When she talks
She talks with hunger

Hunger for desire
Desire for fire

A fire for passion
A passion for love she has

She has so much love to give
Her life of love to be

She has a beautiful heart to give
Along with beautiful wife she'll be

Why do I pass this up
Could it be a life for me

I always get hung up
Saying that's not the life for me

I can't tell you baby what went wrong
I can't make you feel what you felt

So long ago, I'll let it show
I can't give you back what's been hurt

Heartaches come and go and
all that's left are the words I can't let go
If we take some time to think it over baby

Take some time let me know
If you really wanna go

Don't know what you got till it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong

Now I know what I got
It's just this song

And it ain't easy to get back
Takes so long

I can't feel the things that cause you pain
I can't clear my heart of your love

It falls like rain, ain't the same
I hear you calling far away
Tearing through my soul I just can't

Take another day, who's to blame
If we take some time to think it over baby

Take some time let me know
If you really wanna go

Don't know what you got till it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong

Now I know what I got
It's just this song

And it ain't easy to get back
Takes so long

Do you wanna see me beggin' baby
Can't you give me just one more day

Can't you see my heart's been draggin' lately
I've been lookin' for the words to say

Don't know what you got till it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong

Now I know what I got
It's just this song

And it ain't easy to get back
Takes so long

Young teacher, the subject
Of school a girl fantasy
She wants him so badly
Knows what she wants to be
Inside her there's longing
This girl's an open page
Book marking - she's so close now
This girl is half his age

Her friends are so jealous
You know how bad girls get
Sometimes it's not so easy
To be the teacher's pet
Temptation, frustration
So bad it makes him cry
Wet bus stop, she's waiting
His car is warm and dry

Loose talk in the classroom
To hurt they try and try
Strong words in the staffroom
The accusations fly
It's no use, he sees her
He starts to shake and cough
Just like the old man in
That book by Nabokov

I cannot understand most people...
Why do people put limitations on their life?

Yet, everyone seems to be broke....
Struggles in life......
Poor mouths and borrows.....

The answer.....

Fear the unknown...
Lazy in life....
No drive or aggression....

All the excuses in the world.....

Excuses are tools of incompetency that build monuments of nothing
and people that use them are seldom good at anything else!!!!!

I don't want to hear I had a tough life...
Step in my shoes.....

The two most important in my world is God and $$$$
People say that I am all about money......

Yes I am, how can I help people if I am broke...
Sew into someones life and watch them grow...

Stay positive....
There is always a flip side to everything....
Never speak doubt.....

God wants you to have big things,
ask him for them and quit blaming him...

It's not God's fault,
it's one's own fault, poor you boohoo....

Sorry if I offend,
some must hear this....

Learn what love really means...

What does it take to open someones eye's
What actually makes someone change

Does it have to be from seeing hurt in another
Does it come from health issues in yourself
Does it come from a lack of money
Does it come from a death

Do you eye's not need opening
Is there no reason for change

Is your life a routine
Comfortable in life
Have everything you want

Why can't it can't change from the heart
Just look around, see what's going on in this world

You say you will not make a difference
Same old cliche, heard it a thousand times

Make a difference

dot, dot, dot
please stop, please stop

dot, dot, dot
let it go, let it go

dot, dot, dot
no, no, no

dot, dot, dot
dont hurt me, don't hurt me

dot, dot, dot
why, why

dot, dot, dot
because I can, because I can

dot, dot, dot
I think not, I think not

Bury me softly in this womb
I kept this part of me from you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb... in bloom

Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
Well you don't understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now I'm a man
Who won't let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
I'd like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they've put all
The stones in their place
I've eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
I'd like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
Oh I want to be inside of you
In a tomb... in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I'd like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Someone I knew all my life
but always blew him off

I cried his name many times
during times of sorrow

I talked to him and begged
only when I needed help

When i got in trouble
I always told him this is the last time

When she broke my heart
I asked him why

When things always went wrong
I thought he was punishing me

How wrong of me
To only talk to him during bad times

He's a great man
He's a forgiving man
He's a loving man

If you know him
I shouldn't have to tell you who he is

We shouldn't have to wait for bad times
to spend time with him

Spend time with him
when time are good

I'll bet you this, if you do,
things will only get better

To sell your life....
To fear, to hate...
To live a lie.....

To love a God....
To fear a flame...
To burn in a crowd that has no name...

To right or wrong...
To meek or strong...
It is known, to just scream at the wall....

I've willed....
I've walked...
I've read....
I've talked...

I've punched the walls...
I've cried the tears...

I know, been there....
I've lived in drama before...

The words that hurt...
The love, the pain...
The games of shame...

It's the sun that burns...
It's the wheel that turns...
It's the way we fulfill dreams...

To Christ on the cross...
To me on my knees...
To kneel and earn the love from above...

I will not live in drama...
I will not be scarred like that...

I knew someone who dreamed of being lonely and they remain lonely
I knew someone who dreamed of being poor and they remained poor
I knew someone who dreamed of going nowhere and they went nowhere
I knew someone who dreamed of death and they died

I knew someone who dreamed of friends and they had many friends
I knew someone who dreamed of being wealthy and they became rich
I knew someone who dreamed of traveling and they went to exotic places
I knew someone who dreamed of love and they fell in love

For those who sleep, I stay awake
For those who dreams, I constantly work

The things I want, the things I need
Are those things that come from my many dreams

My dreams have become crystal clear
As God now leads me and I hold him very dear

From my past, from the years I've used
Are days in my life, that I now refuse

From the years of my past, I've created my life
A life like no other, is the life I once had

How can anyone explain their life from the past
All I can say to one, is that life goes very fast

Hold on to that dream, they do come true
It has built my passion, to help the one's that keep true

No I am not God, nor do I have a crystal ball
But I can guarantee you, your dreams can come true

Very seldom is a dream handed to one, so what does it take...

Dreams can not be filled right away, it takes work...

You truly have to believe in yourself and your dream....

It means waking up every morning seeing your dream that is now a vision...

It means seeing and saying what you want to accomplish, speak what you want......

It means a new lifestyle from the one you are living now....

It means dedication and hard work everyday, day after day.....

It means when you feel like taking a break, don't, push yourself harder then the norm. We can never get lazy.....

It means staying true to your self and your dream, if times get hard let it strengthen you.

Your vision may change from time to time slightly and that is God just redirecting you a bit, stay true to him, he is the director....

Keep track of your thoughts everyday and write them down, journal....

Do a, to do list every morning and get everything done on your list, no excuses...

Yes no one said it would be easy, you will tire from time to time, focus, focus, focus.....

Me, I love money $$$$ and God. He does does provide for me and I will say I like big things, houses, cars, vacations, to be able to buy what I want and when I want it....

Equal time equal pay.......

Less time less pay.....

Dreams do come true and I have filled many of mine!!!!!!!!

I've been holding on to your thirst,
while my mouth is dry with hurt.

I would travel the endless desert sands
To one day make a angry stance.

As you push my emotions, through my heart.
The feelings that I get , wish you for dead.

With dreams of you, drowning in my hate
With no one to save you, from the pool of hurt.

As you drown in your own self pity.
I will never again give you my life.

a lot of people forget about the simple things in life
a quite walk alone
a good conversation
a caring feeling for others

a lot of people take things for granted
a place to live
a good friend
a job

a lot of people forget simple words
a good morning
a hello
a how are you

a lot of people think that their problem is the worst
a bill collector calling
a thought of illness
a love gone bad

a lot of people get upset at objects
when something won't start
when something gets in their way
when something hurts them

a lot of people take out their frustrations on objects
a door
a wall
a piece of furniture

a lot of people like to pass blame
you were suppose to do it
you never told me
you never listen

a lot of people create their own problems
bill collectors calling
the electricity about to be shut off
saying the wrong thing

when is it time to change
what does it take
what has to happen

a lot of these thoughts are imbedded in you
some people have to learn the hard way

where does one start
can one actually change
and will it cost something

yes, it cost time

it's about you being second
it's about reading
it's about a relationship

it's about one person
he's kind
he's forgiving
he's loving

and he has always been there

why do we never trust the right person
why do we deal with the wrong

do you want to change
do you want a different life

As my eyes cracked open....
And my thoughts begin to turn...

A morning light,
shines onto my head....

With  thoughts from a dream,
still in my head.....

I have fog from the night,
and cobb webs in my head....

I thought it was a dream,
yet it was a drunken night....

I felt an illusion,
come into my life.....

It was a girl,
that made the night....

Yet I can't remember,
if I had *** last night....

A note in lipstick,
written on the wall....

That said:
You were awesum last night,
give me a call....

Spinning in my head, with nothing in my mind.

My thoughts are reactions as I bleed

As my breaths go no where, I engulf to breathe.

My shivering spine, thats attached to my mind.

A mind that's dying within my head.

My eyes then roll back as I'm left for dead.

are emotions, feelings

or is feelings, emotions

either way, quit playing with them

Empathy is the ability to mutually experience the thoughts, emotions and direct expeperience of others. It goes beyond sympathy, which is a feeling of care and understanding for suffering of others.

from the endless skies

to the depths of the oceans

when does **** stop!!!!!!!

ENLIGHTENMENT IN LIFE
BRINGS MANY THINGS

IT COULD BE FROM A DREAM
IT COULD BE FROM A BAD THING

IT LAYS DORMET WITHIN OUR HEAD
FOR A REASON OF TIMES TO COME

IT WILL HAPPEN
JUST AS THE WORD SAYS

LIKE A LIGHT
GOING OF IN YOUR HEAD

DON'T THINK ON THE MOMENT
REACT INSTEAD

ITS YOUR LIFE
WHICH IS NOT EASILY SAID