Into the darkness I can see
Into the light will never be

Why does pain live in me
Where love will never be

What will my life become
How did this happen to me

Feelings of nothing live inside of me
Cursed in a life of cynical thoughts

A life of delusions is my every thought
Crippled by my sins through time

I can only live to believe in god
To have faith in my creator

Two meet...
Two fade away...
Memories past....

What was to be,
will soon be forgotten....

The past will die...
But he unknown will never be known...

Lies, fear, anger, hurt, pain and sadness?
Honesty, love, happiness, joy and fun?

One will never know the unknown....

Leaving the saying....
Life is strange

Time to change has come and gone....
Watch your fears become your God....

It's your decision?
It's your decision…

Overwhelmed, you chose to run....
Apathetic to the stunned....

It's your decision?
It's your decision…

You feed the fire that burned you....
To feel the pain that spurs you….

It's your decision?
It's your decision…

No one plans to take the path that brings one down...
And here you stand before me and say it's over...

It's your decision?
It's your decision…

Yes, it might seem to be your first thought...
Yes, it hurts to you know you're bought...

It's your decision?
It's your decision…

The lies we tell ourselves to overcome...
To **** those feelings of what we want...

It's your decision?
It's your decision…

We sit and watch the clock...
Waiting for the feelings to die...

It's your decision?
It's your decision…

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

WHY DOES ONE FEEL
THEY MUST ALWAYS STRIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

WHY DOES LOVE FEEL
LIKE BEING CUT WITH A KNIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

WHY DOES ONE THINK
HATE LIVES IN ONE'S LIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

HEAD GAMES
DRAMA IN ONE'S LIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

****** UP AMBITIONS
LOSING TRACK OF LIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

LEARNING RESPONSIBILITY
TO BE ACCOUNTABLE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

LOVE AND WAR
FAMINE AND HUNGER

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

DEATH AND TAXES
WINNING THE LOTTERY

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

LIVING A GREAT LIFE
DREAMING OF A GREAT LIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

FINDING TRUE LOVE
LIVING IN DESPAIR

Consequences in life, privileged and denied.......
Immortality torn and treated as a *****.....

To give, give, give.....
To take, take, take....

In a life full of mistakes, what does it take.....
To break the grips, of life's horrors.....  

We wash ourselves away, in this sea of time......
It seems that one swims, to every obstacle....

Not knowing the facts,
one's life can get very tiresome......

Can one break this rhythm in time,
Can one stay true to their mind.........

Does she want love....
Does she want a friend...
Does she want things to end...
A hint....
A whisper...
A blink of the eye....

Is she happy?
Is she shy?

Does she feel, she wants to cry?
Could she live, in a little white lie?

Is it fun and games.....
Is it truth or dare....

Could it simply be life beware.....

Feelings that grow.......
Feelings that die......

Feelings of excitement....
Feelings we dread.......

Truth be known, is all I know......
Loving another, is how I glow.....

Stay real to your life.....
Stay true to your thoughts......

The past holds the past.....
The future we can't predict....

Yet, can somewhat control......

Find that one dream.....
Find that one vision....

It is only one's mind,
that controls their decisions.....

So always remember.....

Jack be nimble....
Jack be quick......

How one's mind,
can play those tricks!

To live
To die

To be free
To fly

To dream
To cry

Forgiveness
To lies

Bewildered thoughts
Secluded mind

Wanting happiness
Not to be sad inside

Heaven to hell
Hell to heaven

Hoping
Wishing
Finding Faith

A time machine
We create

Wanting love
Never hate
Is our life
For us to take

Create a path
From life's mistakes

It's your life
It goes quite fast

Simple things
Forget surreal

Material things
Are no big deal

Love in life
True to one

Melting together
Is heaven after

Find that one
Never let go

We have one life
That we must make

Excitement in life,
is a driving factor.

Does chasing the excitement,
die after the catch.

The thrill usually dies,
after the catch.

The catch and throw back,
is something to be expected.

Sometimes the grass is greener,
sometimes it's not.

How does one figure it out?

Easy,
only you know what you want.

Expect change!!!!

Expect different!!!!

Expect curiosity!!!!

The unknowing????

So what is your thrill????

Singled out in a crowd,
by that one girl's passionate eyes....

A stare from across the room,
thar sent chills down my spine......

She was hot as a pistol,
and just grabbed my heart......

She walked by me,
with a flip of her hair......

Then said to me,
will you be mine......

I started to choke,
but I did reply.......

I said to her,
with that gleem in my eye's.....

I can take you places,
were you will think you are high.....

We walked off together,
hand in hand.....

We made passionate love,
that seemed to never end......

We still stay in touch,
she has her man....

But she says he just doesn't saisfy her,
like I can.....

When one thinks of ****** desires,
how does one's mind tumble....

Does it think of love or raw ***....
Does it think of the past or future....

Does the mind play tricks that lead to hurt..
Does the mind fantasize of the one you can't have.....

****** desires?
Where do they start?
The mind or the pants?

Could it be a smell?
Could it be a look?
Could it be a word?
Could it just be the heat of the moment?

All and all your probly just horney.

Because for the most part it usually turns out to be a selfish act.

As soon as one of the two get off, it's done.

How boring!!!!!!!!!!!

It's a new Monday....
Some say it *****....
Some dread it....
Some are confused by it...

Not many like it and
can't wait until its over......

Now for the positive person...
It's a new day..
New things...
New excitement..
Fresh ideas...
And to make the almighty dollar...

Perception people.....

Life is what you make it...
**** the drama....
Plenty of it right here on HP and Facebook....

Focus on what you want out of life
and not on what you had or have....

The past is going and
nothing can bring it back.......

Grab that golden ring in life....
Don't be fearful of the "what if's".....

If your comfortable in life...
Then your bored......

If you are content in life....
Then your lazy...

There is always something
more in life that one wants.....

If one says no
they are only lying to themselves....

Stay real...

Stay away from games that lead to drama...
And chase that dream...

Because,
dreams do come true

Trying to lose the shadow of my past
Every night it reminds me of who i am

It stalks me and constantly talks to me
Trying to direct me to my old ways

Those feelings are about gone and
my shadow seems to be changing

It now looks for a clean life without hurt
The hurtful ways have seemed to vanished

The mindset is very new and very driven
Hurtings has changed to helping others

The angry side is now the kind side
The manipulating side is now the teaching side

Anyone can change if you want it
Never think you are invensable

Because one's time does come!!!!!!!

If I was a mime
I could only show you

If I was a heart
You could only feel it

If you had a million dollars
You could never buy it

If I was to hide it
You could never find it

Some think they have it
But it could be a ploy

When one forgets about it
It then fades away

Just when one goes through so many hearts...
Just when one feels that they can never love again...
Just when one builds their wall that is to be periment....
Just when one feels they can never feel that first love feeling....

It then happens!!!

How?
I would never think and I never had a clue....

I guess in life anything is possible.

I always figured I had a better chance of winning the lotto....
There are always mutuals things that two like about each other....
Then finding a girl that cares for you, yet likes some opposite things....

When you find this person, never let them go.......
Ge to really understand that person.....
Tell them your real feelings......
Break out your skeletons...
Hold back nothing........
Play no games.....
Show love.....
Be real....

You know......
When it is right......
Any two can fall in love.....
If it is meant to be, it will happen......

To sell your life....
To fear, to hate...
To live a lie.....

To love a God....
To fear a flame...
To burn in a crowd that has no name...

To right or wrong...
To meek or strong...
It is known, to just scream at the wall....

I've willed....
I've walked...
I've read....
I've talked...

I've punched the walls...
I've cried the tears...

I know, been there....
I've lived in drama before...

The words that hurt...
The love, the pain...
The games of shame...

It's the sun that burns...
It's the wheel that turns...
It's the way we fulfill dreams...

To Christ on the cross...
To me on my knees...
To kneel and earn the love from above...

I will not live in drama...
I will not be scarred like that...

Plunged into this thing called life
Most find it very hard to swim

The things that one was taught
has not done much for them

They seem to struggle
to keep their head above water

They can sometimes wade through
when the current is calm

But calm is something
They are not use to

For the few that care
They get a life preserver at times

They will continually hold on
To what they can find

Because for the most part
They can always find something to hold on to.

And that is their hope
that no one can take away

If they say I am broken,
can I really be fixed?

I am bruised and beaten,
part of my mind is lost,

Can I really be fixed?

I do have part of my feelings left,
I still can see a good in others,

Can I really be fixed?

I still can't understand
everyone's point of view.

Can I really be fixed?

What will it take,
where can I find it,

Can I really be fixed?

Will it take a miracle,
can a doctor cure me.

Can I really be fixed?

I hear their is a man named God,
they tell me he loves me.

Can I really be fixed?

They tell me I can find trust in God...
They say he is a forgiving God....

Can I really be fixed?

If I can't be fixed,
he is the one I want to be with.

If it was my last days on earth,
would I want to cry, scream or love........

If I was to cry,
what should be my reason why?

If I was to scream,
what would it do for me?

If I was to love,
who could I love?

If I was lost a sea,
who would I first want to see?

Why must one's eyes hold hate?
Why must one's ears hold fear?
Why must one's mouth speak doubt?

For the one that think of a life that they want......

But only says, I could, I would, I should,
yet does nothing about it................

Life is a gift,
the way you unwrap it and treat it........

IS EVERYTHING

Lonely hearts that bleed through the night
that fight their battles all alone
no one to cry to, no place to call home

Their gift is only travesty and rage  
with repeating in their head
thinking they may be better off dead

Lost souls drifting in a foggy night
with eye's only filled with darkness
and a mind that only knows

That they want someone too

I walk that fine line,
that nobody knows......

I chase the visions,
that fill my mind.......

I **** the big lies,
that one tells me.....

They stare me down,
looking like a clown......

They don't know me,
and talk down to me.......

It makes me wonder,
how their life goes......

Reminding myself,
why should I care......

Losing yesterday,
finding today,
reaching my future.....

Take time in life,
to find that dream......

Find that spark,
that starts the fire.....

Keep the company,
of those who inspire you.....

Real friends in life,
will always be there....

Most importantly,
learn the real meaning of Love........

One who always has a better storey then you...

One who says they have everything, yet has nothing.....

One who has done everything, yet doesn't even know life.....

One that says they have money, yet is always broke.....

One that lies on a regular bases and believes what they say.....

The funny thing about some poser's is, that they just want to fit in....

The sad thing about some posers is, they think they are better then all....

One thing about a poser is, I can spot them a mile away......

Never appease one to please one....

Never pacify one to satisfy one.....

Never contradict one to predict one....

Rationalize one to correct one.....

Debate one to change one......

Sound minds are strong minds......

Have peace cross you over.......

Meditate to create........

Hold no,
hostilities,
resentment,
anger,
hate.....

Hold on to,
humility,
forgiveness,
compassion,
love.......

Stay real....
Stay away form games.....
Think before you speak.......
Do what you say....

Dream big and chase your dream........
Surround yourself with one's with goals.....
Learn self motivation.....

Direction and drive is the key.....
Discipline yourself.....

Count on no one and the intelligent will follow....
Be a true leader and it will lead you to success.....

Some say the end is near
Some say the armageddon is here

Sure could use a vacation
from this three ring circus

The only way to fix it
is to flush it all away

Some say a comet will fall from the sky
Followed be meteor showers and tidal waves

Will bombs fix it all soon
and put it back the way it oughta be

So fret for your car
and fret for your home
and fret for your prozak
and fret for your contract
and fret for your hairpiece
and fret for your plane
and fret for your boat
all material things

so whats up with one
who values materiel things
more then life

As one lives their life
Why must one live a strife of life

As one lives their life
Why must one control another's life

As one lives their life
Why must one always complain about life

As one lives their life
Why must one cry about life

As one lives their life
Why must one carry negativity in life

As one lives their life
Why must one make excuses about life

As one lives their life
One must strive for a better life

As one lives their life
One must control their own destiny

As one lives their life
One must prophesize about their life

As one lives their life
One must be happy about their life

As one lives their life
One must carry positivity about their life

As one lives their life
One must face reality about their life

I remember when I first saw you....
I wondered if I could love you....

I remember when we first talked....
I wondered if you liked me...

I remember when we first dated....
I wondered if you would kiss me...

I remember when we first kissed...
I wondered if you could love me...

I remember when you told me you loved me...
I wondered if you would marry me.....

I remember when I asked you to marry me...
I wondered how I could show you my love....

I remember when we consummated our marriage...
I wondered about raising our children together...

I remember when we had our first child...
I wondered how much more I loved you.....

I will always remember our life as we grow old,
and never wonder about our love......

The writings that one writes
is based on one's own feelings

We sometimes see hurt and pain without forgiveness
never happiness when it comes to love

We sometimes see depression, sorrow and doubt
when it come to one's own life

We sometimes see flowing words of beauty
from the real poets that are so creative

We sometimes see about lust in love
with feelings of excitement and joy

We sometimes see stories about God
and how much he helps and guides us

We sometimes see stories of Lucifer
and his dark world in hell

So many great stories so much sadness
right here on HP

The mind of a crushed  heart
leads a wicked trail of hurt

Things are misinterpreted
sometimes for good reason

The mind begins to play trick on one
The stomach hurts with pain

The one we loved has betrayed us
Betrayal is so hard to swallow for most

The mind constantly thinks of  the hurt and why
What did I do so wrong to deserve this we say

We fell nothing but self pity with out knowing
No one has an answer we want to hear
We become self seeking without knowing

Yes it hurts so bad and I have too have been crushed
It lead me down a road that I am not happy with

My wall was so tall no one could get through it
Now my wall is down and I am letting some in

To start from scratch, one must begin.
The beginning now becomes the start.

The start is the beginning of one's own wealth.
The wealth you start, one must reinvest in themself.

The circle of life has started or has re-begun
Through this circle you shall accomplish things

With accomplishment brings balance one's life
Find the true meaning of prosperity

Prosperity in life consist of 3 equal things in life
God, Family Life and hard work,
they must stay balanced.

Things will then begin to come easy to you
You will find true happiness and wealth

You will find your purpose in life!!!

‪#‎unity‬ ‪#‎peace‬ ‪#‎love‬

If you say it will be a great day, it will be a great day....
If you say it will be a bad day, it will be a bad day....
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If you say you will be rich, then you will be rich....
If you say you are poor, then you will be poor....
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If you say you are happy, you will be happy.....
If you say you are sad, you will be sad.....
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If you are a humble person, doors will open.....
If you are a selfish person, doors will close.....
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If you are stressed, try to shake it off......
Yes it is hard, (take B-12 daily)
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I can beat these thoughts to death,
so i will keep it short........
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Life is much shorter then most think....
What is important is to be grateful everyday...
Be thankful for life every day when you wake...
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If you can't understand this,
the your stuck in a hole, the rut of life.
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All I can suggest to one is to read
1 Corinthians: 13 "LOVE"

When I close my eye's and wish you gone, why are you still there....

When I get rid of the hurt you caused, why must you continually hurt me....

When I try to help you, why must you always tell me that I am hurting you...

When I talk to you, why do you feel you must constantly lie to me.....

When I try to love you, why must you spit in my face.....

Why ,why ,why, can't we just get along......

Why ,why ,why, can't we find equal ground......

Why ,why ,why, can't we just learn to love again......

Please blindfold me before you burn my eye's
Cover mty ears becre they are filled with your tears

Sew your mouth shut it only speaks lies
Your presence only sickens my heart

Tbe things you do
The things you say
The actions you portray
Have no meaning

And I actually that
You were a friend

When one sings a song that they know
does one reminisce about their life

Is it a song that they really like
do they relate it to their life

Poetry in motion is what I love
no music in mind, just words from my times

Feelings from the heart is where I start
My mind then takes over thinking of my past

Poetry has saved me and has redirected my life  
it is my private journal and tells one about my life

So now my mind is clear and I still love to write
I now wish everyone a happy life

Very seldom is a dream handed to one, so what does it take...

Dreams can not be filled right away, it takes work...

You truly have to believe in yourself and your dream....

It means waking up every morning seeing your dream that is now a vision...

It means seeing and saying what you want to accomplish, speak what you want......

It means a new lifestyle from the one you are living now....

It means dedication and hard work everyday, day after day.....

It means when you feel like taking a break, don't, push yourself harder then the norm. We can never get lazy.....

It means staying true to your self and your dream, if times get hard let it strengthen you.

Your vision may change from time to time slightly and that is God just redirecting you a bit, stay true to him, he is the director....

Keep track of your thoughts everyday and write them down, journal....

Do a, to do list every morning and get everything done on your list, no excuses...

Yes no one said it would be easy, you will tire from time to time, focus, focus, focus.....

Me, I love money $$$$ and God. He does does provide for me and I will say I like big things, houses, cars, vacations, to be able to buy what I want and when I want it....

Equal time equal pay.......

Less time less pay.....

Dreams do come true and I have filled many of mine!!!!!!!!

I am looking for more love from above
So please send me an angel right now

The things people say and do, often leave me, laughing....

The things people say and do, often leave me, crying....

The things people say and do, often leave me, bewildered....

The things people say and do, often leave me, confused.....

The things people say and do, often make me, happy....

The things people say and do, often make me, sad....

The things people say and do, often make me, hurt....

I cannot deal with stupidity, ignorance and people with a lack of common sense.

I don't like "excuses" and the words "I can't".

I have seen so much of life, I no longer get excited or stressed. Everything to me is just a thing, yet I stay wise to everything. I don't know about you, but the 2 G's drive me. God and Green $$$

Am I better then the next person, absolutely not!
Do I care what people think of me, absolutely not!

Can I learn something from anyone, absolutely!
Will I help someone if it is in my control, absolutely!

Do I have love in my heart for everyone, all the time!
Do I care about what goes on in my community, all the time!

As I go through life I have met many people who say they are my friend....
What is a real friend, how does one describe themselves as a friend....

The proof is in one's actions,
what they say,
what they do
and what they feel...

Anyone can say that they are your friend,
But the proof is in the pudding as we say......

Me, I will do anything for a real friend, anything in my control......

If they are excited about something I am there...
If they have bad news I am there....
If they need something I am there...
If they are hurting I am there....

Friends do what they say....
Friends call you just to say hello...
Friends check on you.....
Friends party with you.....
Friends have nothing but love for each other....

Anything else is only a acquaintance.....

How do we keep things in perspective

Is it in perspective to one's own life....
Is it in perspective to one's surroundings...
Is it in perspective to the worlds ways....

Perspective is being emotionally inclined to others feelings
If you keep this to heart life will fall in place...

People will respect you and will see this in you
Honesty, Trust, Truth, Respect and Love will show through you..

You will then be blessed with wealth which comes in two ways

Wisdom and Money
This is what God wants to see

For those who sleep, I stay awake
For those who dreams, I constantly work

The things I want, the things I need
Are those things that come from my many dreams

My dreams have become crystal clear
As God now leads me and I hold him very dear

From my past, from the years I've used
Are days in my life, that I now refuse

From the years of my past, I've created my life
A life like no other, is the life I once had

How can anyone explain their life from the past
All I can say to one, is that life goes very fast

Hold on to that dream, they do come true
It has built my passion, to help the one's that keep true

No I am not God, nor do I have a crystal ball
But I can guarantee you, your dreams can come true

What can one say about life....

Hard times come and go, we find love and learn what Heart Ache is all about.....

These feeling we have constantly change,
Joy & Hurt...
Pain & Happiness...
Intelect & Confusion...
Comfort & Stress...

Yes they are hard feelings to control.
But there is one things that separates us all and only you control it.

That is one's Attitude,
only you set the mood when you wake,
your actions,
your thoughts, and the words you speak.

Embrace change, stay real,
be your own person
and understand the true meaning of

LOVE.

he was born in the city
he had no home
he no place to turn to
he was on his own
he had no mamma
he had no father
he had no friends
nobody to call on

what was I to do

Can you picture this sad true story
a young child of 13
one without hope
no home sweet home
no happy memories
with only God to wish to
living on the streets

struggling to eat
struggling to sleep
trying to be a man
but still a trembling child inside

and all alone

There would never be a King, if there was not a Queen.

DC

If I was to tell you a secret, could you keep it.
If I was to tell you a lie, could you let it ride.

If I was to give you my heart, could it be a start.
If I was to tell you I love you, could you hug me.

If I was to cry, would you think I was shy.
If I was to be sad, would you think I was bad.

The things that I say, the things that I do.
I want you to know they were all about you.

The love from our past, will always last.
The life we had, went so fast.......

I want you to know, your in my heart.
And our memories together will never be lost.

I wish you happiness and I wish you love
These feelings I hold will never grow old old

I just wanted to say thank you for the memories.
And thank you for sharing part of your life with me.

#LOVE