Why am I trying to fight for something thats never going to happen, no matter how hard I try or may want it to, cause it seems I'm the only one trying, I'm constantly banging my head against a brick wall, and there's only so long I can keep doing it for before I finally give up, and just accept it's just the way you are and your never going to change. I'm hoping for something that's just causing me unbearable pain each day, because it's something I should not have to be asking for, I shouldn't have to ask for you to be a mum, you should automatically take on that responsibility when you decide to have a child