A for anxiety
and that is what i have
B for blue
the color of my feelings
C for cold feet
because mine are freezing in this storm
D for depressed
and that is not all
E for evil
that is what is all around
F for fear
and i was it all
G for greed
baby i am greeding for you
H for hate
thats what i feel for all
I for ignore
and you all are doing
J for jealous
and I am dressed in it
K for killed
because I just killed myself
L for loser
because I am the big fat L
M for missing
for what I am now
N for negative
because this is what I writing
O for old
I am a old soul
P for pain
and I am in a lot of it
Q for quit
because I am a quieter
R for reject
you humans push me to be
S for sad
sadder that i ever have been
T for threatening
For threatening my life
U for ugly
and I am 100.99%
V for vile
and my blood to have it
W for wound
My wounds to never to be fixed
X for xeroxing
because that is my word
Y for you
I wish to be you
Z for zero
and I am less than that

I am lost and,
in my own world of down fall
the grieved i fell on today
the lonely heart i have in side
you ask me with open arms
but i push away with tear filled eyes
sorry to say
but i am fine
just me lost and
in my own world of down fall.

The left is my land.
No right no nothing.
Just the left.
In the land to the left is no good nor bad.
No peace for the wars,
No nothing.
The land to the left is just a land with nothing.
Nothing is something.
so something is in the land to the left.

My head is spinning,
spinning with all these thoughts.
Crazy feeling with mad writing in red.
The illness I have is gone to for for cure.
The pain in words that bleed out my mouth,
Is just the monster I am.
I once was with peace of my demons,
Now they run free with me are a chain.
My darkness started with just a tap.

No words in my brain that can push the truth on out. My head is spinning at the thought of the misstatement I ate. Biting my tongue as I hum the anthem. I am the wrong, to you the right. I let it go at the first sight. But now I see the evasion. You are hoax of my life. The realness never to be discern on me. Because you; I thought were the one for me. You the ally of best ness. To now I am onliest. On the end of end, of land and sea. To you the wrong, but I was even in error.

By Me

There is not truth of fairy tales. They are all lies that mothers and fathers read to us at night. You are only a blind, dumb fool that dont see real from fake. You believe is love and happiness that is forever there. But really you are just falling deeper in the the dark. The hate is all around you but you see love. Some day you will learn that this world you call home is just a dream.

By me

The knights have build a worrier out of me.
Nothing can break what was made.
My soul stays strong like the mighty sword.
To a war of hate and sorrow; I shall win every battle.