There is a couch and it is where I fall.
My seventeen year-old legs,
bandaged with bumblebee knee socks,
arch like ****** pink lawn-flamingo joints.
Crookedness meets at
cigarette skin thighs: grape-kiss fingerprints,
like mental leprosy, projected.
My eyes meet at where fingers told me to stay
and where the knuckles followed.
Acorn ***** hair sleeps in a tuft,
woken by the brush of a thirty-three year-old soccer coach.
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My Vans grip sandpaper tape,
preceding clicks: sliding up and down,
like graduation day maternal comfort,
like dirt-under-the-fingernails *******.
Clicking wheels, sound waves
smacking across asphalt jungle.
Sounds escaping and reminding me
of how I'll never.
I'm not in love -- not sure if I can,
be affectionate towards the things
I don't understand.
I'm not in love -- even if I could,
I don't think I'd care like I should.