why?
did you fake everything?
was it me?
where you not happy?
did other people bring you to this?
is there someone else?
did i annoy you?
do you know you hurt me?
did it hurt you too?
did you really mean it?
was it for the popularity?
did you want something else?
was i not enough?
are you going to come crawling back?
do you know that i'm crying myself to sleep?
was i a joke?
did my past affect it?
could i have stopped it?
could i have done something differently?
did you want to hurt me?
is there someone else?
how can i stop hurting?
why does it have to be like this?

I don't know how to anymore
I don't know what to do anymore
The one thing that makes me happy
I cant even focus on
The one thing i have to focus on
I don't even know how to do
I just cant anymore

I'm scared
To be alone
To be without someone

I'm scared
To walk alone
To lay in bed without someone

I'm scared
I'll never find the one

I'm scared
That it'll never work out

I'm scared
of crying without a shoulder to cry on

I'm scared
I'll never run into the perfect one

I'm scared

What can I say
I broke the heart that took me in

He was a rusher
He said those three words

I wasn't ready
I don't even feel the same

Is it cause I'm not over the one that hurt me
Or is it because I'm hung up on the guy i can't get over

Feelings are dumb
And I'm exhausted

I don't have motivation for what I love most
I don't want to practice anymore

I want to curl up and cry
But I can't

I'm stronger than that
I compress my feelings

And continue to be happy
Cause its the best thing to do