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****.
Forget. unreasonable. cravings. knockout.
****.
****. his. intimate. treasure.
*****.
Because. it. truthfully. causes.  hurt.
****.
Dont. admit. meaningless. nothings.
*******.
Most. of. the. happiness. ends. roughly. Forget. undesirable. creatures. emitting. regret.
*******.
Dont. undermine. morals. before. assessing. serious. situations.
HELL.
Handle. emotional. love. loss
insomnia makes me write random ****.
 Jul 2013 Karissa Olson
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Cheers:
 Jul 2013 Karissa Olson
R
I've let the
Scissors get the
Best of me
Once again.

Well done blades,
Well done.
 Jul 2013 Karissa Olson
R
I was at the outlet mall and
I was happy, even excited.
I was happy to see smiling faces,
bright eyed kids,
the elderly hand in hand.
I was happy.
Until my Mom and Sister decided to
rain on my parade and tell me that
I really need to get a grip on life,
to stop being so rude and
to be more Catholic and to
get better grades and to
lose more weight.
Like they said,
I should probably
start counting
calories.

Okay, sure,
no worries.
I'm not already constantly
thinking about sticking a
finger down my throat to
make me skinnier or
to stop eating all
together.

Nope,
why would I do
that?

I'm not saying I will,
but I'm not saying I
haven't.

I just wish they'd understand that
words get to me and
that maybe I'm not as strong as
they think I might be and that
what they say
stays in my mind
forever.

By the way,
I've lost about
6 pounds.

Yippie.
 Jul 2013 Karissa Olson
KK
Your calls have grown more hectic
Your greetings have become more dear
Your conversations less memorable
Your stories filled with fear
Your smile less genuine
Your serious side less coarse
Your laughter less melodic
Your lies less forced
Your walks less enjoyed
Your mind less focused
Your heart beat less constant
Your voice less noticed
Your friends less caring
Your family less there
Your life less concerning
Are you really even there?
Your memories less present
Your visits less frequent
Your love less appreciated
Your whole self less independent
Your hate less weak
Your touch less  strong
Your singing less harmonious
Your opinions more wrong
Your house less tidy
Your shoulders less tense
Your mind more messy
Your life full of stress
I wish I could help you
To hold you in my arms
I wish I could provide you with an everlasting warmth
But I know you won't listen
That you'll just pull away
And go back to living
With your heart in disarray
So with this poem I say good-bye
To you and your dreams
Because I can't keep pretending
That you life isn't bursting at the seams
I wrote this poem after I literally heard the words in a dream. After the line 'Are you really even here?' I made  up the rest on the spot because I felt it was incomplete, so if it sounds a little unconnected or if it's not flowing tell me and I will definitely take it into account :)
If I wanted to
I would
would you?
but it doesn't do to want or ache so I take a lesson from the book which catches me on its hook of quotes and I take notes.
1 do not need
2 do not seed the path from which there is no return
3 burn the book

Look we're all grown up and know the score and old men have done it all before so there's nothing new.
but
I would
would you?

See
we've got to try
got to spread the wings and fly
and die a little every day
if just to hear you laugh and say
'I will
will you'?
and sometimes it does to do and need
and every deed that goes undone is one more loss added to the sum of all the loss.
We can't gloss over that which we miss
the paint's not made that would cover that and this is true.
So I will
will you?.which is just a matter of fact
no going all around the houses just a statement of a meaning
seemingly innocuous
and fortuitous in its results
resulting in a union
though not religious in the sense of some communion
more like a meeting of two.wrapped in soft and tender slender limbs and who said,'England swings'?
they knew what was on the menu
it was just that the venue kept on changing and the faces that would rearrange into one more 'will you' it was strange
but I can't complain
nor explain the reasons why I settled down into a life,  in a quiet town with quiet ladies and bingo halls and someone calls to me,
'come play'
but it was just an echo from another yesterday
and as I lay out in the Sun
where what began,begun and ends I send my love to all I knew
just to say
I did
did you?
 Jul 2013 Karissa Olson
v V v
We have a cat named Ben who doesn’t wear a collar.
I know a saint named Ben whose picture's on a medal.


I wear it for safety, a bigger one we hang above the door for
superstitious reasons like a black cat that isn't ours
walking across our path, Ben is ours but Ben is brown not black
and Ben won't wear a collar so he stays indoors.

     St Benedict of Nursia the patron saint of lots of things,
     of remedies for poisoning, of evil witchcraft,  suffering,
     a patron saint of lots of things, of aggies, engineers,
     spelunkers and those with fever near the gates of death.

     He is the patron saint of gall stones but not kidney stones
     if so his medal would have saved me from significant pain,
     but still I wear his medal when I go out to keep myself
     protected from whatever it is he protects us against.

     before he became a good luck charm, before he was a medal
     he lived in a cave in Italy in the year 400 a.d. where for
     three years the townsfolk brought him food to eat and finally
     talked him into coming out. No, not that kind of coming out
     he wasn’t gay, he was a priestly hermit who was celibate.

     They put him in charge of a monastery when no one else
     wanted the job, but when he made the rules that still stick today
     they didn’t want to listen so they tried to poison him twice
     both unsuccessful. This is where he gets the nod for sainthood.

     Divine intervention saved the day, a raven stole the
     poisoned bread and a spasm smashed the poisoned cup.
     if they wanted him to go away they could have asked him  
     but I guess they needed a saint, someone to martyr, so
     he went back to his cave and was promptly forgotten

     until the Connecticut witch trials of 1647 when a captured
     witch confessed that her powers were contained by a
     conspicuous medal that she’d never seen before mounted
     over doorways, and she heard the whispers of the townsfolk say
     the medal was the medal of a saint they called St. Benedict.

I can personally attest that the medal is quite unique with
Latin inscriptions on both the front and the back. On one side
of the medal he stands and holds the holy rules, at his feet
a raven and a broken cup. An inscription on the medal reads:

            “May we at our death be fortified by his presence”

Flip it over and you’ll see:

               C
          C  S   S
       N D S M D
          P  M   B
               L

“May the holy cross be my light”
          “Let not the dragon be my overlord”
                      “This is the cross of Father Benedict”
                             “yadda   yadda   yadda”

Along the outer edge it looks like this, strangely similar
to a Ouija board.

                             PAX
                    B                    V
                V ­                           R
               I                    ­             S
                L                             N
                 Q                          S  
                     M                 V  


PAX  for Peace

The rest is this:
“Begone Satan yadda yadda yadda
          for evil is what you prefer yadda yadda
              so drink your own poison yadda”


350 some years since its inception and the medals popularity
still flourishes.  I reach down and finger the medal beneath
my t-shirt and I realize what the strangeness feels like.

It feels like witchcraft.

I guess I’ll wait and see if anything happens
before I pass judgment.

I hang it near our bed at night and while
we sleep

our brown cat Ben likes to bat it around.
Recently published in Storm Cycle 2013: The Best of Kind of a Hurricane Press
[Paperback] A. J. Huffman (Author)
The ink is running out,
The lines are not yet written,
To send the information about,
The cause with which I’m smitten.

The ink will not refill,
So writing is not yet possible,
To let people know my will,
The cause that I made visible.

The paper remains white,
The words are still in my head,
I cannot target those who I fight,
I will find other means instead.

The time is running out,
The heart is not yet smitten,
Of whom I always talk about,
About whom these words are written.

My heart will not refill,
It’s empty and all too cold,
I let her know I will,
Love forever till I’m old.

My soul remains white,
My voice is like a dove,
I can’t convince her I’m right,
That she needs my love.

Printer …
Fighting …
Election …
Love …
Sighting …
Rejection.
April 2012
That sound of rain rap-tapping on the window
such a simple beat, why,
merely a tap, tap, tap, tapping on the window panes

That lazy afternoon on that lazy weekend day
such a simple time, why,
to sit and read and write the day away without care

That sorrow in my poor, sad heart
such a simple woe, why,
downed in bitter-sweet coffee and weeping sonorous songs

That love swelling in my flighty soul
such simple emotion, why,
my heart goes sighing and beating and dancing to such love

That awe and wonder for things fantastic
such simple fascination, why,
such adventure and allure taunts from the rabbit hole

That simple thing--no--every simple thing
such simple things, why,
that move me so, and taunt, and awe, and inspire
such simple things, why,
that fabricate my days
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