Once the day comes when I show
will be the same day where we grow
because, of never letting go.

So much to say
that's on my mind
but through it all
it's worth the time.

to see something at the very lest
Is something I would beg for on my knees.

I'm glad you're here
and you found a way
but really I have something to say

I miss you.

More than you know,
I would go to great lengths
to clime this wall.

I'm always here
so don't close the door
you're forever on my mind
and my soul to endure

It's a tingle that will rise
It's depression that grows
It's a self loathing hatred
And fear of losing control.

It's the tears in your eyes
It's the words you'll regret
And the worst part about it is,
There's never going back..

It's hard to look towards the light
When all you wanna do is finally close your eyes.

If you and I were both told a secret
who would know?

Help me find the courage inside
to not run from the fears and lies,
The path ahead is so very long,
It hard to believe I was even this strong.

Creatures always come out at night
I'm holding my demons in so tight.

This can't be right,
where is my home?
something's wrong
I need to go..

The Fire beats within my heart
tho the silence can only go so far.

This isn't heaven
or where I belong,
this is a world
where we don't get along.

Finding courage
in a place like this,
the thought of it just makes me sick.

how can I do this on my own,
when it seems like everyone leaves me alone?

Well I guess that's why I have to be brave
so I can create these better days.
Such ones where people can smile.
You could even learn to let your guard down awhile.

By facing these fears
I must swallow my pride,
for how can I keep living
if I chose to hide?

No more running.
I'm done with it all,
I'm facing these problems
by taking them head on.

I'm High,
in the sky,
above the clouds,
on a rainy day,
I see the sun.

Be a great person,
don't change for others,
even if they changed themselves,
at least you still remained the same.

Walk through a wall
see what it's like to have it all.
The rich, the poor, nothing matter anymore.
You're free.

Living life in a dream
and nothings real.
Who cares when it's fake
It's not a big deal.

But like all dreams, they go by fast.
You won't remember a thing
until you return at last.

The Life you once lived is now gone.
Now brought back to where you belong.
Those who're there
all shocked in a stair.

A tear starts to fall..
you know nothing all,
like a dream waking up
thinking you're in another one.

Until..

You see your mother,
feel your brother,
hear your father,
and finally realized

The world you once lived beyond this wall,
was holding you back from your family all along.
So live your life in each and every way
because you'll never know when it's your last Day.

Don't worry what they're gonna say
what matter to you is that you're going to be okay
and that's what I can say.
You're going to be okay.

There is nothing that can stop you from getting
stronger,
                wiser,
                           braver,
                                       and  rich.
you just need to seek in yourself.
Finding out the reasons you exist.

I remember when, back in the days
Skies looking so blue

Within that time we shared this world
as only us two.

Now you try to take control, leaving me with little left to do.
Are you losing your soul or am I just crazy to you?

Ever since I was little, I'd looked towards what we'd become
But, now that we're older, it's really not all that fun.

So I may be crazy but, so are you..
and you'll always be my baby, who broke my heart in two.

So it's time to take control, before you gain it once more.
I'll bring this world back to what it was before.

A place that's safe, where the skies are blue
except you won't be around this time, to ruin the mood.

I see it as clear as glass
seeing myself crack at last.
Making me think, what if I died?
With not one **** tear in anyone's eyes.
Tho it wouldn't really be much of a surprise
because, in reality, who am I?
*Nobody...

It's always something that stays in mind,
While slowly but surely it drives one mad.

What am I supposed to do?
I couldn't keep hold of you
My grip wasn't strong enough
You slipped right through my fingers.

Is there anything left to say?
I know we're both not okay,
Should I just jump anyway
And be where you are?

What was I supposed to do?
Your hand felt so loose
Did you really wanna fall?
Leaving me all alone..

Can there be one last thing to say?
I really do hope you're okay
Who needs to be here anyways,
I bet your flying now.

What else is there to fear
When the answers become clear?

I listen to the radio
To find any song that I know
Just to see if I could feel
That you and I are really real

You can write over a hundred papers and throw them all away,
Just trying to think of the best things you can say.
When you think about it tho,
It's almost absurd
Because, it ultimately leads up to
Just three words.

Why lie Father?
making me in your sin.
Wish I'd die brother?
fist to the face again.

We're trying my lover
but, where do we begin?
Look towards the sky mother,
one day I hope you'll grin.

I'll lie under these covers,
until I feel grim.
Never to be smothered.
*could we go back again?

It's so silent in the night
where we can just hold hands
clasped so tight.
Although, could it ever bother
or perhaps even fright,
when tomorrows light will end
would that have been the last time ever again?

For the sake of simplicity
I look not towards the sky.
We make our own decisions
in our everyday lives.

Regret is a lesson
you learn throughout time.
Forgiveness is earned,
not what you buy.

This is problematic
to so many guys
but, it's the men like I
who will take a rise.

To say they're sorry
for all the lies
and start to shrivel
when they see her cry.

These are reasons
to stay alive
and meet the ties
before we die.

"Everyone I know went on a trip,
I found you with him later in it.
We all met up in a huge room
then switch who we were with in the end.."

Fights happened,
She went to go talk with him
I lost everyone
looking for hours until the sun went black.

I was robbed and lost, no one seemed to care
a gun was pointed a gun at my head
yes, I was scared.

I found her tho,
in place we once were
it turns out it wasn't only me looking for her.

She found me
we found them
left to go home
a new life began

I had my days
I had my time
got into fights
but always made them right

the fights  I had were not with her
but with those who cared..
she was my only
where I was finally her one.

She took the chance
we had our fun
She went missing
I looked for so long

She couldn't remember me
what went wrong?

I just held her close
with tears in my eyes
every moment I choked
please don't die..

With one last breath
I had awoken
I felt that pain in my chest.
unable to be spoken

I love her
we lived a life in my head
the Life with out her
made me wish I was dead

I'd deal with the pain
I'd go through it all
just to relive that moment
where I felt her in my arms.

I don't know what's wrong
maybe it's just Life
but God ******!
could we make it right?

"come to me
as I came you
like my dreams
you loved me too."

A soft kiss is how this will end
but, only hoping for it to really begin.

Magic escapes fast
Save the moments that can last
To always look back

There's so much
too much if ask me,
why does it need to be like this?
we're all the same
yet so different
yelling!
screaming!
Just for what we want..
but, there can never be a compromise
instead, it's just always filled with more lies
although, with so many lies
we'll miss the truth,
when it's right in our faces..
We're all so crude
yet, how could you expect so much?
these violent terrors are not just by the actions of people
but, by their violent thoughts instead
that grew inside their heads
from being emotional themselves,
exceeded beyond belief.
a feeling of revenge and anger,
maybe even one day remorse..
but, it's all caused by another action
to create such thoughts.
a chain..
that's all it is.
Where did it begin?
When will it end?
I feel it myself sometimes,
a fear of no fear,
action beyond recognition,
pride over dignity,
and that itself is what this world can be.
A very scary place
with no ears to listen.

Look with closed eyes
listen from within
these are the ways
for your life to begin

I held your hand
and pulled you in
never to leave your side

Mistakes were made
but that's okay
I found a way to get by

In my dreams
you will stay
forever on my mind

Reality comes
from the morning sun
I'll finally open my eyes

The only thing
that makes me sad
is you're not by my side.

but the dreams are real
real enough
to make me feel alive.

A world of violence
With no ears to listen
Leaving everything in a silence
Only when we disappear.

If you smile for me
that'll be all I need
to smile back
more than happily

When going against ever instinct
It's hard to believe we're making the right call.
Knowing how our bodies would be in sync
I still fight against myself beyond these four walls.

Letting these feelings grow
yet, like plants, some may die.
It's really hard to let go
but, some things are worth giving a try.

Watching her with another
could rapidly increase my heart.
She'd be a fantastic mother
and I'd be sure to fill my part.

Good moments shall come
all just in a perception of time.
Fate has a funny way of showing things
making you think it's all a lie.

When two people truly care
they'll always be drawn towards each other,
they can sense a matter of despair
but, that's what it means to be lovers.

I won't change, know matter what she may do.
A feeling of morose, may be the only clue.
Yet, I can still laugh with life, to keep pulling on through
and all the wishes that I'v made, is for you do the same too.

I can see the strain in your eyes
Holding all the weight of life
Yet, something in you Just keep on going.

So bright
And powerful
It will never die,

You bring meaning to life
And that's your inner light.

If you were to leave
You know I'd never be the same
So promise me you'll never change
Don't just tell me that and walk away
Because, you're stronger then those people,
Hell, you're stronger then them all
Because, you've got that brightness in you, and my dear
That's love.

It's love
And you spread it through the world.

Turn off all the lights
Just close your eyes and hold me tight.
Turn off all the lights
I promise everything's alright.

We can go to missippi
Or maybe Italy
I know we ain't got a lot of money
But, that's okay when you're with me.

Turn off all the lights.
Just close your eyes and hold me tight.
Turn off all the lights
I promise everything's alright.

I know we ain't got much
But, love is what we've got.
We can go anywhere,
Just close your eyes.

If I could make your dreams
all come true,
Then I'd do it all for you.
Just to see that smile,
for only a moment..
All my problems go away.
And when you're with me
I feel so free,
You make me happy.
Just promise me
that you'll never leave
So we can be a family.

just turn off all the lights
close your eyes and hold me tight.
Turn off all the lights
I promise everything's alright.

I wish I could show you more
then I actually have
But, if that's all you look for
Well, that's too bad..

If you smile in time
The world is so much brighter
Do to your own strength

I'll watch the tree all night
With the lights that shine a bit dim,
While all my troubles will disappear
Shortly until the new year begins.

Merry Christmas.

Just relax while the days pass,
it's all okay.
Someday you'll look back
and well, who knows..

See the winter snow blow away from the top of the mountains into a glimmer of light,
that only shines within the night.
From here it would looks as if
The stars were dancing..

Live for each other
die if you must
Love for a another
or blow away like dust
look towards the center
beneath all the crust
what you'll find inside
is nothing but lust.

I have gone through enough to know what I've needed to learn.
So tell me how to turn back the clock and do it over again.

Catching the joy from a sound
Always seeming to come around
Laughing like it could be nothing
Literally finding out it was something

Maybe this could really be it
Everlasting just like our first kiss.

Reality over fantasy
I'd choose to believe in you
but fantasies are nothing but dreams
and dreams aren't the ones that come true
It's just something to help keep us moving forward
looking towards a better tomorrow
and before we get to old
we do all we can to reach for it
while looking back at what we've done
only remind us of who we are.
I choose to believe in you
because, what else would I'd rather do
then to at least see your dreams come true
by breaking the cycle
and living in the fantasy
by over taking reality.
And as a fool, I believe in you.