You'll fly away from me,
out of my hands...
stricken with grief,
will venture out into the world
In search of a new vestige of you.
That is the happy ending to our story
O maidens in your savage season
Whenever the dark curtain of my eyes
fails to serve me right
or whenever the numbness
felt from rubbing my hands
against my lap no longer
ease the tremors
I lose myself
how much more
must I endure
how many more times
steal the minuscule grit
I had pondered
- the person that will
I guess I kinda liked the way how you became my breather
A feeling acquired from the ravine of Icarian desires
never an impulse, nor half-bloomed
influenced by the geminus cases that love him,
as to leave him breathless
He was subjected to the duality
that was meant to delude the senses
while being comforted by views that was always meant
to give favor to the most convenient
and utopian perspective by ear,
imposing a better version of reality
forcing the idea of being gifted, being special
It continued to haunt the victim
stirring a morose persona into blend
Was ostracized before he was able to express
was rejected due to his impairment
Clouded and deterred
he became the living portrait of pain
well passed the limits of being
Knees rooted on the ground
with weeds surrounding him
he pluck and blew with fingers crossed
how wonderful it could have been
to have lived normally like the rest of them
Astounding as the orchestrated rain,
oceans flow from abysmal sacs,
brought about by the emptiness within.
The night is dry and dull as the youth
Of spring sprouts upon the wind,
Blowing a whole season;
Killing a whole stock of time.
Dumb do tell about the past.
Recollecting the sudden dash of love
Younger than that of the face lit by the moon.
Man do tell how it went
And accepted thy fate as if it ended in accord to his plan.
Defiling the surreal emotions
With forced lies so obvious, so surfaced.
Man do tell the play best set on
New Years Day- a front, an excuse for an elusive okay.
Florian illness spiked in the crib of nonsense.
Something I barely remember
grating my insides
Kept wringing my heart
As if never lost
Memories that I selfishly treasure
left none for me to recall
with ends unraveling
Traversing with emptiness
searching for someone
I so wish to ever find
Your name engraved in my mind
Kimi no Na wa
Create something out of madness,
you might find yourself an ingenious
loop of pain able to cloud-past the very reason for trying.
Incinerating even the innermost fundament of living into ashes.
Suffocating out of boredom, begging for salvation.
Tribute to You-Jitsu &
Happy existence day M