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Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2023
The road to paradise
begins in hell

If you long for peace
—embrace the war

(Dreamsleep: February, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
My life a poem, forego the count,
that comes in threes and fours

The space between to catch new breath,
that time may now allure

These moments gifted more than once,
constant in their prayer

Whose vow will cast the river wide
—new words to baptize there

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
My life a poem, forego the count,
  that comes in threes and fours

The space between to catch new breath,
  that time may now allure

These moments gifted more than once,
  now constant in their prayer

Whose vow will cast the river wide,
—new words to baptize there

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2023
What is the substance
of nothingness

With nothingness the substance
of thought

Where is the truth
in indifference

Apathetically frozen
when taught

How then to measure
reluctance

With action the villain
of time

Seeking to baptize
the vacuum

Where consonants hide
—from the rhyme

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2023)
Can you put the past
behind you
is there nothing left
to learn
Can you look toward
the future
your dreams no longer
spurned
Can you ask that
final question
that unanswered
sets you free
Can you step inside
the moment
to be or not
— to be

(The New Room: July, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2022
A Romantic is always afraid deep inside
expectations will never come true

Chasing a mirage that stays beyond reach
waiting and hoping in lieu…

A Romantic betroths those lies of the heart
in amorous moments to roam

Wooing a dream that’s jilted by sleep
to wander, to wonder—alone

(Dreamsleep: September, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2021
Deception comes richly,
new lies in its purse

Old wolves on the mountaintop
—Gideon’s curse

(Dreamsleep: February, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
Did you try to take it with you,
  did you really think you could

Are those moments that you sold for cash,
  now spent and gone for good

Did you try to buy forgiveness,
  choosing darkness over light

Are your memories long forgotten,
—new horizons barred from sight

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2020
The fire’s gone out
in the last wooden hut
Fresh snow has been falling,
cold hunger abuts

The Red Coats emboldened
in far Germantown
The wind carries stillness,
with death all around

A General stands watch
on the farthest of hills
His heart never waivers,
his anger instills

The firewood gone
but the embers still burn
O’er forests and rivers,
to Paris in turn

The Schuylkill runs quiet,
Lenape scouts have returned
“Our enemy grows fat, Sir,
in taverns that burn”

The outcome awaiting,
its body count high
Where cabins though frozen
—the stars and stripes fly

(Valley Forge: November, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2018
Hosting my own cocktail party,
  I feel as when a child

Looking up, again I’m lost,
  among adults wearing smiles

I pour the drinks and carry trays,
  and laugh at the right times

But still feel small and unattached
—my bartered youth in mime

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2018)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2018
When time loses its hold
  do you choose a new father

Free of place and all station
   even freer from blame

Your mother is now
  and your mother forever

But your father is a choice
  much more than a name

Do you wrestle in torment
  as he calls out to you timeless

Beyond the past and the future  
    —where you forever remain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
Closing his eyes
one last time
a man can finally see

Opening his heart
time undone
feelings Joie de Vivre

Moving beyond
future and past
returning to the source

Hearing that voice
bathed in the Light
—  love his Tour de Force


(The 1st Book  Of Prayers: February, 2024)
Take me
to Hell
Take me
to Heaven
Bless me
with kindness
Curse me
as leavened

Angel within
me
Devil
in waiting
Salvation
unseeded
Damnation
— equating

(Dreamsleep: July, 2024)
He died
the day before
his birth
the curse had worked again

Generations
in the womb
their feticide
a last amen

The garden path
a stepford trap
whose fruit trees
bear the scorn

Enoch built
to hide the curse
the Mark of Cain
— damnation born

(The New Room: February, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2021
Better to be in Hell
for all eternity,
than in Heaven
—for a little while

(Dreamsleep: March, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2021
Better to be in Hell
for all eternity,
than in Heaven
—on borrowed time

(Dreamsleep: March, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2022
Prayer without indemnity,
prejudice, or blame,
weaponizing Diety…
a dogma-based refrain

Through Him our Divinity
rejoining heart and mind,
to truly know Who reigns supreme
last sacrament defined

Religion like the training wheels
discarded when we we’re young,
to free the rider in the wind
—His spokes forever spun

(Easter Dreamsleep: April, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
I was a soldier, but never sure
  of those things I was  
  charged to do

I was asked to fight
  pick up helmet and gun
  men dying around me I knew

The places I’ve been
  and the things I’ve done
  all eclipse the known profane

Now with beauty fraught
   I lock the gate
    —inside this prison I remain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
I was a soldier, but never sure
  of those things I was  
  charged to do

I was asked to fight
  pick up helmet and gun
  men dying around me I knew

Those places I’ve been
  and the things I’ve done
  all eclipse the known profane

Now with beauty fraught
   you must lock the gate
     —inside this prison I remain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2023
Stealing fire from the gods
Prometheus would yearn
And pass it off to humankind
whose banishment interred

Their feet into the glowing coals
but faith out from the dark
Enlightenment a powder keg
—uncareful wishing sparks

(The New Room: September, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2020
Victim of his own success…
the treadmill calls,
the hourglass broken
—casualty of what time denies

(The New Room: November, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Writing Prose,
  because I can

And Poetry
  —because I must

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2019
Is your greatness unendorsed
by godly symbols old and new

Is your strength contained and held within,
as broth begets the stew

Is your message clear with no defense,
either martial or sublime

With freedom at your beck and call
—all stricture cast aside

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2023
Today
I unlocked
a new window

One
I had never
opened before

Air
rushing in
calling me back

Voices
familiar
yet foreign to name

And
as I passed through
that new window

Leaving
behind
what used to be me

Losing
my shadow
to futures long past

Reaching
for something
—becoming the dream

(Dreamsleep: January, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2023
I believe in Jesus
I believe in Buddha
I believe in Mohammed
—divinity shared

I believe in grace
I believe in epiphany
I believe in tomorrow
—the promise it bears

I believe in man’s ability
to rise above his nature
religion the jailer
—whose lies forestall

I believe that enlightenment
requires a commitment
to become the living embodiment
—of that One who calls

(The 1st Book Of Prayers: November, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2022
You have to be young
to disappear…
and healthy enough
to fall into the cracks
of a new tomorrow

You have to be young
to isolate…
and strong enough
to brave the winter
of a new becoming

(The New Room: September, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2021
Differing from our enemy,
in one way the same

Our conflict in common
— to praise or to blame

(The New Room: May, 2021)
Silence attacking
from deep in the hall
Damage inflicted
the metronome stalled
Blood in the orchestra
harmony thrawn
Melody slaughtered
— rhapsody gone

(The New Room: May, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
True poets are poets
before picking up a pen

True poets are poets
before opening their mouths

True poets are poets
before their words are enshrined

True poets are poets
before…

(Dreamsleep: February, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2021
Did time predate matter,
unto itself

Alive A Priori
—wholly indwelt

(Dreamsleep: July, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2020
Unliving your memory
—unbreaking my heart

(Dreamsleep: April, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
We have no idea where it goes,
  when the spider leaves its weave

We have no idea what’s left to dream,
  when the sandman robs of sleep

We have no idea the day nor hour,
  when our maker calls us home

We can only hope that the love we’ve shared
   —is enough before his throne

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
      From ‘The Book Of Prayers’
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
Till life retires me I won’t retire
all cries to uncles stalled
And won’t slow down or buy the farm
till Abraham has called

My will as though a five-year-olds
wild and dancing free
Those trees of life I’ve yet to climb
still calling out to me

The view much clearer though ladder worn
from high atop myself
With passions free and burning hot
each thought more deeply felt

Somewhere a bugle waits for me
an Angel standing by
To blow my name when time abates
—upon whose wings I’ll fly

(Beaupre: June, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2017
I took two months off,
  all words in remiss

I took two months off,
  putting nothing at risk

I took two months off,
  your voice—a deaf ear

I took two months off,
  without holding you near

I took two months off,
  death breathing inside

I took two months off,
  from memory to hide

I took two months off,
  you waited in pain

I took two months off
  —before starting again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2017)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2021
Embracing my illusion,
reality slipped away
as truth returned uncensored
—all memory out to play

(Dreamsleep: August, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2023
Wounded vanity
mother of all tragedy
Slander and insults
the arrows dead aim

Pride bleeding carnage
no reason can bandage
The mirror once broken
—each crack filled with pain

(Dreamsleep: February, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2019
The eyes of the artist
  the spirit of man

The spark before the fire
  the vision—before the plan

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2022
Death was invented
when life tired of the living
Eternity flexing
—the muscles of time

(Dreamsleep: November, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2022
Death was invented
when life tired of the living
Eternity flexing
—the muscles of time

(Dreamsleep: November, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2021
“Why”
said the river,
refusing to run

“The mountain’s
on fire,
snow all but gone

“Beginning
or ending,
  truth is the same

“The start
in the finish
—loss in the gain”

(The New Room: November, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
Terminal poetry…
death by the word

Selling a heartbeat
for every breath

Giving up life
for each new phrase

Buried
—inside what’s heard

(Ronald McDonald House: February, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2019
The wildness of nobility,
the fire before the storm

The question with many answers
—the substance within the form

(Dreamsleep: October, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
To be forgotten
—you first have to be remembered

(Dreamsleep: June, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2020
To love, to hate,
fruition waits

Which mood describes,
which mood defies

Those things you feel,
those things you say

Before tomorrow
—beyond today

(Dreamsleep: March, 2020)
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2018
From silver to gold,
  the years marched along

As language emboldened
  its words into song

The grey of my twilight
  a welcome relief

All reasoned excuses
  another’s belief

As the winds through the canyon
  blow the valley to sand

This ending now welcome
  —beginning again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
How quiet are the closing moments
  of Winter

Its final lingering shadow
  passing over your soul

Days lengthening into night
  beyond all protest

What ended in shades of red and brown
  —beginning again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
From silver to gold,
  the years marched along

As language emboldened
  its words into song

The grey of my twilight
  a welcome relief

All reasoned excuses
  now another’s belief

As the winds through the canyon
  blow the valley to sand

This ending now welcome
  —a new beginning again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
How quiet are the closing moments
of Winter

Its final lingering shadow
passing over your regret

Days lengthen into night,
returning Blackbirds a good tiding

What ended in shades of red and brown
—beginning once again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2018
Hiding within the rhyme
  lies a melody of pronouncement
  lifting the words up off the page

Its liberation spoken freely
  within times expanding moment
  giving and taking—beginning to end

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2019)
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
You want it to make sense
You want it to become clear
Your feigned self importance
No longer precious or dear
But the only one caring
And the one still in doubt
A mirrored reflection
Of what never comes out
Lunch breaks upon you
Again eating alone
Your steak is still raw
Chewed right to the bone
The banter around you
Seems innocent and yet
The shroud that surrounds you
Wards off and deflects
“You gain nothing by trying”
You gain nothing you say
As you begin crying
For those cast astray
That girl in the tall grass
The one in your arms
Went to be with another
When you bartered your charms
Her daughter who’s grown now
Some say looks like you
Could it be then you wonder
When the times were so few
You pay the cashier
And slowly walk out
This bill had been dear
More than you had allowed
With the bone in your pocket
You head back to your desk
As the cry of a mockingbird
Decries and behests
Your pen then runs dry
As you again start to write
On your left eye a sty
All vision in blight
Only then do you notice
Hanging pink and in front
And you know that your future
Now a dog that can’t hunt
So you walk to his office
And sit down in the chair
You look at him soulless
And try not to care
He explains “That he’s sorry”
That “The timing’s not right”
He says that “You’re valued,
But be gone by tonight”
As you clean out your desk
A new feeling partakes
You look up to the ceiling
Knowing all that’s at stake
And that feeling is good
That feeling seems right
As the feeling then pushes
And the feeling alights
You decide now emboldened
To stop on the way home
At the house of that one
You left mistreated alone
You heard of divorce
And you wonder how bad
The damage it left her
Was it worse than you had
As you slow down your car
She stands in the yard
As you speed up your heart
She says “Directions, how far”
She does not recognize you
Have you changed all that much
She looks at you puzzled
As you long for her touch
And you drive away empty
As you drive away cold
And you drive away blackened
From your heart to your soul
But your path is now clear
Though you’ve no place to go
And those things that you’ve feared
Have now rightly been shown
As you walk in the kitchen
The door never had locked
Standing behind you still smitten
The one you thought had forgot
“Was that you in the car earlier
Was that you, really you
I couldn’t believe it
Because I still love you, I do”
   A reward wrapped in burlap
   The priciest kind
   Where if never rejected
   You are never to find
   So make just one more promise
   To then promise again
   To be true to your feelings
     —from beginning to end

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2014)
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