in my brows, your words are horse legs
[i get caught between them]&
the wrinkles around your mouth
are a vague fantasy of being happier on a long opposite coast.
out in the indie paradise
the ferns get wet.
and all i can
ever only do is let myself stay
dry
the fog rolls off (of) the pacific,
asking, what
twang
brought me here
i am lying
and it is fine
she will ***** new
rings on the
coffee-
table in honor of me.
for
i am reeking like a moonbeam
i am hitting the dead grass.
through
a hole
in the boards
&
tucked up in a jacket sleeve is all my lovliness.☆
my arms are less beautiful than yours so i pin them to the
outside, hoping the wind will **** them.
i give them away
too many sleeves have become dear to me
it is
overwhelming.
i don't know how to be human-like
and big sur
has an appetite
that keeps
the flow steady and the combing, hot
amidst the dark of it all.
as a splash
as sea spittle
as fingers on furniture
you are are finding me
laying down
for life
knowing you.
like a patter
like chimes
she is here again,
in agony