Hungry for love, I was so hungry for love.
I am festering from my own greed, ravenous love.
Poor guy, he was a victim to this love hungry savage.
I attacked him with my love, pushed him so far away.
I’m not meant to be loved, no not meant for anybody.
He loved me, he actually loved me.
Yet I did not know how to love him back.
I wish he understood, and I wish I could have told him.
I’m not meant to be loved, NO ,should not be loved by him.
Stupid girl, so very stupid girl, and girl you are very much stupid.
Stepped all over his heart, unworthy of his love, so ungrateful.
My past hurt leaked into my present, unwanted, not wanted.
I felt like he was going to hurt me, hurt me, hurt me, I’m hurt.
I’m not meant to be loved, no not meant to be loved by any.
I am loves enemy, oh how love hates my bitter soul, my cold heart.
Let me in, I wont let love in, it knocks its knocking, I slam I slam.
Love wants to **** me, but I’m already dead, and now love buries me.
Here I lay; I’ve lost a heart, that beating muscle which enables me to breathe.
I gave him my heart, yet it lacked love, he didn’t feel, he didn’t know it beats.
I’m not meant to be loved, no no no not meant to be loved at all.
I love him, oh God how I love him, like you love us God.
But how do I love him, how do I show, how can I show?
I had, I have a Purple undeveloped, bloodless, loveless heart.
He pumped his blood into me; he drowned me in his love.
I tried to pump back, only a leak, over the years it drained out.
So what’s left for him, what did he get, a heart that’s dehydrated.
I’m not meant to be loved; no not meant because of me.
Here I am, sick with agony, dripping in pain.
Too late, its too late, how he hates me, me he hates, he hates.
How he tried, hard he tried, tried to fix a broken glass and got cut.
He’s bleeding now, I want to stop his pain, but the more I touch the more he bleeds.
I didn’t mean to God, I pray take his pain away, let him forget me.
Take the love he has for me out of his heart, let him drop mine, just leave it on the floor.
Let the herd demolish it completely this time so I cannot feel anymore hurt.
I never should have allowed him to grow near, but I loved him more than me.
I thought I was showing my love, I really tried, oh how I tried.
I’m not meant to be loved; I never was, never meant to be loved.
Never meant to be loved by anybody, never meant to be loved by him.
I'm not meant to be loved by you!

I’m covered in you, dripping with sweet aroma.
Your flavor lingers on my lips.
I'm entangled in your alluring persona.
Your finger prints engraved above my hips.
Amazing, I still feel you between my thighs.
Oh sweet ache, that trickles down.
I'm swaddled in delicious butterflies.
I'm enthralled by those sensual sounds.
Chocolate covered strawberries and melted ice cream cones,
Dripping as if it was a hot summer day.
Shivering spine and rattling bones,
Become more intense as you play.
As you play my tears shout out.
My teeth grasp my lips, in hungry fashion.
My tongue dances in my mouth.
The sheets are tarnished with honeyed passion.

With honeyed passion, you kiss my lips.
With honeyed passion you gave a shove.
With honeyed passion I tried to grip.
Enthralled by the way you give love.

Enthralled with honeyed passion my love.

I met love one summer that felt like spring.
When honey was sweet and all the honey bees lurked.
The butterflies would flutter and the birds would sing.
What were the odds of a love that could have worked?
I loved him that summer, a subtle love it was.
We blew like the breeze going our separate ways.
Like the wind summer was gone, just because…
The years went by, there remained the summer days.
I went through the years falling in lust.
Oblivious, Love was left in the summer breeze.
My heart was left in the rain to rust.
The rain rusted my heart with ease.
Broken like the wings of a dove.
Like a slaughtered sheep, I was thrown aside.
I never knew you, I never knew love.
Until I fell by the shore and was swept by the tide.
I was swept in your arms, you swept me away.
I fell back to the summer I always knew.
This summer love was here to stay.
Somehow I have always loved you.
The rust melted off my broken heart like butter.
You mended my heart with gentle fingertips.
I felt the breeze and loves sweet mutter.
Summer is here, sweet honey drips.
I met love one summer, and left it behind.
How could I search for love elsewhere?
I searched for love, and still I did not find.
Love was waiting for me in the summer air.
He always loved me, and he loves me still.
God created a love that I could not imagine.
I give you all of me, I love you until.
Until I die in the summer garden.

                            ~~~♥~~~

He holds me tightly with warm embrace.
His hands pull me into his beating chest.
Like galloping horses his heart starts to race.
His heart whispers forever stay.

What lips, his lips, what emotions they create.
With heated passion, they roam, they travel.
As his lips linger leaving me in a frozen state.
His kisses plead don’t go away.

Those eyes stare deeper than they can see.
They pierce through my inner being.
What love in his eyes, his love grows free.
Stay in my presence his eyes persuades me.

When he laughs, what a cheerful sound.
That creates an inner joy in me.
And when he smiles, my heart falls down.
I know that he wants me to stay around.

And because he’s telling me stay forever.
Through every action that he portrays.
Just because I’ll leave him never,
I’ll stay, I’ll stay forever.

Because I’m telling you stay too.
Forever, I’ll stay, forever with you.
Forever I’ll stay, forever with you.

Sometimes I'm silent, my tongue stands still. In my silence, when the feelings are not expressed, my heart speaks louder than any sound that hits your ear! But still its soft  and  sweet as a kiss.

"If you turn my day to night,
I will be that star to turn the night sky blue.
You won't ever make me blue".

We danced all night and slept all morning.
Side by Side, Hand in Hand, Body to Body!
Your kiss trickled down my soul.
Deep Breaths, Slow caress, Sweet Bliss.
Your eyes, I felt them relish!
They sipped me until I drained.
And I, I did the same, Dido!
I wish we could have stayed!
I wish you would have stayed!
I reminisced, reminisced how we laid!
How we danced, and How we played.
We Kissed and went our separate ways.

**I can't wait to see You Tomorrow!

Her Heart was the unknown force,
luring you into its galaxy,
captivating you with its beauty.
Gently holding you down,
It squeezes you with its gravity.

The sun kisses the sky good night.
He whispers,  I'll be back after dawn.
I've asked the stars to keep you warm.
And in the morning my kiss will melt your Heart.
                              
                            ~~~♥~~~

Men:   I will bring you the moon.

" Can you just bring me a sandwich?"

She was the bird
                                            
    that
          ­         flew
                                        
                   ­                       away

Never Looking Back !


     ☼         ☼        ☼

God will kiss away those silent tears.
He will embrace you with his promise.
And in this time of trouble, He is the arms that cradle your heart. He is the breeze that will cool your soul and bring you peace.

Your prayers have been answered before they left the earth. He hears the broken you. Your heart is heavy, it will dance like a feather. You will see! You'll be light as a feather!

God Knows,
God Knows,
And he shall fix it Darling.

You don't love me after all!
Wait......
I don't love me after all!
What an awful epiphany!

Please touch me once again.
This time without your hands!

I can't stand it,
The way you held her as if she were life itself.
In that moment, I saw that you were at the highest point of euphoria.
My knees they quivered with a vengeance of the devil.
No way am I in hell, everything in me trying not to tumble.

I can't stand it,
I saw you love her through your eyes.
With your eyes you removed every imperfect layer.
I saw that she was perfect in the light that gleamed from your pupils.
That light burned every happy part of me to ashes.

I can't stand it,
It's not me that seeped through the cracks of your heart.
She trickled down the depths of your soul.
She brought out a spirit of happiness, I've never glimpsed.
That spirit buzzed in my ear, I cover my ears, I wish it would stop!

I can't stand it,
The fact that I'm happy, you're happy without me.
The simple truth of it all, that love is not a jealous selfish thing!
I hate that the love I have for you allows me to forgive.
This Love that is of God and not of the devil consumes me.

I can't stand it,*
I'm proud of you despite the heaviness on my shoulders.
I'm happy for you despite the dagger thrusting through my heart.
That Knife released those beautiful butterflies trapped inside of me.
How can I be happy you're happy, when I'm not?

I can't stand it,
So this is where I find new caterpillars.
Now is the time to give up the fixating thoughts of you.
I can't stand it, No not at all, I must stop standing!
And so,

*I SIT!

My heart is beating.......
NO, I'm not alive at all!