Why does love hurt so,
Nobody said it was gonna feel this way,
Physically, mentally, and emotionally,
Battered body,
Tormented mind,
Scared heart,
Karma never gave a flipping bird how good things are in love,
When its your time...thats all it is.
Gaining so much to lose it all,
Now I’m lost,
Scattered tears have never hurt falling from eyes of reddish tint,
I’m losing it and my heart knows,
Because its starting to beat slow,
Slower.. alcohol induced to try and numb the feeling.. slower.. I feel myself fading... slower.. chest clinched in what’s a critical condition,
Why can’t I get a knife, so I can remove this heart and ask God for a new one?
Because this one is almost dead... the longer it remains the more hurt it feels.

In a world so fake I search for something thats real,
But how great is the contradiction when I haven’t been real with myself,
All this pressure builds,
Some things I had to break down,
Others just fell apart never to be rebuilt again no matter how great the builder may be,
Stuck in my ways again,
She said I prayed for you,
But I must part ways with you,
It’s crazy how it all pans out,
Because I love you,
But your driving me crazy,
I’m not myself without you,
Every ticking second of every minute I can’t control my feelings without you,
In my presence .....forever.