I really thought I was something more to you
That's all I'm ever chasing
More
I never seem to be enough.
I never seem to have the answers.
What is love?
Will I ever find it?

Right when we get close you're ripped away.
The tears I have can't show the hurt in my heart,
They aren't enough.
The pain I feel will never be exposed for others to see,
They wouldn't know what to do with it.
Trouble is,
Neither do I.

Not until I met you did I realize
how hard I was trying with everyone else.

You were the closest that I had gotten to loving someone else,
And I pushed you away.
How I wish you would have pushed back,
And how I wish you would have stayed.

Terrifying
Is one word
To describe
My love for you

The thing is
you didn't have to leave
and all that says to me
is I wasn't enough
to make you stay.

Your eyes are about as sharp as the knife I always imagined piercing myself with.
So look away,
Unless you want my blood to be on your hands.

When the storm ends we are left with silence, which sometimes, is even more painful.

Looking for stability
I can't seem to stand
Won't someone around me
Just please hold my hand

As fast as you were remembered
You were forgotten

You're not the one

I used to love you,
Before I knew you,
When I thought you were someone else.
Now I see you,
And I wish I kept my eyes closed.

Did
I
do
the
right
thing?