The wings of angels have sprouted from their backs
Upon these they set flight
Not knowing what life has in store for them
Not caring as they look into each others eyes

The winds of change have set upon them
As together they soar
He had waited patiently as a man could
Now having what he desired and more

They complete the other
As one they have become
Unspoken words now never lost in translation
While in bed amour has them undone

Eternity of bliss spent in bed
Spent now they rest their heads
Did their demons put to rest?
Or did the beast they just test?

If only I could paint the picture I see before me with my words
The skelatous tree with the black birds sitting upon its naked branches
The church in the background with its steeple all majestic, showing there is light in darkness
The cold breeze singing thru the dead leaves that have haphazardly fallen to the ground  
In the distance hearing the noises of those hustling around in this early morning chill
The pigeons and blue jays singing good morning to all who care to listen
The morning sun, hazy in the sky, attempting to warm the earth from its winter chill
Oh, if only I could paint this picture with just my words
But no words can honestly paint such a masterpiece that has been placed before me

I went for a midnight drive
Going to one of my places to hide
Shadows lurk in the dark
Knowing what they are making their mark
Flashes of lightening in the distance
Illuminating objects for just a moment
Time is over, go back home
Turn on the lights, scared of what is shown
Where did this come from
This man in front of me
Heart beats fast pulling me out my reverie
He is dark, no face to be made
An evil laugh is what he bade
In one hand a scythe of dead
in the other holds a head
Without moving lips whispers hit my ears
*"Come to me now my evil dear
For here you shall no longer feel pain
I will take it away just like the rain
Once you are dead you'll be like me
Come to the darkness and see"...

FIVE!...

excitement building

FOUR!....

glasses are filled

THREE!...

staring into each other's eyes

TWO!...

closer, anticipation

ONE!..

this is it

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

everyone fades into the background
lips connect
fireworks explode
a show just for them
pull apart
sound returns around
they are now left silent
*an inferno was lit

If you tell me to go, I'll go
I won't look back
As I close the door
And with heaving sighs and shaky breaths
I'll still love you
Until my death

If you tell me to stay, I will
Together we'll face those mountains
We'll make them hills
And until my dying day
Loyal to you
I will stay

Storm clouds upon the horizon
Chaos dancing in the air
Rage building within
More turbulent with each passing minute
Calm hands grasp firey ones
Attempting to soothe fray
Unable to lull back the beast inside
Understanding passes
The storm is let loose
Flood gates let open
Thunder cracks
Shaking the sky
Lightening dances upon the ground
Burning whatever it touches
No longer a midas touch
No more gilded peace
It claims the earth with fury
Fury only hell would know
Fear enters onto the earth
For it has seen whom brings this storm
Lightening casts the silhouette
A lone woman with scorn in her eyes
Welcome the queen of hell

The clock is ticking
The only sound I hear
Silence is deafening
When the clock just sits there ticking
I need noise
The white sound is hurting my ears
Speak, speak now
Don't stay silent
That blasted clock ticking it's painful
tick-tock
Driving me insane
Speak now, don't hold the peace

Words on paper
That's all I write
Nothing more to give insight

Words on paper
That's all it is
Do not fashion my words more than this

I do not write from my heart
My brain and it
They stay apart

My brain and my body
They go hand in hand
Searching the Internet for words to become 
The Google master of this land

For if my brain and heart
Decided one day to not be apart
What a horrifically sad poem they'd write
How then just one word
Would bring a tear to the eye

So words on paper
That's all I will write
Until my eyes grow heavy
Till I succumb to the night

Words on paper
That's what I will do
*For I will not waste my heart's words
Lamenting over you

Cheshire grin
Memories renewed
Song in my head
Thinking of you

Flatbed truck
Under the stars
Only one night
Promise of more

another yet strays in my head
Been from the begining
Know I his head

Obsidian eyes and hair
Knows how to get me
When takes me to his lair

Both tempt my sin
Two the same name
One speaks one sings
*Opposite as night and day

Go gentle with me, it's my first time
No, I'm no ******
But with you, I'm straight from the vine
Caress me tender, but keep it rough
Don't break my heart, just scruff it up
Don't let my tears fall down like rain
Let them instead come out in blood from your veins
Don't let me sob into pillows breast
Let me die peacefully inside your chest
Be gentle with me and yet so strong
Keep trying to show me why we are wrong

A song plays
A series of  old memories surface
A time of innocence lost
Dark hair, brown eyes
Guitar in his arms
Playing as though Just for me
That first kiss, first taste Of what heaven could bE
The first time
Sweet, slow, all encompassing
The "I love you's" slipping easily off the tongue
I can still feel his warm arms, smell his sweet breath
A time of innocence lost to a man with a guitar and a song    
I drift off to peaceful slumber with his feel still all around me while our song stays on *repeat

The loneliest time
It's when your heartbeat is gone
When it's not with mine

Who the hell do you think I am
I am no longer that little lamb
No longer led to slaughter
This time I will not falter
Call me out I dare you
Watch as I push on through
Gloves are coming off
When I'm done you won't scoff
You'll lay there in your own blood
I'll be standing over you with my gun and slug
**** with me dare double dog
This stick on you I'll flog
I may be little but I have might
****** you just called my ***** out to fight
I'll flip your world till you can't stand
I'll take you for everything, you're not a man
A whiny ***** is what I see
Upset you can no longer control me
So shut the **** up you little ****
It's about time to take what you give
Karma has been waiting in the wings
So bend on over and take what she brings

The sun wakes up later
The moon she's groggy in the night sky
The circadian rhythm off kilter
This time change can kiss my knickers.

Tonight we watch a rival to match all rivals
One of blood lust and rainbows
These two have been at it since the beginning of birth. Forever at the others throat. Let's meet our competitors!!!

In the blue corner weighing in at 114#'s with a reach as long as her career
She's the stomper of dreams, the instigator of fights, it's IIINNNNSSEECCCUUURRIIITTIIEESS!!!!

And in the red corner also weighing in at 114#'s with a reach half an inch shorter
She's the rainbows after the storm, the swell of joy in your chest, the giver of forgiveness, it's
HHHAAPPPIIIINNNEESSS!!!

The referee for tonight's match is neutral. Let's hear what he has to say to the opponents

"Alright ladies. We discussed rules in the locker room. Hitting below the belt is illegal. The heart is frowned upon but in the game. Let's fight as fair as possible"

"I saw that shady, did you? That gleam in insecurities eyes when neutral said the heart. That woman has it out for happiness "

"I did see that fair. Happiness' eyes got round as saucers. She knows that insecurity is gonna pull a fast one. Want to bet that it's 'he's not really in love'?"

"I don't know shady, I'd hate to think she'd pull one so low. He did just profess his love to her"

"She could pull that 'he's still in love with the missus. That he really doesn't want to let go' "

"**** shady"....

TO BE CONTINUED....

I cannot quit
I am a ******
in need of her fix

No matter how hard I try
To stop what I'm doing
this will be the last time

I cannot help myself
My fingers itch
i cannot just put it on the shelf

My lips are on fire
My body an inferno
quenched only with his touch, kiss

He is the drug I'm not ashamed to chase
My nights are lonely without him
*this ****** needs his embrace

That day marked the end
The end of something beautiful
When you did not fight for me as I  walked away
Before I had  stayed and I fought
I begged and I pleaded
All of it was for not
I tried to revive
I tried to keep it alive
No matter how many times I compressed
No matter how many I gave of rescue breaths      
No matter how much voltage I shocked
It was no more to be
It took me a while to see
Even the biggest fools know you can't bring back asystole

A maelstrom of emotions riot within
But at this time I find my self in the eye of the hurricane.
Peace, freeing, content...
But I know it's not long before I'm attacked again by the unforgiving emotions of fear, anxiety, painful unrequited love.
The eye only stays for so long.
These turmoil of emotions sitting on the precipice
Waiting, watching, becoming antsy to assail me once more.

I see it in your eyes
The ones behind your mask you try to hide
Your mask drops around me
Vulnerable and in your eyes I see
You are afraid, of what I don't know
When your mask drops, fear is what you show
Do not fear, especially not me
I will not tell your secrets, they are safe with me