Crystal eyes
When water swells
from tear duct wells
Spring in cyan blue
Grey remnants of the last
Few black mournings
lost in ash, tarnished
used.

Your forever
ends today
and starts tomorrow

For once in my life
not knowing
has become more comforting
than worrying

They all found love
Just wait until I find myself

I don't know how it got so late but
it doesn't even matter
now, sleepless
golden hour lasts
longer than an afternoon
I'm just me
a solitary state
I must have drifted off
across the starry overpass
far from where I belong
My body ages faster than I do
I'll close my eyes

I used to measure my day in minutes
but much like the months
they pass--obsolete
and now I only use feet