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Kevin Haack May 2015
Not until my Queen
Is truly happy
Will my armor
Come off
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
She's very special to me
She always knows
I'm really here
For her and for myself
Once I first saw her
In that shop
My heart knew
I was sceptical at first
But quickly came around
Now we're closer
Than ever
Kevin Haack Jul 2015
I was once a strong
Knight
Smart even
But
I'm not as sharp
As I once was
My armor grows
Heavy
But I can't bring
Myself to take it off
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
It's one of the
Most beautiful
Things I've
seen
It's so rich
And vibrant
I makes me
Want it
But it's bad
To have outside
Of it's holder
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
So fragile it can be
I'm often forget
How much it
Can take before
It breaks
It goes through
Years of abuse
For it's user
Pleasure
And repairs itself
To go through
It all again
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
They don't sew me
They only see the me
They want to see
They see do things
That seem bizarre
They can't figure it out
That I'm all the things
They see and more
Kevin Haack Feb 2015
Even thougb they aren't there
I can still feel them
The dead cold grip
Digging into my skin
Restricting my movement
Some see that I'm bounded
And ask
Why do I stil wear them
I tell them
If i take them off
New ones will take there place
The links may be broken
But I'm still bounded
Kevin Haack Mar 2015
They're all better
I can think of the most
Fantastic
Brilliant
Of thinks
But thats where they remade
As thoughts
Never to be seen
For I don't have the talent
But they do
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
The door was made
To keep them away
And to keep me in
But a door is a door
It will soon
Crack  open or just
Fall apart
Once I saw it
The door started
To crack
I did everything
To reinforce it
But it started
Swinging an ax
slowly the door
Crumble into pieces
I knew every door
Will one day open
Now it holds out
It's hand and says
Come with us
But I'm not
Allowed to leave
It just nods
And sits down
The door maybe
In piece but
It still remains
Only one will like because only one knows
Cry
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
Cry
I was told by my father
"A man should never cry
But for only a death"
When you hate yourself
As long as you can remember
You tend to cry for things
You do
But I always had to force
Myself to stop or I'd
Disappiont my father
So I hid my feelings
Still visible but out off
Sight
Kevin Haack Nov 2014
forced in isolation
freezing everything
but the wounded
yet they still run
it's cold claws
cutting through like a blade
but it's skin
protecting there host
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
Most think nothing of it
They say it's just
Your subconscious
Making you see things
I'll admit I once
Thought that was true
But now?
I believe my mind is sent
To a different version
Of myself at random
Only for the time being
I feel, think, and understand
Just as they do
I'm sent back usually
When they die
Or some random
Time
Dying over and over
Just to wake up
To live my  life
That I have control over
Seems fine for now
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
They used to be
Magnificent
At one point
I'd dream to
Be with them
After that I
Eventually did
But over the years
My love dwindle
And now I wonder
Why I stay
Could it be
The people
The game
Who knows
People ask
Who is this person
But the truth is
They're not a person
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
Everything seems to go so well
But then I do something to *****
It all up
Envy is such a strong feeling
It makes you do things
You wouldn't normally
I just can't help it
It all just comes out before
I have the time to think
And disaster stacks
I'm pretty good at keeping
My emotions in check
But that one
Because of this I hurt people
I love and then I start
Hating myself and
Imagine if was never here
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
I've lived most of my life
Trying to meet others
Expectation
Trying to do something
I know I can't
But they thinks it's
Funny
I'm forced to be
Reminded of my failures
For they are everywhere
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
I could do the most amazing thing
I could do something thought Impossible
But it doesn't matter
I wont ever get full credit
Even if i did it on my own
They will question me
There alway has to be
A reason why I did it
But they wont accept
I just wanted to know of I could
F
Kevin Haack Feb 2015
F
I was once the best
I was always first
Everything was so easy
Understanding and
Prier knowledge
Helped me
But it soon caught me
Something similar
But all different
I began to fall
From my throne
But I will earn
My place at the top
Again
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
Click
No not right
Maybe more light
Click
No still not right
Something more flashy
Click
NO
More makeup
Click
Almost
New pose
Click
There now I can just barely
See the real you
Kevin Haack Apr 2015
They say
Whats yous is
Mine and
What mine is
Yours
Hers could never
Be mine
But mine are hers
I guess
Whats mine is
Yours and whats
Yours is yours
Kevin Haack Jun 2015
My Queen has became
Afraid of this monster
I stood my ground
And fought it off
I didn't defeat it
She became
Terrified
My sword
Cracked and chipped
My shield
Scratched and dented
As long as my
Helmet
Was fine she wouldn't
Know that I was
Terrified of this monster
Kevin Haack Feb 2015
Its just so easy
Why do I try so hard
When I cos end it all
Its only a bit away
Ready to do the job
If I let it
Eyes turn into
Waterfalls
Then it's over
Kevin Haack Feb 2015
I always seem to
Be there when they
Talk
They never notice
I always get the
Gossip of the day
They make the
Mistake
Of gossiping in front
Of me
The gossip some how
Gets passed along
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
Such a beautiful creature
Flying through the air at night
Going through whatever
But as much it is beautiful
It's also dangerous
Throwing is it's
specialty
No matter what it did
Nothing could see
What it truly was
Until the Demon
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
The feeling just isn't
The same
I liked it better before
One of my creations
Came about
I'm proud it made it
As far as it did
But it just seems lost
I create more just
To know that one
Will notice but
By saying they
Get the wrong idea
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
It's amazing
How people take things
For granite
Some people don't see
The luxury of having
Some one cook for you
A minute ago
I was cooking
And the smell brought
A tear to my eye
Because it smelled
Just like the one
They never made
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
She started feeling sick
Started throwing up
I told her to get some rest
She wouldn't unless
I watched over her
I agreed of course
She woke up several times
And I was there
To help with anything
But we both knew
I couldn't stay forever
When she awoke
I was gone but
she was safe
Kevin Haack Nov 2015
have you ever been told you're Gods gift
then right after be called a Devil's child?
have you ever ripped off someones Wings
because someone ripped yours off?
have you ever tried to clean your Wrapper
because yours wasn't the same Color?
I have
Now I hate myself forever
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
Some people say I don't
Care about most things
They're half right
They say I have no
Heart
Thats true
I gave it to someone
Special
They say I'm never happy
But they never  seen
Me witb her
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
We dressed in all black
We all did
We didn't have a choice
They all had someone
To be with after
I jusy went home
But once I returned
My home was all white
As I stepped in something
Was wrong
I had the feel that
I wasn't welcomed
Because I failed
Or something
Kevin Haack Apr 2015
They ask me if I'm
Overwhelmed
I tell them
No
Then they ask
Don't you ever get tired or anything
I respond with
Not really
They ask questions
About me but I know
The question
They want to ask
I
Kevin Haack Mar 2015
I
I can't make art
I can see it
In reality and
In mind but
I can never make it
I start to think
I see in my mind
I can't show anyone
Kevin Haack Jul 2015
I'm so filled with rage
I can barely control it
Sometimes I just want to
Explode from my ice body
I can make myself as cold
As I want but
You can still see the fire
In my eyes
Kevin Haack Nov 2014
there they are in my lawn
to them it's a fun house
they always come
not knowing the truth
whats really behind the door
they'd be surprised
to see only a monster
chained down
covered in it's own blood
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
I may be a Demon
But I'm not a ghost
So why don't they
See me?
I do all these things
And nothing
I show them my
Talent
Yet still nothing
Jr
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
Jr
Why would anyone
Want the knockoff
When they could have
Something better
They ignore me
Only noticing when
They want something
Being a knockoff *****
You're alway compared
To the original
Kevin Haack Jun 2015
I may be afraid
But I'm strong
And bounded
By my oath
To protect
My Queen
Kevin Haack Feb 2015
Look at them
They were so weak
But they found
Their own strength
They started climbing
They've made it
Pretty far
The furthest
But they still have
A long way to go
I guess we'll wait
Until they reach the top
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
When you become
A ghost
You lose something
Your appearance
Is said be a faction
Of what it used to
I guess some don't
Have that problem
Or she's just
That beautiful
Kevin Haack Feb 2015
She keeps trying
Each time she fails
In her mind
Why doesn't she see
That they've became
Apart of me?
She didn't even see them
Until I pointed them out
She tries too much
She needs to stop
And rest
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
She just so
Perfect
Her hair so calm
And steady
Her eyes so
Full of compassion
Now she does
Have her flaws
But my love for her
Is strong enough
To overlook those
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
I called her that
Mainly as a joke
But it seems
I've become a
Pupet
She blamed herself
For something
I did
I told her
I'm  fine
Yet she still blames
Herself
I just don't know
How to help
My Master
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
I'm not really the
Leader type
But people say I am
All I see myself as
Theone wh does all
The work some how
No matter what
It's me
Not even my group
That I choose
It's me
They all just sit there
And watch me
I'm never in the best
Of health but I
Never stop
I  have  to  keep  going
I tell myself
Never really resting
Always thinking
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
isn't it strAnge
to look into a mirror
and not recognize
YourSelf?
everyday tHere's
someone else Looking
back at mE
but theY don't
see It
They just see the
me they aLways dO
eVeryday it's thE same
but to YOU
Kevin Haack May 2015
No one likes a
Knight who returns
On time but they sure
Love one who's
Late
They were both there
But one had to go back
The one that was sent
Home had to go through
The feeling of
Not being there
This knight began
To hate themselves
While the other
Was left there protecting
Their prize
They waited and waited
For the other knight
Rarely did they show
On the day of return
Everyone loved the
Missing knight
Though the knight
Had returned the other
Knight hate for themselve
Did not end
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
He's usually so peaceful
But everyone has there
Breaking point
He snaps so quickly
Everyone stops
As he lets all the
Molten lava that has
Been eating at him
From within
Out
But as quickly as he
Snaps he pulls himself
Back together
Back to the peaceful
Mr.Volcano we know
Kevin Haack Feb 2015
We're his best class
Grade wise
That's it
Everytime he blows up
It only last a few minutes
At worst
His feeling running
Wild outside of him
For such a short time
Obsidian surrounds us
Trying to straighten us
Back into order
It only last the day
Though
Before someone breaks
Through
Kevin Haack Dec 2014
People say they love
My voice
But what if I never
Had it?
What I say has never
Matter anyway
I never know what
To say
But I always get my
Point across
What would I do If
I was Mute?
Kevin Haack Mar 2015
She just lays in my lap
Most of the time
When she doesn't
She plays with my hair
Bating it back and forth
She looks at me with her
Big hazel eyes
Her fur so soft
And pure
I'll never let her go
Kevin Haack Jan 2015
They say such hollow words
There's nothing backing them
They seem happy at times
It never last though
They say they love me
I know they really
Hate me
Kevin Haack Mar 2015
As a knight
I must protect
My Queen
I'll be her servant
Until she no longer
Needs me
She'll never know
The sight of sorrow
Upon my face
Only the reassuring
Hope that everything
Will be ok
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