Colors splash into life
As the pen boldly flows
And bring a poet's words to life

The sun rises into the early morning sky as the breeze blows dead leaves from autumn trees

The river flows its Cristal clear waters as it cascading down the mountain side

Birds fly in a deep blue sky as they escape the bitter winter chills

Alone figure stands in awe of the beauty of mother nature and her wonderful scenes

The dawn hides the shades
That breath the unknown
The rays of sunshine shimmer
And bring to light my wandering thoughts and dreams....Concepts bare fruit to ideas that can only be given straight from my heart yet what I see what I  share are the pages of knowledge passed on from one generation to the next....cherish what is given...be grateful with what you have love with all that you are a wonderful human being

The clock on the wall drags time at a slow pace my heart feels dispondant as I can't see you're smiling face my eyes are beholden to your laughing eyes
The whisper of wings flutter at the distance sound of teardrops
That have befallen from mine own eyes then softly like
a ripple in a pond you mend my broken heart as I hear you whisper "don't worry love..I'm here in your heart"

Trying to make sense of what happened
when my sister died last year
kinda lost when she died

Been a whole year since her death
really has it been that long
feels like I've been in a bubble
Where I would not let anyone in

Breathing because I feel unworthy
why was she taken and not me
Living and not really seeing
why am I feeling so guilty
I have done nothing wrong

Other than being two years older
it should of been me
not her...she had a whole lot more to give

I miss her so.....

I dont know if I can move on
how can one do so after a sibling as passed on....
I mean parents your expected....right
but siblings....thats a whole new ball game.....
how can I cope....how can I breath

then I'm told in her memory
I must live....how can you do so
if you just want to be with her too....
its time for me to let go......

Taking the first step feeling so alone
I know I am not the only one feeling this pain
but it feels like I am alone......

A tear trickles down my cheek as I remember...
I smile knowing it will take a while
but I am trying....
writing helps me to deal with the pain....

Its time to move on....love you dearly sister
always in my heart....I love you so....bye...

She sat on the beach
Staring out at the crashing waves
Her eyes misted over as she recalls his sweet kiss

As their lips touch, a cascade of feelings and dreams
Ran across her mind as she remembers a life time of love

She looks to the right, as she envisions a time
Where they both held hands in the rippling sands

And like a couple in love they run and frolic
With laughter and joy, as they splash and run in the sun

She now stares into the sunset as she watches
The pastel colours of light reflect off the ocean waves

And remembers how at this very spot they held each other tight
And as the evening shade caressed their warm cool skin

They sank to the sand in passion and ecstasy
Forever lost in dreams

She sits upon the shore
Recalling her memories of sweet tender love

He gasps….she turns with tears in her eyes
As she walks straight through the man she loves

Was it the trick of the morning light?
Or did he see her once again

Hands shaking he blinks then rubs his eyes
It was just the morning light

He looks to the left
He looks to the right

There is no one in sight
Laden with a broken heart

He wanders back down the deserted beach
As he remembers a time before she was lost

It was a magical moment
As my niece's boyfriend
Approached her the day after
Her birthday

We were all sitting around
Just talking about the night before
When he came into my view
With a bunch of roses in one hand
And small gifted bag in the other

The surprised look on her face was priceless
Her family knew before her aunties of course
She was clueless to this unexpected surprise

It brought tears to my eyes as I watched
Her young men bend, on bended knees
And proposed to her in front of her family

It was the look on her face that was so priceless
First surprise, then a glow just radiated from her soul
She looked so beautiful to mine eyes
She said yes to this special young man

I had not noticed that his brother was sitting next to him
All I could see was the glow that was there in my nieces face
What a beautiful sight to see

I bare witness to first true love
I felt so honored to be a part of this special event
And so proud of my niece as she said yes for ever more

then not more than 5 minutes later my brother
called...what a wonderful way to find out
his niece was now engaged...she was gushing
surprised and overwhelmed...shes so happy now

I smile and nod my head

yes he is a special young man that captured my nieces heart

Congratulations My Dear

Love always Aunty Kaila

The sweltering sun shone down upon me
As I stood under the shade of the sycamore tree
Its branches stretching out as I felt the cool breeze
That gently touched my cheeks

In this on slaughter of summer heat
The crispy cool breeze that hinted
Its delicate coolness just made me
Yearn to go for a long summer swim

Ah to be strolling along a beach
Watching the waves lap against the shore
As I stroll and kick the waves aside with glee
Then running free and wild into the deep blue ocean
That beckons to me

Then floating in its pureness of cool waters
As I drift along with its surging tides
And feel the heat of the sun shine down on me
Oh I am in heaven to be able to just to relax
In this oasis of bliss

Then as I waken to the sounds of cars passing by
I glance to my left and think…hmm to be at the beach
This fine and wonderful day
Now that would be pure bliss

I often ponder on life...and wonder why it is so **** unpredictable

I see dust across the evening shade in my eyes
As I see the purgatory that is humankind

My eyes veil the shadows that flicker across history
I can no longer see the waste of passage and time

Everything is blurred
How can we clear the pain that is dormant in all our hearts?

To be pure of heart
To see no twilight shades that eats away at our souls
To be free of all degradation
To be clear of the shadows that haunts our minds our thoughts

To be free of hate
To be free of anger
To be just who I am

A free sprite that dances in the light
As the cloud of mist
tries to drench my burning soul

Lets push that mist to one side
so we can make way for that burning light

He writes with his feelings
Integrity in ever word

His poems make you think
About the why's in this world

As you read each one
You think
Been there done that before

But alas I can not say
Much about the wars

His eyes has seen
So much strife
Something I've yet to learn

I suppose I can say honestly
He's a true master with words

Respectfully I say to thee
Keep up the words you speak

I seam to be learning more
Of the world we paint with pens

With heart felt respect
I say to thee master of the words

His name is Eric Crockell
A true poet of the world

And wonder
What is it like to cut?
Why would anyone
Want to cut them self’s
I can understand the pain
I can understand the anguish
Quite a few times I wanted to end my life
But why for the life of me I cannot understand
Why why…would you want to cut yourself

This is a requiring question that seems to be ongoing
Just baffles me why you would want to even cut yourself with a knife
Sigh…I look at my wrists in dismay…it would be horrible to be disfigured
I would regret for the rest of my life what I have done out of remorse
I just don’t understand…really I don’t…shot me if you must…what ever you want
Just please I ask you from one human being to another stop your cuttings
It just kills your living soul

I have memories that I would like to gouge out of my soul
But I have to live with them for the rest of my life
So don’t tell me I don’t know what I am talking about
It’s an ongoing battle and **** it I’m still here
I will always be a part of me, pain…misery…fear
But hell at least I ****** faced it, accepted it, it’s just there
Sad to say it’s a part of fucken life…sigh

**Sorry excuse my profanity just then
Just so passionate about being human
And wanting to live my life

I pick the trodden flower that lay fragile on the ground

Its beauty faded as the petals fall in disarray

Oh the beauty of the bloom that was but alive

And swaying in the breeze just a few days ago


Now lay in my palm so lifeless in my hands

Tears fall at such beauty is as it is defiled by

Pollution of the air caused by humanity’s greed

Then the pale pastel colours of the petals and leaves

Fade away into the darker shade of gloom


I beg to you as one human to the other

Give this planet this earth our home, hope

Give it the air it needs s to breathe and live once again

If we just treat it with love and respect

It will bring to us its beauty to share with thee

Bliss
Is sitting
Relaxed in the sun
Reading a good book
Poking at family
In the jest of fun

Bliss
Is watching
A girly movie
With tissue
And pop corn
Ready to laugh and cry
At movies we love to watch

Bliss
Is sitting on a beach
Listening to the tide
As it ripples roll back and forth
In the morning and evening tide

Bliss is
Watching a waterfall
Cascade in droplets of light
That reflects off a rainbow
In its dewy wake

Bliss**
Is watching your child
Breathing in their sleep
Then singing a lullaby
Late into the night
Then tucking them to sleep
Your precious little soul

Ahh Bliss what a wonderful life

Fluffy bunnies how sweet is that

Hoppity hop in sweet candy land

Butterflies dancing in the breeze

Bluejays singing as happy as can be

Oh my gosh ders dat nasty man

Hunting wabbits oh let me be

Then out of no where..pop...boom...bang

An anvil and hammer bops nasty bad man

Sniffing and eating....the grass merrily

I watch carefully at dat nasty bad man

Looks likes he is out for the rest of the day

As I hop on merrily on my way to play

In our fairy wonderful candy land

The wind blew so softly around
as I sat and gazed at all
the beauty of Mother Nature's wonderful grace

The endless sea of clouds
as they drifted on by
made me feel like
I was floating on cloud nine

Then the distant building
that just peeked among-est the clouds is
shrouded in a fine mist
of dew as the reflection of
light hid the structure
from view

Mine eyes could not contain its beauty
just to one, so I painted these word
just for you to know

I hope I have done
Justice to the beauty unfold
as I gaze upon the glory
held aloft unto thine own

I can feel a shift
In my life
Its coming
No it's not bad
It feels good
My life will change
For the better it seams
I smile and think
Has my ship sailed in
Can I be whom I want to be?

F I N A L L Y
I can be that person
That God first wanted me to be
I may not believe in man's doctrines
But I do believe in God
After all he did give me my son
When I prayed for one

He was there for me
When I was shrouded in dark
He was that forever burning light
That made me fined my way
Back to reality

I am who I am

Happy
Content

Burying the past
That use to drown my soul
I am finally free
Come join me
Let's all just be free
And be whom we want to be

Happy New Year to you all
From me your friend

Kaila George

I wait for thee to come unto me
As my heart quivers with love
As I recall thine own lips
Being ravaged by thee

My memory lapses into fantasies
Of your caresses as you hold me close
Thine hands trace the contours of my body
As you lavishly ******* inner being

I cling to thee with all mine body
and arch my body closer to thine own
As I gasp in wonder as you touch me
In places no man has gone before

Thou as left me trembling with
Want and need to be by your side
To be a part of you to feel you be a part of me
We succumb to the pleasure's that be

We have tasted the nectar's of love
Come lay with me my love
As we dream upon the clouds of love
Find comfort in my *****
We sigh...content as one...
Thou art my one true love oh Romeo

Its Christmas time .... full of cheer... sharing
but this Christmas seems so void of cheer
as I walk the family house from one end to other
alone...remembering Christmas past

Home was were everyone gathered because my parents were alive
it changed after that...it became a tradition to be at others house
So every Christmas ever since I've woken up to a empty house
once or twice perhaps... I was lucky to share with others
that came home for that one particular year

I remember when mum and dad was alive
every year we would be preparing for Christmas day
me and mum in the kitchen preparing food dad
sharing his story's with his beers
then by 12 mid day everyone would be home
and the Christmas tree by then was full of presents

I was the hostess with the mostess....smiles
everyone kept me busy....I thrived on the cheer
seeing people smile with joy as they opened presents
it brought tears to my parents eyes to see so much love
what wonderful times....sigh

I still have half a day with my family
but its no longer the same
as I sit here alone on Christmas morn
looking at the house that once use to be so alive

I then look at all my friends whom I share my Joys and woe's
and I'm grateful to be able to share my heart my soul my world
to all whom I respect, and love with all that I am

Merry Christmas one and all have a beautiful Christmas Day

I miss my comfort zone
working and just doing
pretty much what I want
But this course

Its just so different
I'm a student again
sheesh...gotta get pass that

Im not the teacher
so weird this concept
of being a student again

Its different I suppose
but I know my passion
writing my poetry
and Teaching....its
what I want to do in my life

smiles life if so unpredictable

I woke to the sound of my son
snoring in the lounge
I had fallen asleep watching t.v
he had made himself comfortable
on the other coach
it was a joy to see him home
just for the night
then like all mothers do
I snuck closer to see how he was
he was fast asleep....so grown up is my son
I lay my hand on his forehead...smiled as he slept
then proceeded to do what I do best
Slobbered him a motherly kiss...sigh
just like I use to when he was a kid
then attack....the cuddler attacks...GRINS
all I can hear is a muffled voice say...
Awww mum....he smiles...I love you mum
I smile back...I love you too son....can't stop smiling
it made my day to see him again....yes indeed
best start to any day....sigh