It's a lot to ask
I know
But I do have a dream
A wish
A hope
A want
I dream of the they're still together type of relationship
I wish for years of love
I hope for the long nights
I want you
But i know that's a lot to ask
It's fine
I'll just keep it to myself
You don't have to know
I'll just keep dreaming
And maybe just possibly
My dream will come true

I gave you my all
I was vulnerable with you

Why?

You took everything I had
You shattered everything

Why?

We did things
We loved

Why?

It was fake
It was a lie

Why?

You broke my trust
You stole my love

Why?

I'm sorry
I'm a mess

Why?

I'll go
I'll be okay

I have them
I don't mean to get them
They just suddenly appear
I don't know how it happens
It just does
Some are worse than others
I can't change that
It just happens
Some hurt
Some are just there
Sometimes they are big
Sometimes they are small
They are just apart of me
They are just there

Me
I am my world
But I need a sun to keep me warm
I have all my planets
But I need you
I need my sun

It all starts with
Hey
Then we start to talk
Hey
Then the feelings are caught
Hey
I like you
Hey.

It hurts
I'm numb  
I saw you
I cried
I tried to forget
It didn't work
I can't see what went wrong
I'm sorry
I'll just stop talking
I'll go back to my shell
I'll leave
It's okay
I get it
I'll be fine

why?
did you fake everything?
was it me?
where you not happy?
did other people bring you to this?
is there someone else?
did i annoy you?
do you know you hurt me?
did it hurt you too?
did you really mean it?
was it for the popularity?
did you want something else?
was i not enough?
are you going to come crawling back?
do you know that i'm crying myself to sleep?
was i a joke?
did my past affect it?
could i have stopped it?
could i have done something differently?
did you want to hurt me?
is there someone else?
how can i stop hurting?
why does it have to be like this?