Apart miles away
Never ending distance
Aloof in foreign lands
With constant armistice

Separating tools
Of power come to play
Running constantly
But to time know no day

A dream starts
Seconds delayed for two
Thoughts surfaced warily
But only for a precious few

Again a state of confusion
But I digress in honesty
Maybe I the only one
You with modesty

Again miles away
To you I state
Though with sincerity
"I love you" I reiterate

With every kiss
And every touch
Do you believe in friendship?

With every bite
And every scratch
Do you believe in romance?

With every lick
And every stroke
Do you believe in love?

Well, lets take it at slow pace
Not without judgement
But with complete fire ablaze
Every garment left scattered
And all my kisses left battered
On a sweat glistened skin
My body formed and molded into yours
Gentle yet fierce moments of sin
Your toes curling with every ******
Ripples across frames of good natured lust
Moans escaping from sweet delicate lips
Eyes in green euphoria
Yet a mind dedicated to indefinite bliss
Now you acting on emotions alone
Pouring my thoughts into pleasurable zones
Dedicating time to you every day
Morning or night
You are my sense of direction one way
Licking every last bit of your body in rhythmic fashion
Even your toes, because a woman is full of passion

Within the whole scope of emotions
without any prejudice
never hiding not one notion
feasting on the bread we miss

with no path on which to stumble
understanding of humanity
a heart still so humble
breaking free of the insanity

always the one who is open minded
with no chains of opinion
never even blurred or blinded
a mind of perfect dominion

I had an uncle
Who went to war
And when he came back
He was afraid of the world
“Paranoia” they called it
But in his eyes there was fear
And I didn’t know what he had seen
Because he wouldn’t tell us
But it made me wonder
If there are more bad things in this world
And maybe they’re kept hidden
So we don't have to be afraid

Between us now and here—
Two thrown together
Who are not wont to wear
Life’s flushest feather—

Who see the scenes slide past,
The daytimes dimming fast,
Let there be truth at last,
Even if despair.

So thoroughly and long
Have you now known me,
So real in faith and strong
Have I now shown me,
That nothing needs disguise
Further in any wise,
Or asks or justifies
A guarded tongue.

Face unto face, then, say,
Eyes my own meeting,
Is your heart far away,
Or with mine beating?
When false things are brought low,
And swift things have grown slow,
Feigning like froth shall go,
Faith be for aye.

Because of you...
...I find it hard to trust anyone who says they care
...I hate it when someone says their going to drink
...I don't talk to my best friend
...I have pieces of my heart missing
...I found people who cared, but now their gone...
...I felt the warmth of love around me...
...That love then strangled me
...I was happy
...I feel empty on the inside
...I hurt
...I trust no one...

In the night time I want to walk in your landscape.
A new dawn comes to shed a new life.
Seconds tangle my mind.
I'm encumbered with resistance from what I like.
Turned on by what I may never have.

Descending through a dark hole
I dream of expanding arms
And a serene laughter around me
I dreamt my inner desires
I relieved my past
The feeling of a newborn drowning in his own tears
A fear I cannot escape in this lonely world

Why are all the emotions gone?
Why am I only loved when I am gone?

When am I gone will you remember me?
Will I become just another memory lost in time?

I drank from this goblet of poison
A dark seductive path man is on
I am alone and sick
Not loved but scared in this world

Where has the love gone?
Why is it the greatest crime to love me as I loved you?
I am dying and sick, a blind child feeling as
If the whole world was a illusion to him
My tale is a sad story waiting to be heard
Soon I will be cared for and free of human pain
Time gives nothing but a silent grave
Without innocence the cross would be only be irony.

I've been here before I know how this story ends..
Thought I knew what was best but this is where the glory ends..
I like what we have but only so long I pretend..
Before feelings turn real then they get hurt..
Ill take what we have for all that its worth..
Met as two strangers more in common then most..
I pray and I plead but I keep losing hope..
Ill write it in rhyme composed as a poem..
These feelings must hide I can no longer show them..
Memories we have Ill cherish and hold them..
For now I can't deal and it isn't my place..
Ill pick you up when your down, and wipe those tears from your face..
I wanted to be special, not a mistake..
I promise it's real so far from the fake..
Maybe it's timing or never was in the cards..
But our time was special because it was ours..

today i give it all up