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Oct 2016 · 415
Struggle
Kaila George Oct 2016
My muse was gone
lost in my thoughts
not sure how or why
it just wasn't there

Now it's back
making its way
struggling with
thoughts to
display on this page

Hope you all have
a nice day
Oct 2016 · 1.0k
PI (Pacific Islanders)
Kaila George Oct 2016
Vibrant are our colours
We wear upon our sleeves
Loud and proud thats who we are islanders from the south seas... we know who we are and
where we come from
Our parents taught us well

I'm proud to say I'm
PI decent as I wear
Flowers in my hear
KIA ORANA
Hope all is well
I'm so glad to met you

just being me
Oct 2016 · 272
Speak to me...
Kaila George Oct 2016
The sun shines upon
Shimmering rivers as it
Cascades down the mountain
Side into an ocean of fantasies
Dolphins swim in its depths
Whales sing their songs
Of life amongst the waves
As it ebbs and flows
Can you hear them call
Echos resound in natures
Natural playground of life
Its grand to be apart of their world
Oct 2016 · 302
Memorial
Kaila George Oct 2016
I sit alone in my room
And morn the loss
Of both my Parents and sisters

Mum and dad 10 years now
My sisters only recently
One year apart

I can understand my parents
I mean its just a part of life

But siblings is another thing
It tears you're world apart

Their the ones that you look to
For advice and to mend your hearts

So whom do you turn too
When they are no longer in your life

Who's the one you talk too
About that witch just down the road

Who's the one you confide in
When she no longer is in your life

I sit alone in my room
As tears begin to fall
As I try to understand
Why they are no longer
With us no more

Even finding the words
To tell you how I fell
Leaves me totally and
Utterly speechless
As I cry alone in my room
Kaila George Oct 2016
Where are all the flowers gone
those whom petals drifted
in the wind where did they go
I'm referring to the poet's
I knew so well .... where
have you all gone ....
each one of them brought
To this site a florish of life
in there own words
in their own ways
I have yet to read the new
poets I see posting
look forward to doing so
with delight. ... smiles
This site started it all for me
feels good to be home
till the next post ... smiles
A poem about Poetfreak poets it closes in December....a repost
Oct 2016 · 307
L O V E....that word!!!
Kaila George Oct 2016
I use to think it a myth

Long before I knew

And how it must feel

Just to be so real

I never understood

The pure essence

Of one's soul

Shared with another

In love two kindred souls

I only ever knew

Of hatred from within

My heart bleed a thousand times

And misery knew no end

But then he taught me how to love

An experience I won't regret

The tenderness he gave to me

Mended my broken heart

He taught me how to breathe again

He taught me how to love

He gave me back my soul

He made me understand

The meaning of that word

Love.......that word...so tender

Love.......that made me catch my breath

As it caresses my wounded pride

And makes me forget

The hatred buried deep inside
Sep 2016 · 382
Key To My Heart
Kaila George Sep 2016
I have this key
That I wear around my neck

It means the world to me
Because he gave it to me

Telling me with love
That it was the key to his heart

Attached to the key
Is a small shaped heart

It brings back memories
Memories of love

He passed away so long ago
But still I hold the key to his heart

I smile, I cry, I remember
And lovingly hold the chain

That’s attached to the key
That opens his heart
Sep 2016 · 791
The Day After
Kaila George Sep 2016
Christmas as come and gone
Recovering from all that
Lovely food and wine
And every year
The board game comes out
Love those board games
Dont you just love Christmas

I MAY NOT know
Anyone here
But I do wish you
Christmas cheer
And a wonderful New Year
Written last year
Sep 2016 · 535
Damn Confused....sigh
Kaila George Sep 2016
I'm ******* with whats happened

I want to scream I want to shout

I have lost my parents but to lose one of my siblings

Its to close for comfort...next thing we will be thinking...whos next...gah

Her and I have this love hate releationship....like all siblings do....smiles

We yell and scream at each other....but we always sit and talking things out

She is the one that I have always had difficulty talking to

perhapes thats why I write....smiles

I just dont know what to think right now...my head is in a whirl...its confusing...why her...sigh

Dear God...

I ask you to watch over her
Protect her...make sure she is ok
bring her back home...if not then...sigh
Gawd hate to think like this but its possiable
Guide her to my parents arms...sigh!!!!!!

Amen...

Night all.
I wrote this when my sister was in hospital she passed away over two years
Sep 2016 · 447
LOST Siblings
Kaila George Sep 2016
This poem was written when my sisters passed away one year apart sigh. REPOSTING

I cant think
I cant breath
I cry at night
Were no one can see
I feel like a part of me is no more I look around and I cant see you're smiling faces
Were is that....

REI  OF SUN SHINE

Were is the one who
Spoke from the heart

RIP dear sister's

NB: Tai was always able to write from her heart that brigtened our lives will miss you both my dear sisters

Rei was my other sister name.
Sep 2016 · 311
LOST in Thought you
Kaila George Sep 2016
Lost in thought
I wonder around
Thinking to myself
Will they notice if I die

I wave at friends with vacant looks
Then as if in after thought
They smile and wave
Confused as they walk away
Thinking.....Who was that?

My mind roams along
The path of time
When did I become
Just another face in the crowd

You have those days
Were you think
No one can see you
But their so busy
With there own lifes
They often forget
You were once
Part of their world

Which brings me back
To my thoughts
Yes absence dose
Make those in the know
Of how they have missed you so...
Sep 2016 · 280
In Shadows of Your Mind
Kaila George Sep 2016
The reality of the world
Stays blissfully
Outside my door

As it taps away
At the normality of life

The mundane voices
That whisper forget
Your fears as you
Face challenges
That are stewn
Along the forgotten path

You evade the dark pools
That appear from no where
In the shadows of you're mind

With tenacity you defy all odds
You smile knowingly to yourself
Take that you shadow from hell

You threw the gauntlet
And with each passing dream
The realitys that may be
Makes you all that you can be

The hero from your dreams
Sep 2016 · 811
Meaning of Words
Kaila George Sep 2016
Words are my imagination
As it fills the book of life
They are the history
Of humanity as we tell  
The story of life

It breathes life into a future of yesteryear and gives us the meaning of how to build our dreams on the parchment of life

As we hold it now and forever in our hearts to defend it from the pergatory of our past
Aug 2016 · 178
A Poets Dream
Kaila George Aug 2016
Colors splash into life
As the pen boldly flows
And bring a poet's words to life

The sun rises into the early morning sky as the breeze blows dead leaves from autumn trees

The river flows its Cristal clear waters as it cascading down the mountain side

Birds fly in a deep blue sky as they escape the bitter winter chills

Alone figure stands in awe of the beauty of mother nature and her wonderful scenes
Aug 2016 · 188
Knowledge Given....
Kaila George Aug 2016
The dawn hides the shades
That breath the unknown
The rays of sunshine shimmer
And bring to light my wandering thoughts and dreams....Concepts bare fruit to ideas that can only be given straight from my heart yet what I see what I  share are the pages of knowledge passed on from one generation to the next....cherish what is given...be grateful with what you have love with all that you are a wonderful human being
Aug 2016 · 240
The Brook....
Kaila George Aug 2016
She sat on the bank next to brook that cascaded down from the mountains occasionally she would splash her feet and she shivered with delight

She became lost in her own world as she envisions small delicate fairys flitting from grass to flower to trees at an incredible speed of colors

Then in mid flight they stopped and flickered around her in pure delight
Making her laugh as she smiled at such a beautiful site

Then in the distance she could hear
Her mother call her name...come home for dinner Kay....she smiled

I must go....but I will return tomorrow my beautiful wonderful tiny new friends as she smiled and ran all the way home

Oh mother! Kay smiled I met some wonderful fairys today...can I go back to see them after dinner... her mother looked at her daughter and she smiled she didn't have the heart to tell her there was no such thing...all she could do was smile.....hmmm yes dear very nice..you can see your tiny friends tomorrow

Kay jumped up from her seat and hugged her mother real tight...thank you mother...her mother smiled as she squeezed her close to her heart...now go on get your father to come in for dinner then off with you to bed

Yes mother as she ran off to get him later that night ...she dreamed of her tiny new friends
Aug 2016 · 165
Time
Kaila George Aug 2016
The clock on the wall drags time at a slow pace my heart feels dispondant as I can't see you're smiling face my eyes are beholden to your laughing eyes
The whisper of wings flutter at the distance sound of teardrops
That have befallen from mine own eyes then softly like
a ripple in a pond you mend my broken heart as I hear you whisper "don't worry love..I'm here in your heart"
Kaila George Aug 2016
Its early morning hours
Can't sleep yet but to tired to worry about the place and time
Not to worried about  the when and why...dying to find out the next few steps hesitant on should I come or should I go....grins to myself as I nod my head and think to myself ain't life a *****.....ops forgive my profanity just then...grins
Shes much better now we are home
Kaila George Aug 2016
"Catch a falling star
And put it in your pocket
Never let it fade away"

A well known verse we all know so well...yet you wonder why would I quote those famous words....hmmmm

I've been part of 3 major poet sites that has to this day affected the way I think and feel....the sites are still very much alive yet of the three two have had some major upheavals
My point in using these well known words is simple....

Each poet that has influenced my certain way of writing has touched me profoundly with their own unique way of writing

Yet there is always one person that always trys to control the trend or poem of the day

For me each poet and poetess
Are stars in my book...and each of them I have kept always in my heart where they will never fade away

And its thanks to my poet friends I now write the way I do...even if they know it or not their stars will forever shine in my heart
Aug 2016 · 382
The Bouquet
Kaila George Aug 2016
The sweet fragrance
That assaulted my senses
Reminded me of
The morning dew

The taste of nectar
Decadent in nature's
Beauty that breaths
In a bouquet of rainbow colors
That was only meant for you

With my heart in my hand
I collected each flower
With the intent to be your boo
So I shower you with
All that I have
With love a bouquet
Of flowers just for you
Aug 2016 · 341
She Remembered...
Kaila George Aug 2016
She sat upon her rocking chair
That had a good view of the
Coming and goings of life just outside her porch

She smiled as she remembered
Meeting and greeting people
Over the years ahh yes.....

She remembered her own
Grandfather sitting in this very chair rocking back and forth
And telling her storys
Of his childhood....she smiled

She could hear his voice
As he told her of how back in his day they had to work the land...they had none of these fandangled machines...no siree
She smiled

She remembered the day she brought her boo to met her father for the very first time he had looked at him sternly and asked with that soft spoken voice of his....so what are your intention young man...she smiled

She remembered presenting to both her mother and father her small bundle of joy and the pure joy as they held him for the first time the glow on their faces....words could not discribe...she smiled

She remembered so much that happened on this very porch
She smiled the wind blew softly as she rocked for the last time

And that's how they found her...rocking still in her chair

As she smiled

By Kaila George
Aug 2016 · 172
On The Shelf
Kaila George Aug 2016
Many times I have sat upon
That shelf that we like to ponder on and think about all kinds of things that has happened in and around our life's

Then from this shelf a book is opened in awe and wonder as we are about to travel the unknown not knowing what to expect or see....who knows

The imagination of time and words are painted upon each page as we reflect our inner self  being of what God gave to thee

A smile is drawn from our lips as we read the pages that are now imprinted on our minds

We are what we read a subtle brush of life that is painting all kinds of colors and rainbows from the pages of our lives

Oddly enough the black and white shades of grey are human made often said an error on my part if we speak the God given truth

Humanity has to many shades of grey for us to understand and comprehend

Lets just be what God intended us to be.....the light that guides the blind into the the life of eternity

Dedicated to Dorothy A. Holmes
Jul 2016 · 221
Madness
Kaila George Jul 2016
The insipidness of madness

Attacks all my senses

I feel insane when things don't go right

But rage at time's make you lose yourself

Going beyond the insanity that hide's within your mind

Clutching to reality to feel that you are sane

Then a snap....two click's of your fingers and thumbs

Brings you back to reality...to make your world

Your being feel whole and complete

Then sitting back in the waking dawn

You smile to yourself and walk with your head held high

Knowing that you have kicked the madness to the kerbside

Yes today the madness will not take hold of you

I get like this sometimes

by Kaila George
Apr 2016 · 684
Corner Of My Heart
Kaila George Apr 2016
There will always be
A reserved part of
My heart beating
Quietly in the dark
I protect it with
Love and care because
Its for those whom
Have passed on

Memories unfold
Within my heart,
Mind and soul
And ever single heart
Since gone as touched
And healed my soul

Laughter and life
Are memories
That I recall
Because with out
Their guiding light
I would not be
Who I am today

Ever now and then
I recall lost loved
Ones from the past
So from me to you
To all those gone
I love you and thank you
Straight from my heart

Copyright: Kaila George 2016
Apr 2016 · 394
Neglected My Heart
Kaila George Apr 2016
Surrounded by a wall of silence
I sit in the evening shade
And ponder on
The meaning of life
I've  collected a few stains
Upon this beating heart
But life breaths its wonder
As I step out of the dark
I have neglected my heart
But now it beats with love
Because of one special man
You know who you are
You hold the key
To my heart
Apr 2016 · 318
The Tree
Kaila George Apr 2016
There's this tree outside
My window and it shimmers
In the evening light
Its gold sparkling leaves
Tell me autumn's in the air
It's like a real live Christmas tree
As it glistens in the light
Its a beautiful sight to see
As it shimmers in the light
Then it leads into evening shades
as winter whispers in the breeze
Then just like the sunbeam
That flickered in the tree
The final beam flickers
As it fades into the night
Apr 2016 · 241
Dark Memories
Kaila George Apr 2016
I have seen evil

In many forms

Unexpected it comes

In quite night falls

Heart beats trembling

I pray pass me by

But unheard I tumble

As pain breaks my fall

I cry in vain...can you hear me call

Can somebody help me

From this darkness I fall

Thus starts my nightmares

In the early morn
Jul 2015 · 372
In a Bubble
Kaila George Jul 2015
Trying to make sense of what happened
when my sister died last year
kinda lost when she died

Been a whole year since her death
really has it been that long
feels like I've been in a bubble
Where I would not let anyone in

Breathing because I feel unworthy
why was she taken and not me
Living and not really seeing
why am I feeling so guilty
I have done nothing wrong

Other than being two years older
it should of been me
not her...she had a whole lot more to give

I miss her so.....

I dont know if I can move on
how can one do so after a sibling as passed on....
I mean parents your expected....right
but siblings....thats a whole new ball game.....
how can I cope....how can I breath

then I'm told in her memory
I must live....how can you do so
if you just want to be with her too....
its time for me to let go......

Taking the first step feeling so alone
I know I am not the only one feeling this pain
but it feels like I am alone......

A tear trickles down my cheek as I remember...
I smile knowing it will take a while
but I am trying....
writing helps me to deal with the pain....

Its time to move on....love you dearly sister
always in my heart....I love you so....bye...
R.I.P
Jul 2015 · 501
Timeless
Kaila George Jul 2015
It's a timeless story
boy meets girl
eyes met across the dance floor
he approaches her
for a waltz
and they dance
the rest of the night
they have no eyes
for no one else
and gaze upon
true loves face

This is how my father
always told me
how he met my mother
and every time he shared
my mum would just nod
and smile at dad

What a beautiful way to love
Jul 2015 · 307
My Muse
Kaila George Jul 2015
I've known him
for as long as
I can remember

He inspires me
to write from the heart
of love that only
lovers know

Of moonbeams
dancing in the
shadows of the night
As lovers embrace
through out the night

Of lovers as they caress
ever inch of their body's
as they explore the
****** of love
between the
satin sheets

Then in the sweet
dawn of the morning
light they lay in
each others arms
blissful of the love
that shines from
their soul their heart

This is what inspires
my muse
Jul 2015 · 217
Tears
Kaila George Jul 2015
Tears
drowning
losing my soul
feeling so alone
people come and go
the pain the hurt
make it stop
please
Jul 2015 · 648
Book of Life
Kaila George Jul 2015
I see between each page
a story to be told
memories are written
some good
some bad
some old

Each chapter a story
of...
    Brothers
          Sisters
               Mother's
                      Father's
                            Aunts
                                 Uncles
and Friend's

All caught in between
the pages of time
as they flash before our eyes

We remember those gone
before and left those of
us behind.....we smile
and think to ourselves
we hold you all
close to our heart's

A smile
A tear
A hug

Brings back memories
of love .........always know
with love and utmost respect
we keep our loved ones
Always close to our hearts
Jul 2015 · 473
Winter
Kaila George Jul 2015
Winter chills
as  I feel the breeze
against my cheeks
walking through
the mist I feel
so alone
then a splash of
sunshine dashs
across my mind
as I recall
midsummer dreams
what a beautiful dream
Jul 2015 · 243
Can you Feel
Kaila George Jul 2015
Can you feel how I feel
lost and alone
afraid to breath
Watching life pass
in a cloud of mist

CAN YOU SEE WHAT I SEE

A broken soul
afraid to be
living just barely
afraid to breath

CAN YOU FEEL MY PAIN

It drowns my being
Of wanting to be me

I've lost so many
so close to me

Help me someone
let me breath
Kaila George Feb 2015
She sat on the beach
Staring out at the crashing waves
Her eyes misted over as she recalls his sweet kiss

As their lips touch, a cascade of feelings and dreams
Ran across her mind as she remembers a life time of love

She looks to the right, as she envisions a time
Where they both held hands in the rippling sands

And like a couple in love they run and frolic
With laughter and joy, as they splash and run in the sun

She now stares into the sunset as she watches
The pastel colours of light reflect off the ocean waves

And remembers how at this very spot they held each other tight
And as the evening shade caressed their warm cool skin

They sank to the sand in passion and ecstasy
Forever lost in dreams

She sits upon the shore
Recalling her memories of sweet tender love

He gasps….she turns with tears in her eyes
As she walks straight through the man she loves

Was it the trick of the morning light?
Or did he see her once again

Hands shaking he blinks then rubs his eyes
It was just the morning light

He looks to the left
He looks to the right

There is no one in sight
Laden with a broken heart

He wanders back down the deserted beach
As he remembers a time before she was lost
Jan 2015 · 1.6k
She Said Yes
Kaila George Jan 2015
It was a magical moment
As my niece's boyfriend
Approached her the day after
Her birthday

We were all sitting around
Just talking about the night before
When he came into my view
With a bunch of roses in one hand
And small gifted bag in the other

The surprised look on her face was priceless
Her family knew before her aunties of course
She was clueless to this unexpected surprise

It brought tears to my eyes as I watched
Her young men bend, on bended knees
And proposed to her in front of her family

It was the look on her face that was so priceless
First surprise, then a glow just radiated from her soul
She looked so beautiful to mine eyes
She said yes to this special young man

I had not noticed that his brother was sitting next to him
All I could see was the glow that was there in my nieces face
What a beautiful sight to see

I bare witness to first true love
I felt so honored to be a part of this special event
And so proud of my niece as she said yes for ever more

then not more than 5 minutes later my brother
called...what a wonderful way to find out
his niece was now engaged...she was gushing
surprised and overwhelmed...shes so happy now

I smile and nod my head

yes he is a special young man that captured my nieces heart

Congratulations My Dear

Love always Aunty Kaila
Jan 2015 · 1.1k
Summer Breeze
Kaila George Jan 2015
The sweltering sun shone down upon me
As I stood under the shade of the sycamore tree
Its branches stretching out as I felt the cool breeze
That gently touched my cheeks

In this on slaughter of summer heat
The crispy cool breeze that hinted
Its delicate coolness just made me
Yearn to go for a long summer swim

Ah to be strolling along a beach
Watching the waves lap against the shore
As I stroll and kick the waves aside with glee
Then running free and wild into the deep blue ocean
That beckons to me

Then floating in its pureness of cool waters
As I drift along with its surging tides
And feel the heat of the sun shine down on me
Oh I am in heaven to be able to just to relax
In this oasis of bliss

Then as I waken to the sounds of cars passing by
I glance to my left and think…hmm to be at the beach
This fine and wonderful day
Now that would be pure bliss
Jan 2015 · 254
The Cloud of Mist
Kaila George Jan 2015
I often ponder on life...and wonder why it is so **** unpredictable

I see dust across the evening shade in my eyes
As I see the purgatory that is humankind

My eyes veil the shadows that flicker across history
I can no longer see the waste of passage and time

Everything is blurred
How can we clear the pain that is dormant in all our hearts?

To be pure of heart
To see no twilight shades that eats away at our souls
To be free of all degradation
To be clear of the shadows that haunts our minds our thoughts

To be free of hate
To be free of anger
To be just who I am

A free sprite that dances in the light
As the cloud of mist
tries to drench my burning soul

Lets push that mist to one side
so we can make way for that burning light
Jan 2015 · 306
Master Of The Word
Kaila George Jan 2015
He writes with his feelings
Integrity in ever word

His poems make you think
About the why's in this world

As you read each one
You think
Been there done that before

But alas I can not say
Much about the wars

His eyes has seen
So much strife
Something I've yet to learn

I suppose I can say honestly
He's a true master with words

Respectfully I say to thee
Keep up the words you speak

I seam to be learning more
Of the world we paint with pens

With heart felt respect
I say to thee master of the words

His name is Eric Crockell
A true poet of the world
I wrote this for Mr Eric Crockell, whom writes his poems on Poemhunter.com, if anything he is the one that inspires me to write the way I write...brilliant man he is.....not sure if he will return to writing haven't seen him for so long. I hope one day to be just like him...**A master with words.**
Jan 2015 · 438
I Look At My Wrists
Kaila George Jan 2015
And wonder
What is it like to cut?
Why would anyone
Want to cut them self’s
I can understand the pain
I can understand the anguish
Quite a few times I wanted to end my life
But why for the life of me I cannot understand
Why why…would you want to cut yourself

This is a requiring question that seems to be ongoing
Just baffles me why you would want to even cut yourself with a knife
Sigh…I look at my wrists in dismay…it would be horrible to be disfigured
I would regret for the rest of my life what I have done out of remorse
I just don’t understand…really I don’t…shot me if you must…what ever you want
Just please I ask you from one human being to another stop your cuttings
It just kills your living soul

I have memories that I would like to gouge out of my soul
But I have to live with them for the rest of my life
So don’t tell me I don’t know what I am talking about
It’s an ongoing battle and **** it I’m still here
I will always be a part of me, pain…misery…fear
But hell at least I ****** faced it, accepted it, it’s just there
Sad to say it’s a part of fucken life…sigh

**Sorry excuse my profanity just then
Just so passionate about being human
And wanting to live my life
Jan 2015 · 279
Fade Away
Kaila George Jan 2015
I pick the trodden flower that lay fragile on the ground

Its beauty faded as the petals fall in disarray

Oh the beauty of the bloom that was but alive

And swaying in the breeze just a few days ago


Now lay in my palm so lifeless in my hands

Tears fall at such beauty is as it is defiled by

Pollution of the air caused by humanity’s greed

Then the pale pastel colours of the petals and leaves

Fade away into the darker shade of gloom


I beg to you as one human to the other

Give this planet this earth our home, hope

Give it the air it needs s to breathe and live once again

If we just treat it with love and respect

It will bring to us its beauty to share with thee
Jan 2015 · 1.2k
Bliss
Kaila George Jan 2015
Bliss
Is sitting
Relaxed in the sun
Reading a good book
Poking at family
In the jest of fun

Bliss
Is watching
A girly movie
With tissue
And pop corn
Ready to laugh and cry
At movies we love to watch

Bliss
Is sitting on a beach
Listening to the tide
As it ripples roll back and forth
In the morning and evening tide

Bliss is
Watching a waterfall
Cascade in droplets of light
That reflects off a rainbow
In its dewy wake

Bliss**
Is watching your child
Breathing in their sleep
Then singing a lullaby
Late into the night
Then tucking them to sleep
Your precious little soul

Ahh Bliss what a wonderful life
Jan 2015 · 786
My Happy Poem ^.^
Kaila George Jan 2015
Fluffy bunnies how sweet is that

Hoppity hop in sweet candy land

Butterflies dancing in the breeze

Bluejays singing as happy as can be

Oh my gosh ders dat nasty man

Hunting wabbits oh let me be

Then out of no where..pop...boom...bang

An anvil and hammer bops nasty bad man

Sniffing and eating....the grass merrily

I watch carefully at dat nasty bad man

Looks likes he is out for the rest of the day

As I hop on merrily on my way to play

In our fairy wonderful candy land
Jan 2015 · 281
Sea of Clouds
Kaila George Jan 2015
The wind blew so softly around
as I sat and gazed at all
the beauty of Mother Nature's wonderful grace

The endless sea of clouds
as they drifted on by
made me feel like
I was floating on cloud nine

Then the distant building
that just peeked among-est the clouds is
shrouded in a fine mist
of dew as the reflection of
light hid the structure
from view

Mine eyes could not contain its beauty
just to one, so I painted these word
just for you to know

I hope I have done
Justice to the beauty unfold
as I gaze upon the glory
held aloft unto thine own
Kaila George Jan 2015
I can feel a shift
In my life
Its coming
No it's not bad
It feels good
My life will change
For the better it seams
I smile and think
Has my ship sailed in
Can I be whom I want to be?

F I N A L L Y
I can be that person
That God first wanted me to be
I may not believe in man's doctrines
But I do believe in God
After all he did give me my son
When I prayed for one

He was there for me
When I was shrouded in dark
He was that forever burning light
That made me fined my way
Back to reality

I am who I am

Happy
Content

Burying the past
That use to drown my soul
I am finally free
Come join me
Let's all just be free
And be whom we want to be

Happy New Year to you all
From me your friend

Kaila George
Jan 2015 · 327
Dearest heart
Kaila George Jan 2015
I wait for thee to come unto me
As my heart quivers with love
As I recall thine own lips
Being ravaged by thee

My memory lapses into fantasies
Of your caresses as you hold me close
Thine hands trace the contours of my body
As you lavishly ******* inner being

I cling to thee with all mine body
and arch my body closer to thine own
As I gasp in wonder as you touch me
In places no man has gone before

Thou as left me trembling with
Want and need to be by your side
To be a part of you to feel you be a part of me
We succumb to the pleasure's that be

We have tasted the nectar's of love
Come lay with me my love
As we dream upon the clouds of love
Find comfort in my *****
We sigh...content as one...
Thou art my one true love oh Romeo
Kaila George Dec 2014
Its Christmas time .... full of cheer... sharing
but this Christmas seems so void of cheer
as I walk the family house from one end to other
alone...remembering Christmas past

Home was were everyone gathered because my parents were alive
it changed after that...it became a tradition to be at others house
So every Christmas ever since I've woken up to a empty house
once or twice perhaps... I was lucky to share with others
that came home for that one particular year

I remember when mum and dad was alive
every year we would be preparing for Christmas day
me and mum in the kitchen preparing food dad
sharing his story's with his beers
then by 12 mid day everyone would be home
and the Christmas tree by then was full of presents

I was the hostess with the mostess....smiles
everyone kept me busy....I thrived on the cheer
seeing people smile with joy as they opened presents
it brought tears to my parents eyes to see so much love
what wonderful times....sigh

I still have half a day with my family
but its no longer the same
as I sit here alone on Christmas morn
looking at the house that once use to be so alive

I then look at all my friends whom I share my Joys and woe's
and I'm grateful to be able to share my heart my soul my world
to all whom I respect, and love with all that I am

Merry Christmas one and all have a beautiful Christmas Day
Nov 2014 · 390
Comfort Zones
Kaila George Nov 2014
I miss my comfort zone
working and just doing
pretty much what I want
But this course

Its just so different
I'm a student again
sheesh...gotta get pass that

Im not the teacher
so weird this concept
of being a student again

Its different I suppose
but I know my passion
writing my poetry
and Teaching....its
what I want to do in my life

smiles life if so unpredictable
We all have them...our comfort zones were we don't want to move on, we prefer to stay where we feel safe...then that safety net is taken away....and you are left hanging on to possibilities of something that may take you down a different path....sigh.
Nov 2014 · 417
It Made My Day.....(sigh)
Kaila George Nov 2014
I woke to the sound of my son
snoring in the lounge
I had fallen asleep watching t.v
he had made himself comfortable
on the other coach
it was a joy to see him home
just for the night
then like all mothers do
I snuck closer to see how he was
he was fast asleep....so grown up is my son
I lay my hand on his forehead...smiled as he slept
then proceeded to do what I do best
Slobbered him a motherly kiss...sigh
just like I use to when he was a kid
then attack....the cuddler attacks...GRINS
all I can hear is a muffled voice say...
Awww mum....he smiles...I love you mum
I smile back...I love you too son....can't stop smiling
it made my day to see him again....yes indeed
best start to any day....sigh
Nov 2014 · 490
Unsure About.....
Kaila George Nov 2014
My heart is heavy as I sit alone
pondering and wondering
what will my future hold

My mind vacant from all there is
my hands idle from these pages
Where I weld my words

Unsure about what lays ahead
I take the next few steps
with a weary look in my eyes

I'm out of my comfort zone
I'm not where I want to be

Its odd, it all seams brand new
but when you look at it all
its just the same old same old
only in a different place

But the faces are new
The idea of having to share
my personal zone with others

I have not done that in so long
I feel out of my comfort zone

Its a challenge I suppose
and time to move on
from what use to be
to what may yet be

Interesting to see
how it turns out to be

Hello world...welcome to my comfort zone
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