I write thousands words
For my BELOVED everyday
My each cell is a word
For my BELOVED

To whom should I send
These cells of LOVE?

Within YOU I live
Yet I seek for YOU
I search YOU in you
And YOU live within ME

I left my knowledge & my wisdom
I left my family & my friends
I left my profession & my livelihood

I live in your consciousness
Now that's my only work

YOU come and reside in my eyes
I haven't seen anyone
Since I have seen YOU
YOU and I are one
Let the cosmos pronounce
My LOVE of YOURS to everyone

Without YOU, I'm nothing
Without YOU, my world doesn't exist
If you're there, I am alive
If I find you, I find myself

You are my Mecca masjid (Muslim)
You are my Vatican church (Christian)
You are my Jerusalem synagogue (Jews)
You are my Banaras temple (Hindus)
You are my Gaya stupa (Buddhist)
You are my Khajuraho Parsvanath (Jains)
You are my Amritsar Gurudwara  (Sikhs)

I wander to every place of worship
I read every scriptures and pray
I am pathos of your LOVE
Chanting your name
This is my only purpose of living

Only when you've gone away
I've understood my LOVE for YOU
Don't break the thread of LOVE
I'm delicately tender in your LOVE

On the fabric of my heart
I needle your name
I know about my LOVE for YOU
Let God know about your LOVE

I sit within YOU - my Goddess
YOU sit within me - my God
And with every drop of blood
I carve your name in my heart

Why should the pain of LOVE
Suffer the one who LOVES?
Why the one who is drowned
In the fire of LOVE
Be subjected to volcanic fire?

My body is bleeding with paper-cuts
Of YOUR blood
I'm my BELOVED'z and
My Beloved is ME

LOVE is a matter of fate
So why I should be ashamed
Of this societal chains
To hide my tears of LOVE?

I drink every drop of
My BELOVED'z being
I worship my BELOVED'z existence
I thirst for my BELOVED'z every cell

Why should I name my BELOVED?
My BELOVED -
YOU are my only LOVE
With every breathe
I inscribe YOUR name on my heart

Forgive me
Today
For I'm done living
Yesterday pains

Forgive me
Today
For I'm breaking
Tomorrow promises

Forgive me
Today
For I don't wish
Staying awake

Forgive me
Today
For all the memories
Forever save

Forgive me
Today
For tomorrow I might
Take my life away...

©2014 Maman Screams

What has come over me of late
The sound of falling footsteps behind
Sends all my senses on a strike
Leaving me with thunderous pounding of the heart
My mind then buzzes with thoughts and I go dizzy
Why this happens to me every now and then
Is this what you call love?

Why I nurse the aura of a beautiful dream
Why I see the Earth wearing new shades
Why I feel the wind whispering to me a new tale
Why I doubt if there is greater melody in the twitter of birds
Why do I feel this moment intoxicating
Never have I felt like this before
Is this what you call love?

Of late I run to the mirror more often
Am I becoming another Narcissus
Falling in love with my own image
Why do I become so choosy in my dress
Why do I look around to see if anyone has seen me smiling to myself
I wonder what has happened to me these days
Is this what you call love?

Why do I see stars on a bare night sky
Why I feel the night air indolently fragrant
Why sleep eludes me even at the wee hours of the night
Making me sit delirious by the window
Hoping to catch the glimpse of a shadow
Why this happens night after night
Is this what you call love?

Why my mind wanders like an unattended kite
I grow excited, I grow restless
I grow impatient with time
Sometimes anxiety grips me
I sink and rise in the ocean of my moods
There is a visible change in me
Is this what you call love?