You are what the world wants-
               as a matter of fact
Your all I want,
                 & Need
                     & Crave
           & Breathe
                 You are simply
A beautiful sense of calmness
A measure of unconditional ease
           The simpleness in life
The sparkling stars on a clear night
A cool summer breeze-

I love you
More than I could explain
My heart gets ravished with pain -
Every time your heart Is not near,

There is no one to blame
Life is not a game
For it it wore -
I would put it on pause
not for a second
nor for a minute
But for the rest of my living eternity.

This is this.
I can not change the way I was raised
Nor the lessons learned
Or the issues of yesterday
I can not let the day fade away-
In fear of what is sure to come
For That was that
And this is....This

22 eager and proud,
Not afraid to be blunt,
Ready to reflect myself from hurt,
And to feel with my mind,
And to see  the world from life on the otherside;
A benefit of plenty,
Is the feeling of empty.
(In regards to how you must feel and how sorry I am for hurting you)