The inscrutable, immense pain,
The benumbed battles inside her head.
No one would ever know,
The agonising, tormented thoughts she fed.

Tripping over the mirage of happiness,
While her soul lying in the desert of pain.
She fought, she lost, she screamed and cried.
Only to have her efforts in vain.

Hands cold as ice, drippin' off blood,
Barred by her own thoughts as a prisoner.
Even tears wailed and screeched for salvation
From the deeply cluttered soul of hers.

She was broken, she was shattered,
Yet they called her a mess.
But she was the real warrior,
who now lies  peacefully on her death bed.

Happy an hour ago
Angry few minutes ago
Sad a second ago
Crying her heart out now!

****! even the weather has mood swings now.

Everything blacked out,
When I only had you left.
Sorrow followed,
But we never let it affect.

Little did we know,
We would be this closer.
Life will play such a game
That no one would care any longer.

I've been with you,
Since the very first day
Never really knew
You would be my soulmate.

Strange thing it is
We have shortcomings to attend.
But you are wiser enough
To get us past all them.

Fighting the odds, meeting the ends
Falling down and then rising up again,
Chasing my dreams and experiencing success.
It wouldn't have been a luxury without you at my end.

And here I am shining out,
Beside this silhouette
Thank you for everything
I'm just  self obsessed.