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116 · Jun 2019
My Searching Begins
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
The house is now quiet,
the children have gone

My beard they’ve left ruffled,
as memories grow long

With trains and dolls scattered,
where last they played

Their love remains buried,
inside of the maze

The cupola harkens,
a last candle there burns

As the attic sits waiting
for the toys to return

The old house is silent,
but deep from within

Their laughter still hides
—and my searching begins

(Thanksgiving: November, 2016)
116 · Dec 2024
Half Truth
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2024
Necessary
but not
sufficient
Stated
but
unheard
Always wrong
but never
in doubt
Sworn
but forever
— *****

(Dreamsleep: December, 2024)
116 · Jun 2023
Woebegone
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2023
No matter who you vote for
the government gets in
Left or right, day brings night
with colors gray and thin

The better parts of nature
get worse as time goes on
Bilateral infection
whose cure is woebegone

As hubcaps change in order
the wheels forever spin
Tomato or tomatto
that same old song to sing

A baby leaves its mother
new brick to build the wall
Ramparts trapping all inside
—beyond which prescience calls

(The New Room: May, 2023)
116 · Apr 2019
Setting The Ghost Free
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
The emptiness between Hemingway’s words is a
  hollow sound that stays in your mind

The space creates distance as the Old Man wanted,
  from the reader and the ****** of pain

“Distance from the day he fought and struggled
   to land that one great fish

“Distance from a soldier’s final battle, calling out
   from beyond his reach

“Distance from the arena where the horns got close,
   with death again denied

“And distance from the many women he tried to
   desperately love and failed”

Each city his refuge: Paris, Havana, and Ketchum,
  but in no place were his memories home

And giving in to the distance, setting the ghost free
   —his bell tolled one last time

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
116 · Aug 2019
Moments Left Unfelt
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2019
I often sit here waiting,
for truant words to come

To chase the thoughts now fleeting,
messages on the run

These days I sit impatient,
as I wonder to myself

Are time and memory draining
—precious moments left unfelt

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
116 · Feb 2017
Eternity Has Its Say
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
“You’re only as strong as your weakest link,”
  the Postman said out loud

“Space creates room to get lost or expand”
  he shouted out so proud

True wisdom appears when it chooses the time,
  it has always been that way

It’s the ear out-of-tune that hears only the wind,
  —when eternity has its say

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
116 · Mar 9
May December
Star-crossed by the years
a cuckhold of fate ...
I made love to you
in the copulate verses
of another time
— and another life

(Dreamsleep: March, 2025)
116 · Jun 2019
A Future Heaven Loaned
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
The only way to cross eternity
is in a poem

As words fly silent and words fly deep,
beyond a future heaven loaned

The light speed meteor trails forever
the verses timeless wake

Distance not measured in miles or years
—epic ballads to restate


(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2016)
115 · Jul 2019
Behind The Mask
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
That’s the way life is…
greatness wrapped in a tattered box,
lined with regret
compliments laced with a negative refrain,
hiding the truth
Fear and delight masquerading as one,
chanting behind the mask
—that’s the way life is

(Dreamsleep: July, 2019)
115 · Jan 2019
Crossing Over-Turned Around
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
Through the eye of the needle
Not to the left or the right
Dodging both on the comets tail

I streak into the light
My last wish out in front
As words melt in a fiery contrail

And with only one question
To weaken my heart
With only one thing to know

The seasons entwine
All beanstalks are felled
With the exit signs all aglow

I crash through the doubt
Releasing new hope
My affirmation now to reign

And look ever further
Beyond my scope
As my senses become untrained

I feel the loose pieces
Start to come off
A new lightness now abounds

The last burden has lifted
Burning bright in my wake
Crossing over—turned around

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2016)
115 · Oct 2019
Inherence
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2019
Genius…
beyond definition
—truth redefined

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2019)
115 · Oct 2021
Mystery Le Grande
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2021
Three persons together,
all speaking as God
each part sum in total
—in reverence of

(Dreamsleep: October, 2021)
115 · Jul 2019
Forgiveness For Less
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
I never read it,
the way it was written

I never wrote it,
the way it should read

The lines connected,
were for me to be broken

A lesson once ending,
is where I began

I spoke out of time,
out of place…out of line

I wrote what I saw,
once the future was gone

I prided myself,
in a vision self nurtured

Asking permission for nothing
—and forgiveness for less

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February,2017)
115 · Jun 2022
Poets Of Convenience
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
Poets of convenience
reality to sway
A stain that lasts forever
excuses not parlayed

“Thou Shalt Not ****” long spoken
ancient law upon the land
Religious, secular, or more’ bound
the truth has one command

A billion screaming babies
by curettes scraped away
As smug self-righteous killers
demand to have their way

The pathway to eternity
lined with voices put to death
“Thou Shalt Not ****” their epitaph
—damning your last breath

(St. Josephs University: September, 1972)
115 · May 2022
Distant Wind
Kurt Philip Behm May 2022
I knew it long before the end
my affairs to order fast
The days once promised now recalled
my future is my past

Each day times ten the countdown on
as memory wanders back
Tomorrow once was like the stars
that time would not attack

Into this funk I drift away
each phrase might be my last
The river calling out to me
the falls my soul’s repast

With T’s all crossed and dotted I’s
I hear the trumpet blow
and carried on a distant wind
—into the fates I go

(The New Room: May, 2022)
115 · Jul 2022
Final Words
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2022
“Life hurts more than any death”
say the martyrs—to the ******

(Dreamsleep: July, 2022)
115 · Jun 2018
Rooted Within
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
Carrying them with me
   traveling through time

The words seed my memory
   new meter and rhyme

Spreading them freely
  over days fallowed thin

New feelings sprout upward
   —rooted within

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2016)
115 · Mar 23
Eye Of The Storm
Seductive
to many
Accepted
by few

Its magnet
attracts
What closeness
eschews

A force
drawing nearer
What time
disarrays

Whose moment
lives on
As years
— slip away  

(Dreamsleep: March, 2025)
115 · May 2017
My Prose Will Flow
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
I go to the gym most every day,
  my fountain pen in hand

My curls and dips move line to line,
  I press as words expand

My repetition sorely felt,
  more weight I need command

And through these veins my prose will flow,
  —verse flexing on demand

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
115 · Mar 2017
One Rock
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
One rock cast from the quarry
  of the great unknown

Freedom just another way,
—of being alone

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
115 · Dec 2021
Blessing's For Sale
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2021
Church always sides
with canons and might,
preaching of dawn
while blessing the night

Holiness shines
among diamonds and gold,
the battle unwon
—till redemption is sold

(Dreamsleep: December, 2021)
115 · Feb 2019
Freedom's Hope Denied
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2019
I live in places  
  you’ve never seen

And sleep in nightmares
  you’ve never dreamed

I choose in dimensions
  above either or

Beyond the pain
  you can endure

My memory lapses
  in moments freed

But fate imprisons
  all I see

Escape an option, death allowed,
  but only if I’m willing

To marry freedom’s hope denied
   —and **** my soul’s foretelling

(Flagstaff Arizona: February, 2019)
115 · Oct 2016
Turning Me Back Around
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2016
My pen would be dry if the world
  were the only cry for more

But Laura’s voice from within,
  asserts with a solemn command

Kindling my eternal fire—stoking the
  questioning cord

Burning away the doubt,
—and turning me back around

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2016)
115 · Apr 2022
Lost In Memory
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2022
Passing each other
on the cusp of goodbye
A prayer of forgiveness,
a desperate last sigh

Feeling the emptiness,
hearts gone to stone
Lost in the memory
—of love we had known

(Dreamsleep: April, 2022)
115 · Feb 2018
A First Beginning
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2018
Granting myself permission,
  I advanced into the sun

The rays now scorching by me,
  this journey zero-sum

Racing toward the present,
  all chains come flying off

Into a first beginning
—my dreams and wishes caught

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2018)
115 · Apr 2024
Skirting The Line
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2024
Touching
without feeling
Looking
without seeing
Talking
without saying
Lost
— in the dark

(Villanova University: February, 2024)
115 · May 2024
Cassady Lane
Kurt Philip Behm May 2024
Abandoned
on the road of distant sorrow
mile markers ****** from the vagrants
it has claimed
All names
inscribed with crimson warnings
on devil written
eulogies
Their cries
entombed within an
eastern wind
— that blows away the dawn

(The Devil’s Highway (666): June, 2002)
115 · Oct 2022
Cobbled Stones
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2022
The path to eternity
weaves and turns
As choices deceive
and judgment burns

Its labyrinth changing
and mirror lined
Voices in transit
new order unrhymed

Pursuit often folly
refusal is death
The push is internal
escaping your breath

Beginnings unending
the past in refute
Each moment unfolding
—beyond all repute

(Dreamsleep: October, 2022)
115 · Apr 2019
'I Am'
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Sharing space with myself
  replaying ‘what if’

Symbiosis conjoins
  the jazz in the riff

The progression regressive
  separation be ******

My shadow imploding
  —in a joyous ‘I Am’

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)
115 · Jun 2018
The Moment Gone
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
Secrets keep us sick
  as emotions run and hide

Perception dark and thick
  the truth turned into lies

Secrets keep us sick
  with denial center stage

Time bartered, the moment gone
—nothing left but rage

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2018)
115 · Oct 2018
Four Sentiments- 10/10/2018
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
Ending In Regret

Most of us wait
  for what few of us get

Then start the excuses
  —that end in regret

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2014)


   Inside Your Heart

With your every smile,
  my life grows longer

Both on this earth
  —and inside your heart

(To My Grandson Hunter: January, 2014)


The Felony Of Language

The felony of language
   is within the larceny
   of being neither right
    —nor wrong

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2014)


      Unspoken Dawn

The morning returns
  new verses unheard
  rising eternal
   —in the unspoken dawn

(Bryn Mawr Pennsylvania: January, 2014)
115 · Apr 2024
Cellar Magic
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2024
Like wine
deep in the racks
poems
carefully age
Each of a
vintage
a time and a place
— labeled to consume

(The Rathskeller: July, 2015)
115 · Oct 2016
False Hope Again
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2016
Before you fall,
  you’ve got to stand

Your voice once stalled,
  no reprimand

The paradigm floats,
  on swamps that drain

Where praise cries out,
  false hope again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2016)
115 · Oct 2021
Buying Time
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2021
In debt to the moment,
invoice inscribed…
tomorrow defaulting,
old debits a lie

The hour upon us
whose present awaits,
all payments in cash
—forever rebates


(Dreamsleep: October, 2021)
115 · Aug 2022
Exit Only
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2022
Thoughts once spoken
the bottle open
Genie tenured
—reentry closed

(Dreamsleep: August, 2022)
115 · Jan 2021
Perpetuo Adest
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2021
We serve the moment,
bespeaks the Lord

To live eternal
—in time untoward

(The Book Of Prayers: January, 2021)
115 · Mar 2018
Something More
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
Writing my way into eternity,
  I chose one word at a time

Doing my best to avoid modernity
  with rhythm and often rhyme

Staying true to all my senses
  shunning the critic and praiser alike

My pen only full of the truest ink
  to guide me through the night

Writing my way into eternity
  each phrase a step to climb

Caring not a whit for posterity,
  all applause I’ve left behind

The light’s become my master
  all time its servant—slave

As I write and speak to something more
—than gets buried in the grave

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2018)
115 · May 2019
To Light The Spoken Air
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
Thoughts inflame as feelings stir
Words simmer yet to boil
Unspoken sparks drift through the night
A pyre still to burn

Delphian in its natural form
The smoke a treacherous friend
Words rekindle—lies cremate
The Oracle on fire

As heat restores the human soul
All prodigals return
New hope to melt the frozen dawn
And free the poet’s hand

With letters stacked and dried of doubt
Their Muse cries out your name
As dark she waits for your next breath
  —to light the spoken air

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2016)
    ‘Inspired by Roberto Rodriguez’
115 · Mar 2019
Write, Sing, See, And Feel
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
Write your way out
  of a book

Sing your way out
  of a song

See your way out
  of the darkness

Feel your way out
  —of what’s wrong

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2019)
115 · May 22
Final Curtain
In the end
we die alone

In the end
no blade to hone

In the end
do Angel’s call

In the end
when rhythm stalls

In the end
which deck unstacks

In the end
our health attacked

In the end
we pray for more

In the end
but fate endures

In the end
one final change

In the end
whose face remains

In the end
the bonds break free

In the end
— one last decree

(Radnor Pennsylvania: May, 2025)
114 · Sep 2023
Trapped
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2023
The distant echo
of my lost awareness
rings the canyon walls

No clear way out
one final shout
—benighted to recall

(Dreamsleep: September, 2023)
114 · Jan 2019
Those Places You Fear
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
My mind often visits
  those places you fear

My soul, my protectress,
  my words as my spear

My voice now a fortress
  from oncoming attack

My spirit embracing
  —those feelings you lack

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
114 · Jun 2017
The Greatest Harp
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2017
My pen is like a blues riff,
  not always on the note

I bend within the moment,
  new feelings reach for hope

A eulogy unspoken,
  on fire around his bed

The Mojo dancing with the Muse,
  Marine Band in my head

The words they stretch and vibrate,
  a blind man theirs to read

They move in tribute off the page,
  like Sonny’s orphaned reeds

My hand they cease to follow,
  as letters wail and slide

And somewhere deep in Arkansas,
—the greatest harp just died

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2017)
114 · Jan 2021
Flashpoint
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2021
The immediacy of time,
its reference untold

The beginning repeating,
not young—and not old

(The New Room: January, 2021)
114 · Dec 2021
Actio Ad Deum
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2021
The Agent Intellect…
God speaking loud
Aquinas his servant,
empirically proud

Action is needed,
the soul lies in wait
The body left wanting
—new pearls for the gate

(Villanova University: December, 2021)
114 · May 2024
Cheshire Musing
Kurt Philip Behm May 2024
Prose and its narrative
the lazy alternative
Words most abundant
meaning defined

Declarative function
it reads codependent
As poets but smile
— with language refined

(Saint David’s Pennsylvania: May, 2024)
114 · Mar 2018
Your Spirit To Claim
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
The words in the melody
  the words on the page

Related but different
  the Minstrel and Sage

The music recaptures
  what ink only starts

As harmony sings
  from an angelic heart

A phrase and a lyric
  as cousins relate

Too distant for brothers
  too close in their fate

One soul with two masters
  each fighting to gain

Your soul ever after
—your spirit to claim

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2018)
114 · Nov 2024
If Only ...
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2024
We could’ve
we would’ve
we should’ve
— but we didn’t

(Dreamsleep: November, 2024)
114 · May 23
Archer Divine
The bow of
God’s wrath
is restrung in
the dark
To target
injustice
and hate
as its mark
Each arrow
His judgment
of life
in the main
And striking
dead center
He frees us
— again

(1st Book Of Prayers: May, 2025)
114 · Aug 2019
The Edge Of Tomorrow
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2019
A Poet sits on the edge of tomorrow,
waiting for today

Notebook in hand, new words to command
—what time has yet to say

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2019)
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