The day I
saw her
started to follow
like a hunter
but what
happened she
hunted me down
with her voice
and eyes
swallowed me
alive….

loving before
marriage
made with a
good intention
was still, a bad decision
Coz
in love
only Good is practiced
and bad is forgiven….
in marriage
good is taken for granted
bad is revenged…

her
outer moon
become inner...

an
envelope
enveloped husband's love.

Midnight
someone
knocking my door
opened, a courier
he gave a cover
asked, me to open
its says, Please getout
in a moment
he pushed me out
went inside, locked.
got up, strange dream
a call from girlfriend
she getting engaged
to her colleague..

Called her
from the other side
of main road
But
She was looking my call
on her mobile
for few seconds
Says
her decision to part away
is not far.....

In a party
am gazing her
came home
Slept naked
inside my night dress
to dream her...

Entered
through the wall
into her bedroom and
slept next to her
trying to embrace
she resisted
I whispered
It's a dream
she allowed....
I unwrapped her
to wrap something...

a patient walks in
doctor listen to her problem
he feel the expressed pain
more like sharing the pain
then suggest some medicine
to himself and transform into paper..

as
am ageing..
need to carry on
something divine,
couldn't able to name it?
an awareness,
Is it something
I want to create a respect
for my face in Society??

It's
10th year of our relationship
she was staring my eyes
throughout the dinner
As if
She has no memory of myn..

Seen
some frogs in mall
shopping
for the mouth freshener..

a place
or
a punishment
help
to walk in....

It's government
way of stealing
the accused future..

She trashed
my memory
and
it came back
to me
with
her smell...

her thoughts
triggers...
both side of my brain.
one runs her eyes
another play
my favorite pathos song

her words
left
the arrow
in my heart
but
her eyes
left
the flavour of
love....

my eyes
searching for her.
a feel of loneliness...
but
my
heart says
she is definitely
here..

In my dream
I
turned into
a wolf,
bit her flesh
and
devoured her
like
a cannibal...

I always
expecting her..
Everyday
I make
two coffees...
two breakfasts..
two lunches..
two dinner....

I was singing a pathos song,
A huge spider on my window
stopped weaving its web
and looking into my eyes...

She left,
whenever
I stand in front
of mirror
my first thought
how come
I am still alive...

She
left her eyes
in
my eyes...

She
left her breath
in
my lungs..

She
left her smile
in
my face..

She
left her grace
in
my expression..

She
left her voice
in
my ears...

She
left her butterfly
in
my heart..

She
left her laugh
in
my cloud..

She
left her memories
in
my dreams..

She
left her absence
in
my tears...

I
noticed
She was consciously
moving
away from me
But
unconsciously
has come
far-closer to me...

I 
exploded
like a supernova 
to light the space 
to
attract her 
and 
show my address...

her
avoiding eyes
brushes
endless pain
on
my canvas...

Today
She
came in a
new dress
to office
She
smiling and
wishing everyone
except me...

Some silence
are terribly sound
and fearful
her eyes
emits
such kind of silence
which
triggering my flight mode
throughout
that date...

Her memories
like
the moon.
a
loyal companion
on
my sleepless nights...

If
her silence
is the possibility of language
then
the language
is the possibility
of meaning
'Yess'....

I closed
my eyes
spoke
to her memories
in
thousand disparate
ways...

her heart
surrounded
by me
as high walls,
only
my
shadow enters...

my eyes
alias
my dream maker
collecting her memory
in order to
run it
on my dream...

Every
break of day
You as a sun
look at me
with your single eyes
brighten my day
throughout
People around me
Ask
Where I got so much energy
how could I say
the truth of love
to people
Who are blind to love...

every time
I see her 
in
black dress
I believe... 
she loves 
my 
skin color...

Reading
a literature
admiring the heroine
a
few call from
my possessive girlfriend
But
I avoided her
suddenly
someone knocked
on the main door...
my neighbour
he came for a help
then
went back to my room
and
open the book
only to find
the heroine is
mysteriously
murdered by someone.

She left
her separation
gave
an immense confidence
that
no failure
would hurt me
more than...

But
In her eyes
I become perfect
and
I feel
just
right and confident....
May be
that's how
all men
feels
in their woman's love

her eyes
like a fork
lifted me
and
holding me
on her plate
to cut
with her memories

It is a
repeated dreams,
I stand
in front of
her door
she passes
through me
as if
I never existed..

Once
she gave me
a pen
as a gift
may be to say
her love will also
go dry like ink
one day....

Someday,
I
want
to get buried
in
her eyes...

She left,
the
misunderstanding
may go out
But
the interruption
of her tears
is staying
right here with me...

When
she gave
a handshake
to
my enemy
I could hear
a tree falling
in
my woods.

You left,
every day
passes 
without you
was
more like 
a hunter with axe
striking 
on my life tree...

I decided to enter her hallucinating world, 
hence I can disturb on every thing she sees. 
I entered myself in Amygdala in her brain. 

Every emotional thing passes through Amygdala,
I also pass through that emotion and 
make her feel that...
I am the cause for everything 
hence she cannot get rid of me. 

Staying there is Amygdala with a proper tent 
behind her huge emotional mind  
she can never see me but definitely 
she will feel me in all her emotions...

As am a professor
of psychology
decided to lie
to my girlfriend
by seeing her eyes
....... She watching my eyes
her eyes agreed but
her mind not...
a probable inside improbable
means probability..