the saying goes
"you must fail, to succeed"
but in my life i did nothing but fail
the story of the life i live and lived
were a statistic board of my failures in life
as a person, as a son, as a partner, and as a friend
succeeding is one thing i am not good at
probably will never be good at
but failing is one thing i know must of all
once life given up on you
you give up hope
you give up faith
you give up trust
i only speak the truth and tell the world what it really is and become real is because i have nothing else in life to give.
the raven may come for me one day and that day i'll probably succeed in death
but living is no longer in the balance of failure or success
it all crumbled down beneath my feet
like sand underneath a palm tree located on gravel that one can not specify to see but know it is there.
that is how the palm tree stands tall
through my failure someone else is given the opportunity to stand tall as i crumble beneath ones feet.
the life i chose has no meaning
-Julius Caldwell