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Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
The words are still perfect
  as speech becomes marred

Intention unblemished
  delivery though scarred

The memories embedded
  all flashbacks infirm

Escape now for others
  —their light yet to burn

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
Don’t wait for that perfect poem
  to appear

It lives in the seeds of your
  imperfection

Waiting for new furrows of wonder
  and strife
  
To flower in soil you have yet
  to plow

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
I was twenty,
  and you were nineteen
  that day along the mall

When I heard a guitar
  from deep inside
  that round auditorium hall

Up on stage with legends
  Son House, Muddy,
  Johnny Winter too

A red haired, freckle faced,
  blue eyed girl
  commenced to sing the blues

You started with an apology
  saying you were outclassed
  and over matched

But once that voice
  left your heart and flew
   ….in nothing did you lack

I followed you out
  that afternoon
  in the late State College Fall

And after fifty years of looking back
  every moment
  I recall

I walked you to the bus
  as you said:
  “We’re in Harrisburg tonight

“Why don’t you come,
   it might be fun
   from there I catch a flight”

The bus was full,
  my eyes looked south
  as I hitchhiked down #322

Fate unexplained
  life forever changed
   —that special gift from you

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2020
I was twenty,
you were nineteen,
  that day along the mall

When I heard a guitar
  from deep inside,
  that round auditorium hall

Up on stage with legends,
  Son House, Muddy,
  Johnny Winter too

A red haired, freckle faced,
  blue eyed girl
  commenced to sing the blues

You started with an apology,
  saying you were outclassed
  and over matched

But once that voice
  left your heart and flew
   ….in nothing did you lack

I followed you out
  that afternoon,
  in the late State College Fall

And after fifty years of looking back,
every moment
  I recall

I walked you to the bus
  as you said:
  “We're in Harrisburg tonight

“Why don't you come,
   it might be fun,
   from there I catch a flight”

The bus was full,
  my eyes looked south
  as I hitchhiked down #322

Fate unexplained,
  life forever changed
   -that special gift from you

(Villanova Pennsylvania: Looking Back- March, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
If it can happen for me,
  it can happen for you

If it can happen for you,
  it can happen for me

When it happens for us,
  it happens for all

When it happens for all
  —the world is set free

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2020
Lusting after a song unsung,
I hunted through your fear

And trapped the demon that kept you mute,
blood dripping from my spear

Desirous of your captive voice,
I hung its head up high

And waited for you to sing at last
—no longer love denied

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
If you think it’s just one thing
  while believing it’s not

Or you hope it’s another,
  then folly’s your lot

If you swear it sits outside,
  as you dream from within

All meaning encrypts
  —and your eyes close again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2018
You left me fifty years ago
  but I still write to you today

Feeling those things that never age
  as my thoughts have turned to gray

You walked out never looking back
  and left me standing there

My heart in pieces, the future gone
  with no one left to care

New days have come, old days have gone
  the seasons change and weave

But in every memory I see your face
  —your eyes still closed to me

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
Your head turned away
  but you needed to hear

Your memory in flames
  and the truth very near

Your ears became deaf
  as new words tried to form

Your fear an asylum
  —where the past is reborn

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
Will vision trump
  conjecture

Can a wish
your fear dethrone

Does belief
  control your will

Until love,
—your heart to own
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2018
Does music have a language,
  does feeling have a name

Is love the sole survivor
  that calls beyond the grave

Do excuses have a reason
  for the falsehoods that they spew

Does honor have a season
  to restore the faith you knew

Do all mothers have a father
  or just sons to tell their tale

Do all preachers write their sermons
  to rehash what God curtails

Are the words then just a token
  when cast out from the heart

Is judgment left unspoken
  with belief cut up in parts

Is direction now forbidden
  and all meaning thusly doomed

Is laughter all but hidden
  with its smile partly groomed

Is today beyond tomorrow
  and why replaced with how

Do the questions feign an answer
  indecision—your last vow

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
Do You Bore Yourself?

Do you rent the space
you’re standing in,
owning nothing in the end
but default?

Do you recycle words
until their utterance fails,
mistrusting your ability
to say what’s right?

Do you hedge your bets,
never going all in
for fear of losing the very thing
you haven’t got?

Do you count the days,
as tedium destroys spontaneity
and all energy drains
from your lifeless form?

Do You Bore Yourself?

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
Now, more than ever,
my thoughts regale,
the years as yeast,
new spirits rise

Now, more than ever,
my woods on fire,
old feelings simmer,
my breath to stoke

Now, more than ever,
I walk alone,
my words returning,
time destroyed

Now, more than ever,
I live within,
as verses buried
reach out to call

Now, more than ever,
I look straight back,
and seize the magic
my eyes had missed

Now, more than ever,
I call your name,
the promise wakens
—your memory sings

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
Has your violence
taken you to places
I’ve not been

Or driven you
to things
I’ve not seen

Was your soul
mired in conflict
once raised from the dead

Were your walls
built to fortify
excuses and blame

Have your choices
been forged by
damnation and fear

Did love matter at all
when it cried
through the pain

Could you still hear its voice
on those darkest
of nights

Were those places you
conquered
in tribute now ******

Did your victims
kneel down
their heads bowed in shame

Was mercy rejected
your mistress
defiled

Has your violence
taken you to places
I’ve not been

Or driven you
to things
I’ve not seen

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
Has your violence
taken you to places
I’ve not been?

Or driven you
to things
I’ve not seen?

Was your soul
mired in conflict
once raised from the dead?

Were your walls
built to fortify
excuses and blame?

Have your choices
been forged by
damnation and fear?

Did love matter at all
when it cried
through the pain?

Could you still hear its voice
on those darkest
of nights?

Are those places you
conquered
in tribute now shamed?

Did your victims
kneel down
their heads bowed in defeat?

Was mercy rejected
your mistress
defiled?

Has your violence
taken you to places
I’ve not been?

Or driven you
to things
I’ve not seen?

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2022
Never play checkers
with the world playing chess

Complexity knighted
—not more and not less

(Las Vegas: January, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
What’s that you’ve settled for?
What’s that you say?
From the library of excuses
You reason away
It seems almost this
But never quite that
As the present escapes
And you look further back
No comfort to take
In that notch on your gun
As you fire in vain
And continue to run
But you say it’s enough
It will then have to do
You repeat what’s been spoken
Never anything new
And you look for a club
Others thinking the same
To plead their excuses
Blaspheme and profane
But alone in the vestibule
A soul fires away
And speaks about life
And its maxims today
His message reoffered
But again you look back
The last sinners you follow
Leaving motherless tracks
Your death now committed
To the lies that you’ve told
And your headstone engraved
With letters that scold
Once eternity beckoned
With your eyes looking up
And drawing strength from it
You drank from its cup
But that story’s been told
You’re alone in the ground
Scant little reminder
You were ever around
As your bones become dust
To be reclaimed by the wind
Those excuses you trusted
  —your original sin

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2014)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
What’s that you’ve settled for
What’s that you say
From the library of excuses
You reason away
It seems almost this
But never quite that
As the present escapes
And you look further back
No comfort to take
In that notch on your gun
As you fire in vain
And continue to run
But you say it’s enough
It will then have to do
You repeat what’s been spoken
Never anything new
And you look for a club
Others thinking the same
To plead their excuses
Blaspheme and profane
But alone in the vestibule
A soul fires away
And speaks about life
And its maxims today
His message reoffered
But again you look back
The last sinners you follow
Leaving motherless tracks
Your life now committed
To the lies that you’ve told
And your headstone engraved
With letters that scold
Once eternity beckoned
With your eyes looking up
And drawing its strength
You drank from its cup
But that story’s been told
You’re alone in the ground
Scant little reminder
You were ever around
As your bones become dust
To be reclaimed by the wind
Those excuses you trusted
—your original sin

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2014)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
Transcendence—reality,
  the power to choose

The physical burning,
  the spiritual hue

One leaves you ashen,
  the other alive

The choice begets freedom
  —yours alone to decide

(Dreamsleep- June, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2022
Loneliness visits
when stranded alone
Confirming the emptiness
—lost to bemoan

The darker the moment
the thicker it spreads
To lie and to cover
—my spirit in dread

It blocks every motion
I make to get out
Its shroud to enshadow
—within and without

As somber it tenants
it knows all the while
Its life but a memory
—the moment you smile

(Dreamsleep: May, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
Can you write in spite of comment,
  can your soul withstand the pain

Can you free those words hid deepest,
  can you shoulder all the blame

Can your heart and mind together,
  walk arm in arm as one

Can you take a breath once finished,
  knowing now,
  —your song has sung

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
Can you write in spite of comment,
can your soul withstand the pain

Can you free those words hid deepest,
can you shoulder all the blame

Can your heart and mind together,
walk arm in arm as one

Can you take a breath once finished,
knowing now
—your song has sung

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2016
Can a phrase rule
  over a paragraph

Can the right word
  stand alone

Can a thought be held
  within one breath

Can the truth in short
  be known

Can you single out
  the future

Can you paraphrase
  the past

Can you connect a feeling
  to just one thought

Can you make this moment
  last

Can you keep the magic
  and release the trick

Can Apollo set you
  free

Can you say it while
defying time

Can you voice your souls
  release

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
Can a phrase rule
  over a paragraph

Can the right word
  stand alone

Can a thought be held
  within one breath

Can the truth in short
  be known

Can you single out
  the future

Can you paraphrase
  the past

Can you release the hope
  inside a wish

Can you make this moment
  last

Can you keep the magic,
  the spell unbound

Can Apollo set you
  free

Can you say it while
  defying time

Can you voice your souls
  release

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2020
Writing outside the body,
in the control room of the mind

The blueprints of our D.N.A.,
left for me to find

The root cause of the madness,
‘where thoughts and feelings meet’

No blood yet spilled, no demons killed,
free will lay sound asleep

The choices raw and waiting,
to be right but often wrong

My pen writes down today’s decree,
in the lyrics of a song…

“With eyes on fire you’ll see your way
through darkness that belies

“While remembering the sanctity,
this womb did once provide

“Decide with what I now endow,
your heart, and not your head

“To faith proclaim, yourself ordained
—and love your soul to wed”

(Rosemont College: March, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
Do you remember what you’ve written,
can you elicit every thought

Does it stay within your memory,
or escape to others sought

Is it linear or transcendent,
on the page or in the wind

Can you still retain the title
—to what your spirit freed within

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
Do you remember what you’ve written,
  can you elicit every thought

Does it stay within your memory,
  or escape to others sought

Is it linear or transcendent,
  on the page or in the wind

Can you still retain the title,
—to what your spirit freed within

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
The words in the melody
  the words on the page

Related but different
  the Minstrel and Sage

The music recaptures
  what ink only starts

As harmony sings
  from an angelic heart

A phrase and a lyric
  as cousins relate

Too distant for brothers
  too close in their fate

One soul with two masters
  each fighting to gain

Your soul ever after
—your spirit to claim

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
I answered with love,
you questioned
with anger and pain

I held you close,
but your eyes
failed me again

I told you truly,
as my wishes
dropped to the floor

Your smile my captor,
my heart
  —your swinging door

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
I like the idea,
  but not when it’s real

Your love in a letter,
  to read but not feel

Lost in conception,
  affection belied

Your words I can handle
  —whose touch I deny

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Listen your way out of the problem,
  when language goes awry

Each word that’s heard, a fuse unlit,
  whose primer never lies

To think the pieces wholly,
  as new structure comes in view

With time and space in servitude
  —your voice explodes anew

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2022
You can go anywhere as someone else,
the masks and jesters play
invisible to sound and touch
the Lords and Creatures pray

To rent the future—sell the past,
the landlord still unnamed
invulnerable to what they sell
the real prize still unclaimed

To cry out once your voice reversed
lone echo at your back
the Landed Gentry comes and goes
—the crossroads blackest cat

(The New Room: April, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2020
For those who will listen,
and those who can hear

For those it will matter
—your words to endear

(Dreamsleep: April, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
Like cement before it dries,
Like a promise before it’s kept,
Like words spoken,
—yet unfulfilled

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2013)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2024
Not politically
correct
Or socially
adept ...
I curse upon
your demons
And ****
— your wanton souls

(Chicago: August, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Instinct flashes
  past the speed of light

Intuition imploding
  Zephyrus’ delight

Detached from its fuel source
  tale on fire

The comets direction
  —reversed and inspired

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2023
Once spent …
there’s no tomorrow

Once spent …
all time is rife

Once spent …
your fortune tendered

Death’s currency
—is life

(Dreamsleep: December, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2021
Where you go…
where you’ve been
One port of entry
leads within
Its grand canal
flows North and South
Meridian deep
—to anchor doubt


(The New Room: April, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Just a broken poet,
  at an A.T.M.

His stomach cries out,
  words hunger within

The nights are the longest,
  cold darkens and chills

Fresh words on account,
  new credit distills

Pushing buttons while bent,
  with hope standing tall

An answer comes back,
  ‘Zero Funds To Withdraw’

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2019
Is honor sum total,
or dolled out by degree

Can it live through confusion,
and your failings to be

Are those moments of weakness,
made up when you strive

To become more than just living,
eternal—alive

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
Where words end
—-Zion begins

(Zion National Park: July, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2024
Show me a man
without contradiction
I’ll show you
— no man at all

(Dreamsleep: May, 2024)


Darkness Reigns

Shunning the light
power hides
in the shadows
gathering allies
— proffering fear

(Dreamsleep: May, 2024)

— The End —