A little girl is bored
Hugging a Teddy bear as tall as her
At the airport the flight is delayed
Teddy and girl are glued together
Very intimate relationship
between the girl and her Teddy..
Couldn't help myself to ask
"Do you love your teddy?"
"So much" She answered hiding her face
in between Teddy's ears...
" How much love" I asked again
and offered her ice-cream
She took the ice-cream..
hid her face in Teddy's belly
and shouted Very! Very!
I smiled at her and asked again
Wanted to know her concept of love
"Does Teddy loves you?"
YES! she said spontaneously and NO! she said after a second
"I dont know" she said now...
"Teddy never said he loves me"
Then how do you know he loves you?
Provoked this little girl's thinking...
She did give a deeper thought
when lastly she said...
"Teddy doesn't say he loves me
but Teddy stays"
"Teddy is silent
so I will love him more.."
So Teddy 's love is silent?
She nodded and kissed her Teddy...
I am amazed ....
of this little girl's brilliant thinking..
She understands love so much..
Love is love, you don't even need to say..
Your presence says... Your loyalty counts...
in this little girl's eyes
Teddy's Love is always there ..
you don't have to shout it loud..
I LOVE YOU is tender word
say it in silent...

I'm sitting in my sophomore English class.
Taking notes on grammar
And learning what a metaphors does
Clutching my copy of 'Lord of the Flies."
And wishing the loud boy next to me hadn't spoiled the ending

I still find time for you in my thoughts, though.
you wouldn't have told me that two boys die and then they're saved.
you would have reminded me
That I'm already good at grammar
"hell you correct me all the time!"
And that my metaphors are nice.

You'd shake your head at me whilst chuckling.
About me sitting in the corner
With earphones jammed into my head
So that I don't have to participate.

Even though its the beginning of this year
It sure is blending into the last one

at night late                           the room,

looks like an interior              painting.

with paintings.                       all closed

grey.

listen to the care in the music, like this,

then the change.                        know

the work, and soicitude there.      here.



know that when the rain came,

we stayed dry.                              here.



it was the last boat.

sbm.

You were my crown jewel
But you played me like a fool
You were my crown jewel
But you play me like a fool

.  .  .

I used to look at your smile
And think I'm gonna stay awhile
Move into our very own house
Work through all of our trials

But now it seems that's all we share
Souls that never touch, never paired
Two desperate suns, separate glows
Arms in display, like an old gun show

Except when yours lays on mine
It doesn't hurt me, it makes me feel fine
But it makes me feel uneasy at the same time
Lying on finger tips, lie you and I

I want to inhale your love
And I want to forgive your hate
But whenever I open my mouth
You feel the need to retaliate

Wait, this isn't how it's supposed to be
If I think about flying, you won't be waiting on me
I'm accumulating miles so rapidly
I'm going to break down, just wait and see

I'm trying to find a way to fill in the space
Between your heart and mine, but it's been a waste
Because you get mad again until you red in the face
And then I stop and try to switch up the pace

I know at this time
It's like we're having a race
Me going towards you
You facing away

The conditions under which
Our love was built
Was lust mixed with lies
Six joker cards were dealt

I try to hide and conceal how I feel
But you can always tell when it's not real
I question why I love you still
Thoughts in my mind, willing me to be killed

And if my blood gets spilled,
Will you really be there?

Or will you be holding the gun,
Standing in underwear?

I'm only asking
Because of the look in your eye
No emotions to show
The darkness has reprised

It's ultimate role
In concealing our light
What we used to hold
A tiny bit of shine

Because you truly believe I need you
And to an extent this is truth

But the extent is marginal, proof
I'll love you, but I'll leave you too

Suppose we reap seeds we've sown
Too many broken hearts in our wake

Alone

Alone

Suppose we reap seeds we've sown
Too many broken hearts in our wake

Alone

Alone

.  .  .

You were my crown jewel
But you played me like a fool
You were my crown jewel
But you play me like a fool

.  .  .