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142 · Nov 2023
Nunc Domum
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2023
Day by day
hour by hour
minute by minute
the moments return
Calling me softly
calling me inward
calling my name
—calling me home

(Dreamsleep: November, 2023)
142 · Nov 2021
Kingdom Of One
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2021
Opulent solitude,
how rich it becomes
alone in one’s shadow,
times riches in sum

To revel monastic
o’er sultans and earls,
whose joyous reflection
—your diamonds and pearls

(Dreamsleep: November, 2021)
141 · Dec 2021
Tone Death
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2021
Waiting for the music,
naked and alone
the words become orphans,
unsung and unknown

The letters in limbo,
each phrase nether blown
with melody absent
—the magic disowned

(Rosemont College: December, 2021)
141 · Mar 2024
Blues Poem #17
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2024
A lotta times
it ain’t good
and it ain’t bad
— it’s what it is

(Blue Front Café: August, 1969)
141 · Oct 2022
Memories In The Stream
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2022
Older than you were
younger than I am
Your memory grows inside me
keeper of the flame

Each day we spent together
our boyhoods reassured
Connected to forever
—we never asked for more

(Rosemont Pennsylvania: October, 2022)
141 · Dec 2018
New Life
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2018
Escaping into verse,
  the base of the castle rumbled,
  the ground beneath was shaken
  with new cracks inside its walls

Escaping into verse,
  all towering deception crumbled,
  as the self-anointed jumped and fell
  landing prostrate and so small

Escaping into verse,
  the mime shouted out enabled,
  his silent thunder raining down
  with a message now to scald

Escaping into verse,
  a new steeple built and gabled
  its bell to ring a lyric toll  
    —new life to those recalled

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
141 · Feb 2018
A Deaf Ear
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2018
I wish for tomorrow,
  as today slips away

Each moment more precious,
  the end drawing near

I pray for myself,
  in spite of myself

Hoping God is still listening
—my soul a deaf ear

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2018)
141 · Feb 2019
A Note To Time
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2019
Refortifying myself…
I expected less and less
From you
My inner world unfolding
All window dressing cast aside
My spirit entrusted to
Those moments still to come
The truth now able to settle
And learn
My secret voice conscious of
What my curiosity and reflection
   —have yet to see

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
141 · Apr 2019
Glass Houses
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Stopping just short of judgment,
  his mind took a leap

Whose soul rose as substance,
  now ready to speak

Words before never uttered,
  or spoken in vain

This acknowledgement followed,
  crying out in refrain…

“The joy in the brotherhood
   all torment by choice

“To share in celebration,
   we alone can’t rejoice

“The critic inside us,
   the judger of sins

“Is best left in silence,
   till it targets within”

As time will remind us,
  and these words will recall

All biting reprisal
  —the coward’s downfall

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
141 · Oct 2021
Too Little / Too Late
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2021
What did it cost but regret,
what did it take but denial

What did it bring but despair
—what in the end was worthwhile

(Dreamsleep: October, 2021)
141 · Feb 2018
First Destiny Called
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2018
Laid with words
   the writers stone
A fortress was columned
  my only real home

The poetry safe
  as it stammered and tried
As my feelings unbridled
  from the outsiders lies

Each year added substance
  to this home of the verse
My thoughts never silenced
  or my feelings there terse

All that’s needed to go there
  blind captured belief
All that’s needed to know
  is that time is the thief

My vision unshaken
  from this chair with two wheels
The advice from the experts
  to wither and yield

But my place more than sacred
  an invincible throne
Independent of body
  times seed now unsown

And the moment before
  I take my last breath
I will enter forever
  where before I had left

The trumpets will sound
  as immortality calls
To that space then my refuge
  the sum of it all

As the memories chase reason
  the facts storm again
But the tents of my solitude
  keep out their wind

For generations that follow
  and their children that ask
This place I now dwell in
  is for all hard and fast

Just believe in its message
  and its fortune to change
Just believe in transcendence
  with all things the same

Until the day that that final
  trumpet may blow
And everything seen
  is all there’s to know

Your message then solid
  as the door opens wide
And those things that are yours
  to the heavens arrive

And the joy that you feel
  thinking back on it all
From that place deep inside
—where first destiny called

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
141 · Dec 2018
Helicopters Crash
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2018
Micromanaged children
  in a micromanaged world

The I’s all dotted, T’s all crossed
  lost within the swirl

Each cup seemed overflowing
  empty spaces void and null

All time and place for life’s surprise
  —now victim to its toll

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2018)
141 · May 2017
Armageddon
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
Our heads so deeply in the sand,
  we thought it wouldn’t come

And would never heed its warnings,
  our denial zero-sum

The result of our inaction,
   this swamp we dwell within

The wolf now shed of Grandma’s robe,
—Armageddon to begin

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
141 · Jan 3
An Angel Appears
Battling each
paradigm
I wandered alone
Straight into
the maelstrom
of thundering tomes

My nose
pointed North
spitting into the wind
Decision once made
a line crossed
from within

Reciting
a dogma
both precious and torn
The words fill my spirit
once lost
and forlorn

Chasing a promise
that’s eluded
so long
An Angel appears
to whose will
— I belong

(The New Room: January, 2025)
141 · Mar 2023
The Music Stops
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2023
The jaws sing
As the drip, drip, drip,
Of the petroleum chorus
Dances across
The inverted aluminum
And the hissing starts
And the hissing stays
Its smell a warning
A final omen
Like the last rose
Of summer
Or the fragrance she wore
For that final goodbye
The teeth tear inward
Like the regret for today
And the regret for yesterday
And the lament for tomorrow
Its promise broken
And your khakis red
And baptized
A stigmata
To self infliction
As the music plays constant
And the rushing you feel
An emptying of sorrow
Onto the crushed ceiling
Of a dream in reverse
Of all life in reverse
Until two arms grab you
And you fall from the sky
And you fall from the sky
Waiting
For the ground
To coronate the outcome
And for one more answer
To a 'why' unquestioned
And to love you one more time
But the lights are now dim
And the voices muffled
As an ***** can be heard
And store bought flowers smelled
And an old woman cries…
As a young woman cries…
And a stranger pronounces
What you feared the most
They didn’t know you
And couldn’t know you
The exit sign flashing
But there is no door
“There is no door”
—and then the music stops

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
141 · Mar 8
Into The Mystic
What is love
if not an out of body
experience

Proving the dualist
philosophers right
— and the poet’s words set free

(The New Room: March, 2025)
141 · Jul 2017
The Weight
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
The weight dragged on,
  too heavy to carry

The weight dragged on,
  memories lost inside

The weight dragged on,
  questions without answers

Reasons in tatters
—the weight dragged on

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2013)
141 · Jun 2022
Bleeding The Moment
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
Hearing it again
for the thousandth rhyme,
still within the present
More inherent, more alive,
each reading
more resurgent

Hearing it again
the words still new,
reborn as they’re recited
Bleeding the moment
away from time
—no longer unrequited

(Dreamsleep: June, 2022)
141 · Jun 2017
Ashes Bemired
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2017
The Poet dilettante, pretty words,
—not much else

Your world falls apart, head buried,
  darkness felt

Shangi-la’s luxury, your dreams
  can’t afford

Rome’s pillars under siege, strong words
   must accord

Through hundreds of millenia what has been
  learned

“Freedom is won by blood when all cowardice
  spurned”

Unwilling to fight the enemies fire
  with fire

Your good intentions to burn,
  —your ashes bemired

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2017)
140 · Mar 2022
Regenesis
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2022
Death indicts you
seasons past
prophets marking
spells recast
Life remortgaged
debt remains
time indentured
—hope reclaimed

(Dreamsleep: March, 2022)
140 · Mar 2018
The Dog & The Kitty
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
The Doggie was white,
  and the Kitty was black,
  as they crouched at opposite ends of the floor

Their eyes never met,
  because the rules were set
  that the dog would chase the cat as before

At night came the darkness,
  and the Kitty stood up
  and headed right straight to the door

But the Doggie just lay there with his head
  on his paws, and thought….
    —today is quite different for sure

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
‘For Kiley, Hunter, Braden & Parker’
            My Grandchildren
140 · Jan 23
Kadoka
Wandering off
drifting hither and yon
Stumbling without purpose
through maddening throngs
Askant in reflection
devoid of all thought
The badlands awaiting
— eternity fraught

(Dreamsleep: January, 2025)
140 · Jun 2023
Dos Infiernos
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2023
Trapped between two hells   
we flee from one ...  
as we manufacture the other    

(Dreamsleep: May, 2023)
140 · Jun 2018
More A Feeling
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
It’s not about technique
  or style or genre

But something more…like a reflection
  or memory once known

Its light coming through
  a universe dark…undiscovered

Its message more a feeling than any genius
    —or logic grown

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 27th 2016)
  Watching Elton John’s Free Concert
140 · Sep 2022
Straighter Lines
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2022
The shorter the distance
between concept and words
The deeper the impact
—of what’s to be heard

(Dreamsleep: September, 2022)
140 · Mar 2018
A Community Of Friends
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
There once was a time when women could cook,
  and men knew how to dance

Education was by the book
  no fuzzy math or creative finance

Parents visited their own parent’s homes,
  as the grandchildren came along

And life was so much better then
  new words to every song

There once was a time when women could cook,
  and men knew how to dance

Hearts were pure as dogs roamed free
  neighbors talked across the fence

Everyone shared those values true
  family mattering most of all

Because in the end, a community of friends
—let you rise and then stand tall

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
140 · Jul 2018
Truth Is Near
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2018
Good feelings or bad...
  results the same
When a nerve is struck
  to start the game

The words can soften
  or strike with fear
Once through the surface
—the truth is near

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2016)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
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    (Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2016)
140 · Jun 2018
With Words Untold
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
I always felt
  when it was time to die

The Muse would know
  before you or I

The hours borrowed,
  the moments loaned

Return to feelings
  and verse unflown

With eyes never clearer,
  or heart so bold

I make my exit
  —with words untold

(Schuylkill Expressway: February, 2016)
140 · Jul 2017
Until Then—Nothing Lost
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
A four year medallion
A lifetime of pain
The hours put in
Always fighting the strain

One hundredth of a second
Your dream crashes down
The spoils eluded
Someone else with the crown

No pictures or news clips
Today come your way
The prize to another
The trophy at bay

With pity now over
It’s time to begin
The reward in the training
New words to your hymn

So head back to the track
Or your pool or the court
The bar a bit higher
Your coach to retort:

“It’s all up to you
As you reweigh the cost
Never quitting—the magic
Until then nothing lost”

(Watching The Winter Olympics: February, 2014)
140 · Jun 2018
Fait Accompli
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
Standing for nothing….
  falling for everything

Time becomes your master
  each moment—zero sum

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2018)
Do you have
enough scars
to help others
heal

Or wounds
that stay open
the past
uncongealed

Did you suffer
in silence
each moment
of pain

Did all hope
leave you orphaned
alone
and profane

Is your counsel
of value
when the weak
come to call

Can you see
through the trauma
and cushion
— their fall

(1st Book Of Prayers: May, 2025)
140 · Jan 2022
Above The Tree Line
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2022
Somewhere West of where he was,
and East of where he’d been
The mountains called their distant cry,
a pleading heard within
The alpine air, the red-tailed hawk,
their spirits hail his name
To thence return, the past on fire
—his freedom to reclaim

(Chief Joseph Highway: September, 2021)
140 · Jul 2017
New Pathway
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
Dying in the moment,
  reborn to eternity
The choice was like water,
  the choosing like stone

Dying in the moment,
  reborn to eternity
Magic reappeared,
  as truth became known

Dying in the moment,
  reborn to eternity
Age redeemed ageless,
  all years are reclaimed

Dying in the moment,
  reborn to eternity
The wind changed its course,
  the storm to rename

Dying in the moment,
  reborn to eternity
The entrance transformed,
  map burning unread  

Dying in the moment,
  reborn to eternity
Intention points inward
—new pathway ahead

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2014)
140 · Sep 2019
The Circle Unbroken
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2019
So far from where I started,
I wrote my final words

And found a stream to fill the well,
with verses left unheard

My last line most important,
leading back toward the first

The circle left unbroken
—all doubt now quenched of thirst

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
140 · Apr 2022
Giving All
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2022
Write,
like you don’t need the money
Sing,
like you’ll never be heard
Live,
like the moment is ending
Love,
like a baby’s first word

(Dreamsleep: April 2022)
139 · Apr 2017
Chasing My Voice
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
Tearing through the sky
  of my intention

Flying toward the birth
  of my choice

Begging the gods for one chance
  to proclaim

Chasing the tail end
  of my voice

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
139 · Mar 2023
+ -
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2023
+ -
Stating a positive
about a negative
Knowing nothing
—and sure of the fact

(Dreamsleep: March, 2023)
139 · May 2022
Darkness Fleeting
Kurt Philip Behm May 2022
The depth of your inkwell
the breadth of your pain
where life springs eternal
again and again

To suffer the moment
in timeless refrain
releasing the freedom
removing the stain

Each diamond unpressured
betrays like the night
whose darkness is fleeting
and gone with the light

Your quill reaching deeply
for what came before
and what lives forever
—in words evermore

(The New Room: May, 2022)
139 · Oct 2018
A Choice Never Made
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
If you never loved me,
would life be easier
would life be better

If you never loved me,
would you have emptiness
instead of joy and pain

If you never loved me,
would moments vanish
as wishes drag through the years

If you never loved me,
would your heart be orphaned
  —by a choice never made

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2014)
139 · Jan 2017
Loss
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
The only winner in a war of attrition,
—is loss

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2016)
139 · Oct 2023
Flash Glance
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2023
Every second
an infinity happens
—in relativity

(West Philadelphia: January Archive, 1973)
139 · Apr 2022
Painting The Wind
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2022
Wishing in colors
Painting the wind
Singing a fragrance
Sculpting within

Tasting a memory
Touching a dream
Hearing the moment
Feelings redeemed

(Ronald McDonald House: April, 2022)
139 · May 2022
Seizing The Instant
Kurt Philip Behm May 2022
Give up your torment,  
take back your verse
tomorrow upon you
for better or worse

Take up your wishes,
give in to dreams
sleep in denial,
old memories scream

Free up the moment,
strike out the past
damning the future,
its promise unmasked

Strike up the silence,
freeing new words
seizing the instant
—forever unheard

(The New Room: May, 2022)
139 · Jun 2022
Only Heartache
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
She is gone…
swiftly, silently,
like the fading light

Settling into
my memory
like a thousand yesterdays

Taking what I
would never give,
leaving only heartache

Crossing love’s
forbidden line
—never to return

(Dreamsleep: May, 2022)
139 · Feb 2019
My Soul To Shine
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2019
My DNA lettered
My bloodstream in verse
My feelings in couplets
My last goes to first

My thinking in prose
My expression in rhyme
My horizons unwritten
My soul there to shine

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2015)
139 · Jul 2017
Soul To Repast
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
In reference to nothing
Alone with itself
The truth burns in fury
Damnation to melt
Its legions are many
Believers so few
The stragglers all freezing
And lined in the queue
The mirror the liar
Death hiding within
The priest the deceiver
Who threatens with sin
But truth holds dominion
Setting fire to the throne
Rising above and beyond
What's self-righteously known
It calls to you silent
As it calls to you loud
Do you hide in the shadows
Or answer back proud
That thing that you reference
From your prison within
Those things done in deference
Now caught in the wind
You lie as you bargain
You cheat and defame
One voice now your jailer
And calling your name
Your back to the altar
You hide in the pew
Before robbing the poor box
A new low for you
Your history tarnished
And legacy shot
Your name ill-begotten
From all you are not
But truth has no time stamp
No ticket to claim
One choice will release it
Life starting again
Your mortal days finite
You have to act fast
Will you ask for redemption
—your soul to repast

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2014)
139 · Mar 2021
Song Of Espousal
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2021
The words came as gifts
from the land of proposal,
a voice of enchantment heard far, far, away
Wrapped in the promise
of a better tomorrow,
new bows made of letters untie and defray
Although undeserved but never unwanted,
in the vanishing darkness
feelings pledge with the dawn
As thoughts await marriage, the silence has ended,
a committed engagement
—betrothed in a song

(Rosemont Pennsylvania: March, 2021)
139 · Sep 2021
Highway 93 Revisited
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2021
Ectopic Wanderings

Born far from where
I was supposed to be,
nearer to the end
I chased the beginning
throughout my life
—forever going home

(Red Lodge Montana: September, 2021)


18kt Memories

I’ll wear a Rolex
once I’m dead,
as accolades surround

The past what’s left
of what was right,
buried in the ground

Beneath my dreams
above my hope,
one wish to tell the tale

Of life now lived
with death in charge
—new gold among the shale

(Ouray Colorado: September, 2021)


As Darkness Fell…

I got in the door
when no one was looking
and stayed
as the world looked away

I crashed every feeling
borrowing dreams
awake
in the afternoon’s mourning

(Ely Nevada: September, 2021)





Together Alone

Wisdom and love
in conflict they wed
to sleep through the darkness
—alone in the same bed

(Gardiner Montana: September, 2021)


Rent To Own

Once you move past
the imagery and symbols
vision stays constant
—connection secure

(Thermopolis Wyoming: September, 2021)
139 · Oct 2018
Two Thoughts For 10/18/2018
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
Fortune Untold

Beyond the critics reach
  beyond the assassin’s grasp

A rainbow exists—with fortune untold
  refracting present, future, and past

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2014)


              Time Dissolved

Wringing the joy out of every moment
  catching those drops that fall

Time becomes septic draining into itself
  —the past and future dissolved

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2104)
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