time
                                         "for me"
                                          shorter in felicity
                                          longer in  misery
                                          why
                                          bliss is brief
                                          exact time ,
                                          and " another person "is in misery
                                          GOD's  justice !

O God, don’t give me such a feeling of greatness (of intelligence)
That I lose myself and can’t see anything else beyond me...
The world will consider you guilty
If you try and explain yourself this much...
Laugh out as much today, so in all this noise
The sound of cries is not heard by anyone...
There is still a lot of blood flowing in my veins (still a lot of anger)
(Even if you) ****** away my pen, don’t give me the ink....
God is the name to that feeling, that emotion
That is in front of you and yet is unseen....

I wish happiness sold
And there was a stall of grief
Tears comes in a penny
And love in four pennies
(Whole world in five pennies )
Free laughs and free stars
The moon also  sold shredded pieces
Will not have a wish(no name of wish)
Everybody gets their hands up
if we wanted ,We  die
If our hearts desired, we live
There were no cities great  and small
The water was also home
(Wish to had feathers )
And that dark blue skies
farther to Seven seaside beaches
Jungle, rivers, falling water
Everything would have been your own
There would be no limit
What would have been done
Moon rays wear
And quietly sleeping
Keep nights for the days
Wish happy wishes !!

life ,a unmusical sound

Wash all the filth away and change my dead heart
Make me alive again, give me a fresh start
So change my heart please and wash the filth away
Don't leave me drowning here alone and astray.
I spent my life running away from you
And now I have no where to turn except to you
I turn to you and begging you to be saved
And change me into an obedient slave
I have been doing all my life what I craved
Shaytan and nafs have always held me enslaved
I am ashamed that I have broken your rules
Worshiped my nafs and feel an ignorant fool
But now I know the path leading me to deen
I bow to you and asking you to help me
But now I know the path leading me to deen
I bow to you and asking you to help me
I wish your name to be engraved in my heart
I will be grateful to you - change this dead heart
I wish your name to be engraved in my heart
I will be grateful to you - change this dead heart
My heart is dark and so my eyes remain dry
Hypocrisy and hubris won't let me cry
I'm at your door and begging you let me in
Don't push me back to my hopeless life of sin
I'm at your door and begging you let me in
Don't push me back to my hopeless life of sin
So change my heart and forgive my sins this day
Don't leave me drowning here alone and astray
Wash all the filth away and change my dead heart
Make me alive again, give me a fresh start.
#junaid jamshaid
#dua