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164 · Jan 2017
Deception
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
The Lies about tomorrow,
—the truth about today

Deceived by joy and sorrow,
—all future gone astray

(Las Vegas Nevada- January, 2017)
164 · Apr 2017
My Soul Electric
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
Each Poem wrought,
  another day of
  freedom bought

Each verse proclaimed,
  one more glorious
  night renamed

Each line unleashed,
  new light is shown
  old shadows hide

Each truth I speak,
  my soul electric,
  —words alive

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
164 · Mar 14
According To Wyatt
Affable people
are likeable fools
Divorced from the moment
their banter unspools

Affable people
in search of a creed
Amusing examples
— of folly indeed

(Dreamsleep: March, 2025)
164 · May 2017
My Sins He Forgave
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
I stare in the mirror,
And the devil stares back
Laughing and sneering,
His taunting attack

“I bought you, I own you,
Now run, try to hide
Your soul has been mortgaged,
Your spirit denied”

I run through the barn,
And come back with a brick
At the silvery glass,
I throw and then kick

The pieces all scatter,
And smash on the floor
As a roar can be heard,
From the rafters and more

A fire has started,
The hay loft ablaze
With bats in the air,
The demon has raised

I reach in my shirt,
For the cross round my neck
For my Grandmother’s promise,
To preserve and protect…

And the heat that it carries,
Burns bright in my hand
As I point it aloft,
At the horns that now fan

“A Rosary upon you,
Return to your cave
My faith is restored,
—my sins he forgave”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
164 · Sep 2019
First & Last
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2019
Truth…
the first casualty
of war

Love…
the last casualty
of truth

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
164 · Sep 2016
Not For Loan
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2016
Stolen from eternity,
  the feelings would not
  lend themselves—to words

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
164 · Apr 2022
Invenire Vitam
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2022
Until your forgiveness
marries your passion
—everything else is lost

(Dreamsleep: April, 2022)
164 · Dec 2018
Last Step
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2018
Hunting the distant banks
Of one lost remembrance
A reckoning came upon me  
Excuses left askance
My tracks grew large
As midnight’s table turned
The prey had changed to predator
Of a memory left unlearned

        The dark repeating whispers
           my soul afraid to tell

        Until its breath upon my back
          —last step my fear to quell

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2018)
163 · Mar 2017
Now Others Sung
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
A Poet writes from experience,
  dilettantes rave and rant

The price demanded to feed the Sage,
—wishing and hoping can’t

Magic in wrapping a word around,
  place known or thing you’ve done

Beauty when lyrics belong to you,
  —in songs now others sung

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
163 · Mar 2022
No Answer Required
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2022
It was never a question
but just a reminder
a sacrificed memory
of what used to be

(Dreamsleep: February, 2022)
163 · May 2017
The Prison Within
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
Are we constantly building
  circular walls,
  —that we feel safe within

Are the threats contained,
  as our minds abstain,
  —in our fortress ‘void of sin’

Does the air we breathe,
  serve to then mislead,
  —forming words that echo back

Now inside a prison
  where we must serve,
  —as ourselves, we then attack

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
163 · Feb 2021
Until Then
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2021
My Pen…
an extension
of my thoughts
and my prayers,
underlining
my feelings
for others
to share

The ink
is my history
its tracks
to begin,
a journey
connecting
what’s now
—until then

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2021)
163 · Oct 2018
What Drives Me Still
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
The light through
My Grandmother’s
Bedroom window
Called out to me

‘Calls out to me’

Leading me to places
Where I had to go
Revisiting me now
In my twilight years

‘In my twilight years’

Reminding me again
Of those places I’ve been
And my reasons for going
As the mileposts shone

‘And the mileposts shine’

Reaching into the distance
Where the horizon pulled
And the dawn arrived
In what drove me once

‘In what drives me still’

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2014)
163 · Jan 2023
Offloaded Clean
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2023
What is the age of reality
how many birthdays is that

Peaked hats and streamers wrapping the truth
candles relighting the facts

Wishing for the ultimate void
our consciousness offloaded clean

Clearing the way for the square root of now
—its present regifting the dream

(Dreamsleep: January, 2023)
163 · Jan 2019
My Spirit Enthroned
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
Surrendering very little back to life,
  the time became solely my own

Which I spent on myself and the ones I loved,
  protecting what inside was my home

The years raced along with my memory endowed,
  regrets being seldom and few

Each choice that I made—every promise I kept,
   my spirit enthroned sovereign and new

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2019)
163 · Aug 2018
Prisoner Of Disguise
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2018
The words flock together
  and stretch on the frame

Their meaning runs over
  still wet from the pain

The canvas is porous
  the easel maligned

The curtains blow outward
  faces calling in mime

The streets all a-chatter,
   it was Paris in spring

And striving to look busy
  the most important of things

Looking back at my window
  above the tannery so high

A shadow stares back
  —and I flee in disguise

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
163 · Aug 2016
No Ink From Within
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2016
You tell me…
the structure gives strength to your writing

I tell you…
it’s nothing but crutches in waiting

You tell me…
  the order brings beginning and end

I tell you…
  the sequence does feign and pretend

You tell me…
  the form—the most important of things

I tell you…
  the message is on Seraphim’s wings

You show me…
  the prison you’ve build with your pen

I show you…
   a cartridge empty—no ink from within

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2016)
163 · Oct 2023
Smelling The Coffee
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2023
Reality doesn’t come
with perfection
Its paradigm rooted
and flawed
To love an ideal
its fantasy sealed
The truth found in mores
—not law

(Dreamsleep: September, 2023)
162 · Oct 2018
As The World Turns
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
When the world turns
   on a whisper

Why do we insist on
  shouting

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2014)
162 · Feb 2017
Youth
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
Like cement before it dries,
Like a promise before it’s kept,
Like words spoken,
—yet unfulfilled

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2013)
162 · Aug 2019
Disavowed
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2019
Neither left wing nor right
conservative or liberal,
he goes about his day

Living outside the parameters
of deception,
hell in heavens way

While living as dead
he vanquishes time,
each moment present now

Defying your judgment
refusing to choose
—all limits disavowed

(Dreamsleep: August, 2019)
162 · Jul 2019
The Encore
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
Are you now denied all access
Has your ticket long been punched
Is your fear stuck in the alley
Intermezzo—out to lunch

Will you ever see the picture
From the far end of the line
Would the curtain serve to raise your hopes
Can a loser ever shine

The doorman calls “It’s Showtime”
As the lights all start to dim
An usher shouts “There’s One Seat Left”
You madly rush within

With eyes that fight the darkness
You find that one last chair
And on the stage, hope kisses fear
—all encores yours to share

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
162 · Apr 2017
Still Lost
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
Though great were Joyce’s writings,
—his preference was to sing

Irish ballads and Welsh folk songs,
  his raucous nights to bring

With transience his dearest Muse,
  words speaking for themselves

His truth to roar from greater depths,
—still lost within himself

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
162 · Mar 2018
Compression
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
Stackable living
  hackable lives

On top of each other
  like bees in a hive

Inside a box
  hard corners to know

A neighbor above
  a neighbor below

Stackable moments
  fractional lies

The walls serve two masters
  invasion implied

All differences measured
  in bedrooms and floors

A blueprinted nightmare
  its maze underscored

Stackable meaning
  the truth wearing thin

Its elevator stuck
  stairs covered in sin

The higher you climb
  the farther you fall

Stackable living
—the death of us all

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2018)
162 · Aug 2018
Ode To Bobby
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2018
I never wanted to be famous,
   I only wanted to be great

I never promised you an answer
  even now as questions inflate

I traveled each and every highway
  as time kept changing once again

I never told you it was magic
  —just a wish blowing in the wind

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
162 · Apr 2017
My Mind To Go Back
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
The places I’ve travelled,
  yet haven’t seen

The roads I’ve ridden,
  while caught in-between

The mileage piled up,
  memory lay stacked

Voices call distant,
  —my mind to go back

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
162 · May 2017
The Toll
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
I lived inside my timeframe,
  did you live inside of yours

I lived outside my timeframe,
  did you live outside of yours

“I carried things from now till then,
  a toll I humbly paid

Across a bridge where time had stopped,
—the truth to pass each way”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
162 · Dec 2021
Heaven's Imprint
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2021
Though happy when wealthy
I’m happy when poor
my happiness fluid
and flows from the core

The riches inside me
their bounty implied
with love as the constant
rejection denied

All queens in their castles
each king on his throne
their gentry in waiting
court jesters bemoan

True joy in the notion
not fashioned by whim
That our souls were imbued
—and sainted within

(The First Book Of Prayers: December, 2021)
162 · Nov 2016
Last Verse
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2016
I never chose to live among you,
  and choose to die alone

My thoughts in writing here beside me,
—last verse my ticket home

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2016)
162 · Jan 2019
No Turning Back
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
The earth cracked in Nepal
  with fire and shame

And thousands lay dead
  on the mountains and plains

Its crust was ripped open
  its heart now exposed

And lives were then claimed
  from a heaven deposed  

The story for mystics
  a legend say some

The day nature demanded
   for things that we’d done

Her climate infected
  her sky ringed in black

Our future as payment
   —with no turning back

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
162 · Jun 2017
Gargouille Dispersed
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2017
His life spinning inward,
  to its center returned

A whirlwind of intent,
—through the maelstrom it churned

His end was beginning,
  as the last became first

All time banished outward
—evil Gargouille dispersed

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2017)
162 · Dec 2023
Perspicacity
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2023
**** one man
and you go
to the gallows
**** one hundred
and you’re lauded
a hero
Intention like rain
falls on
mountain and plain
The one
flowing downward
—the other to drain

(Dreamsleep: November, 2023)
161 · Nov 2021
Grounded In The Night
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2021
He saw the world in burlesque,
light dancing upon the stage
The great blue fanning ocean
and rainbow colored pastie orbs
Caught between the music and the
shadow of the extreme
The curtain falling deftly marking
the beginning and the end

His dreams left to wander
search the darkness for a home
To strip off their makeup and surrender
what tomorrow will disdain
Where back in the footlights all chaos
and disorder will bawdily remask
Teasing what fantasy hides in fear
—as an Angel sheds its wings

(The New Room: November, 2021)
161 · Jan 2022
Potentia Mutare
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2022
You can’t fill your dry spots
out of a whisky bottle
Or chase away demons
with a ***** needle
Or change the future
pointing the finger of blame
The freedom within you
—the power to change

(The New Room: January, 2022)
161 · Jul 2024
Tomorrow In Flames
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2024
Smells like
diesel
Tastes like
fire
Exit
burning
Kindled  
liars

First step
taken
Through the
flames
Ghosts left
melting
Tracks
— of pain

(Dreamsleep: July, 2024)
161 · Oct 2016
Lazy Susan Blues
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2016
Round and round,
went the memories of pain

As the joy slid off,
in an unending refrain

Round and round,
  the promises spun

And one by one,
  into lies they’ve become

Round and round
  my heart was passed by

Your eyes looking distant,
  mine alone left to cry

Round and round,
  my life came and went

In blind revolution,
—more borrowed than lent

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2016)
161 · Feb 2020
Time's Revenge
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2020
In its grip,
each bone to chafe and grind

All joints,
regifted vestibules of pain

Motion stalls,
as swelling wraps each limb

Sleep the angry victim
—time’s revenge

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2020)
161 · Jun 5
Infinity Squared
Too much
of too much
— is never enough

(Dreamsleep: June, 2025)
161 · May 2019
Turned Back Into Song
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
On my own terms,
  I lived my life
Giving and taking,
  both day and night

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
Some then mistaken,
  some often right

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
Last right of refusal,
  the one holding tight

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
The lows though not many,
  the pain always right

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
Words ever radiant,
  the music so fair

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
The sweetness of children,
  my soul they ensnared

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
The darkest of moments,
  their message to share

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
A voice though unchosen,
  inside me declares

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
As the days grew short,
  and the visitors came

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
Their voices cry out,
  calling my name

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
One verse was enough,
  no time to explain

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
My final breath,
  a lasting refrain

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
The money fleeting,
  any fame now gone

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
A 5-star boardinghouse,
  no curtains drawn

On my own terms,
  I lived my life
With arms open wide,
  and the peace to move on

On my own terms,
  I ended my life
All that I’ve written
  —turned back into song

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
161 · Apr 2021
Kindling The Fire
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2021
You can’t think your way
into a poem
Or feel your way
out of a verse

They first must conspire…
your spirit inspired
Words no longer forced
—or perverse

(The New Room: April, 2021)
161 · Sep 2022
Highway 104 Blues
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2022
Halfway to Tucumcari
the light began to wane
Halfway to Tucumcari
the guilt turned into blame

Halfway to Tucumcari
I heard that voice again
Halfway to Tucumcari
—running from the end

(Chama New Mexico: August, 2022)
161 · Jun 2019
Glorious Welcome
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
Unto a rose,
flower so sweet

Petals like velvet,
fragrance so deep

Up through the concrete,
lining many a field

Its glorious blossom
love’s welcome—revealed

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2016)
161 · Sep 2019
Incarceratus
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2019
Letting his past
determine his future

Old voices in charge
—all memory in pain

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2019)
161 · Dec 2016
And She My Breath Becomes
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2016
The Muse continues to punish me,
whenever I write prose

Her slaps severe with pain heartfelt,
—no fury 'Hell Hath Known'

She sentences me to endless nights,
and days when words won't come

Until I succumb to writing verse,
—and she, my breath becomes

The Court at KOP: February, 2016
161 · Jul 2019
Deception
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
The Lies about tomorrow,
define all truth today

Deceived by joy and sorrow
—all promise gone astray

(Las Vegas Nevada- January, 2017)
161 · Oct 2019
The Devil Mute
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2019
Virtue when expressive,
deafens bad intention

Its voice to live beyond,
excuses and retort

A minstrel plays a song unsung,
as sages rise to dance

All words rephrased in lyric tones
—the devil mute and gone

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2019)
161 · Feb 2023
Forked Tongues
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2023
Not lying outright
is far from the truth
Hesitance vacuous
barren of fruit

What never gets said
deceitfulness hides
Stalking and preying
while buried inside

The pulpit a soapbox
lectern a mask
Pontification
deceptions bombast

Wittingly fervent
the devil subverts
False implication
—the ultimate hurt

(Dreamsleep: February, 2023)
161 · Mar 2021
Vindicta
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2021
Buried in the shadows,
hiding in the night
Valor pierced and left to bleed,  
hemorrhaging with fright
Fangs exposed and deadly,
searing from within
Readying to pounce and strike
—vengeance to begin

(The New Room: March, 2021)
161 · Feb 2018
Dying Legions
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2018
Training the enemy within,
  universities soldier on

Unchecked and unaccountable
  
They march to the beat of the
  government drum

Tearing us apart from the inside

While Rome burns
  —and Legionnaires die

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2014)
160 · Jul 2018
Only Man Knows
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2018
Without there being  
A God
I could never question  
His existence
Through the power of
The question
Divinity shines
Do birds question?
Do apes question?
Do flowers question?
Only man questions…
—and only man knows why

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2018)
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