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They say no one will ever love you,
Not if you can't love yourself.
It would seem I'm doomed, then,
for I don't know how to love myself.
How will I learn if none will ever love me?
Is love not something you learn?
I'm just a girl
Who shaved half her head
To make herself unrecognizable
And needs to be high all the time
To forget how when he touched me
I didn't feel like my skin was my own anymore
Today a fourteen year old asked me
Why it was different
When I had a boyfriend,
Compared to her
What made my love more real?
I looked at her quizzically,
Trying to explain
That she hasn't yet felt
White hot passion
Dark, lustful desire
She hasn't been in a wild free fall
For nearly two years
So I just shrugged
And said
"When you have what I have
You'll know.
Oh, you'll know"
"How?" she asks
Sighing, I replied,
"You'll look in the mirror
And all you'll see
Is where he touched you last"
i want to be your goddess
or your odysseus or your god.
i want to be a muse,
i want to live the life i know i deserve.
i want you to bow down to me,
hear you say my name.
chant it out loud,
praise and worship me,
now that would be fame.
i want to be superior,
rule over all the lands.
you'll be inferior
to my very strong yet gentle hands.
i want to be the best
and yes, i surely will be.
i will win everything
and you will be left with nothing.
I push you away
But I want you to stay.
I ruin every good thing in my life.
If I asked, would you stay with me tonight?
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