  compressing within itself
  imploding front to back

Its enigma leads
  to an eternity dark
    —lost candle to the flame

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
Music…
drowning the words
in false harmony

Honesty…
  lost forever
  inside the verse

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2013)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2022
It’s definitely maybe possible
that she hated to love me so much
Her affection found everything missing
—and distressed her elation nonplussed

(Dreamsleep: July, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2020
The bridge to belief
spans a river of doubt

Whose rapids are raging,
whose questions cry out

Each step that I’ve taken,
each tread that I cross

Brings me much closer
—to what I once lost

(Montrose: November, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Oh, to be good
  at something I hate

Oh, to be bad
  at something I love

To lose what I love
  to gain what I hate

Ill tempered indifference
  —lost grace from above

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2019
In her clouds of mystery,
souls recalled

Where voices cry out
—from Shangri La

(Dreamsleep: September, 2019)
Immersed in the quagmire
of finding yourself

The search tunnels deeper
through canyons undwelt

Absorbed in the moments
your fear would disdain

Time lost and abeyant
— in search of a name


(Dreamsleep: June, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
Do you spend twenty percent of your time
  acquiring your beliefs

And eighty percent of your time
   in defense

Do you have blinders on
  about what you conceive

In fear of the critics
  pretense

Are your views narrow focused
  and then watered down

As the truth disavowed
  slips away

Is your memory tainted
  in times left to waste

As your efforts
  —retreat in dismay

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
Without death
life loses all beauty
Without death
life loses its way
Without death
life’s value diminished
Without death
life reasons to pray

Without death
life’s years lose their value
Without death
life’s seething refrain
Without death
life loses its prescience
Without death
—life dearth to explain

(Dreamsleep: June, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2022
Passing each other
on the cusp of goodbye
A prayer of forgiveness,
a desperate last sigh

Feeling the emptiness,
hearts gone to stone
Lost in the memory
—of love we had known

(Dreamsleep: April, 2022)
So much of the time
we’re in transit
Mindlessly going
from place to place
Lost in a limbo
not here and not there
Ignoring the moments
— that set us all free

(Dreamsleep: October, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2019
Do you have enough stories,
have you told enough tales

Is your life overflowing,
with a need to regale

Have the roses you’ve smelled,
lined your heart or your mind

Is the path that you’ve chosen,
ahead or behind

Is your life worth a novel,
or even a poem

Are the years all connected,
or scattered and broken

If you leave only money,
or fortune, or fame

The last chapter unwritten
—and lost in refrain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2020
Those who betray their dreams
are forever old

Living between denial
—and what might have been

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2019
One can be too many,
a hundred not enough

When truth battles fear
—all diamonds in the rough

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2020
Traveling the world in my mind,
ghosts linger behind

Traveling the world in my mind,
each flashback a sign

Traveling the world in my mind,
space harder to find

Traveling the world in my mind
—memories define

(Presbyterian Hospital: January, 2020)
How do you start over
consumed by the end
Beginnings aborted
as judgment portends
Desperately hiding
alone and distraught
For all of those presents
time wasted — and lost

(Dreamsleep: May, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
Wasting time,
life’s greatest pleasure

Wasting time,
life’s greatest pain

Wasting time,
beyond all measure

Wasting time
—bittersweet refrain

(Dreamsleep: February, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2020
I write prose so I can write poetry,
and poetry so I can write prose

Never prose that calls itself poetry
—or poetry that’s lost within prose

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
The past and tomorrow
  —from today only borrow

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2022
Intention outstripped
his power of reason
Leaving him naked
—a meadow deflowered

(Dreamsleep: February, 2022)
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