In a date
We decided to know
how big each other society??
exchanged mobile
to count the
number of contact
in mobile..

a true love always
fails
It's never trigger
artificial expression
Coz
You no need to act
When you are not act the act
everything look
normal
So woman rejects it
Why??
they are already true
But
the same never brought
happiness to them
that why true love
though Exist
never rewarded
But woman love fake
Coz it thrills
give an ecstasy
and it pamper them...
an ******* experience
So
Be Bad to get Good..

God defined..
Generator
Operator
D*estroyer

any attempt
to push for relationship
create doubts..

waiting for relationship
will get ignored
as non-interesting

a little push and waiting
create a form of
jealous in behavior

a life as a giver
without expectation
will bring lot of relationship not love

a love
needed a push
a waiting
a giver
a jealous and
small ego
are the basic ingredients…

Seeing my creditor
am become
Dumb

Seeing my mistake
Boss shouting
Deaf

Seeing my girlfriend
on enemy bike
Blind

Seeing my food
avoided  by friends
Tasteless

Seeing my enemy
on the street... a wobble
Legs

Seeing my girlfriend
in my bedroom....cannot control
Hands

Seeing my intelligence
behind all failure
Brain

Seeing beautiful girls
Automatically mouth opens
Smile

Seeing girlfriends
calling me bro
Anger

Seeing past girlfriend
Husband suffering
Happiness

Seeing myself
in the mirror
Disgusting

Seeing unread books
on my shelf
Hope

When I watch my
photograph of
younger days
something dies in
me and the passage
of life without
awareness of that
moment.

To me
Its nothing but
an expression of loss
than happiness.

Walking into physical center
a woman,
trimming her soul.

Not an usual experience.
Needle in my inner compass,
trembling in fear.

Not an usual fear.
The needle pointing towards
her and her physic.

Not an usual workout
She transmitting an energy
that loosen every man legs.

Not an usual comfort.
Seeing her, an urge to fight or flight,
decided to flight on treadmill.

Not an usual memory.
Carried home the fear
of her dangerous curves...

it happened
We are sailors by origin
once we took a fishing trawler
to go for deep fishing
though we are vegetarians

a storm so ferocious
rattled our boat
and something happened
We are thrown out of...

Luckily
Could able to find
a small plank
and floated for days

became hungry to eat
anything, but only turtles
can't eat......Coz
am a vegetarian

then came the ******
a huge shark came
and ate me and
I died vegetarian..
in my dream

few slide
in my career
came back
with BANG..

the secret was
when I met
first failure
something dragged
me to children park
seeing children's
..............finding
happiness in slide
an awareness
why not me??

her memory
a kind of participation
in my life
when I get up
when bathing
when dressing
when driving
when in office
when in meeting
…………………….
her memory answers
some of my problem
It may look idiotic
………….
I believe
when we are in love
she delivered her words
with lots of love…
those words still live
in my head
and enter as solution
to my problem..

I call for competition
with less talented people
ensure my success
and elevate them to my level

every time
i got up from bed
am experiencing
coming out of deep subconscious
more from a darkness
an awareness
someone in cosmos
switch on the light
called 'Sun'...

Love is strange
the farther
I go from her
closer the love is
and then
closer with her
the love look farther...

to become wild
enter forest
But
Forest is no wild
as we think
If you enter forest
you move in circle
never get lost..

Is tomorrow unpredictable?
if you say
Yess!!
Then how come
we sure about
Office open at 10.00 am
Train hit the spot on
Stock Exchange open and close sharp
Meeting means sure about insult
To start late to avoid traffic
Almost all events are same
Only our script are different
coz of our mood..

a change
happens
by moods
not otherwise…

An awareness
My evening was
Owl morning
and
Viceversa
So,
Day never ends!!

We
are not belong
to this earth
that's why we die..
but
we register property
in our name..

She was slowly
taken the role of better half
Every day in office
She adjust my hair
advice the combination of dress
bringing my favourite foods
helping in times of crises
Hug me to come back from crises
texting me, miss you
Pinch my cheek in date
Sleeping on my back while biking
Finally
calling a break in relationship
I felt
It's one way of love abuse..

What happened??
she was intelligent
she decide not to live like Mom
So,
she studied well
She can paint
she can write poetry
and has the talent of
accumulating Wealth
But
She can't match her mom life
Coz
to live a beautiful life
you need silence not intelligent..

I followed
my thought
some says. Its love…

Life is misunderstood
when elevated from love
What we think
what happens differ
You bring her as a plant
invest it among your richness
and expecting to grow
You believe
a stage
money will take over the life
Yess
Money bring comfort but
can't
gives coziness
That's where life fails..

Knowing
it requires two people
to bring you...
being single
is it a sign of curse??

"Went to her
house..
am late for the dinner
Searching for her..
From kitchen
She said, "am speechless"
but
all her vessels are speaking..

Waiting
in the park for new date,
Seeing me reading book
on the park bench
She called me "Rude"
and left...

Husband
never look his wife face often
Why?
The marriage relationship
slowly replace the image memory.
Watching someone face to read
and adjust according to mirroring
But, in relationship with wife
you don't need to mirror her
Coz her image already disappeared in you.

Reading
about heroes
Especially modern
Like
Superman
Spider-Man
Batman..etc
They just encountered
only success
not a single failure
It means
You can't learn anything
from them as human
here
In every activity starts
with
Failures is certain
Success as remote..

Somethings
seeing my maturity
Is am a mobile phone
of God
my eyes as camera to
take snaps and communicate
with fellow humans
to send images and
conversations to my leader..

Am
reading the last literature book.
she asked, "Do I fit in?"
Yes, a bit..
in few hundred character.

Is love
is just a form
of distraction from
reality??

Walking
down the lane
full of traffic sounds
then
sat on the park chair
a kind of silence
Is am experiencing
deafening
in between???

When lovers separate
Where does the love goes
Is
it's more like a soul
depart and forgetting
the dead..

Dream
Is it a inner mind
trying to communicate
through pictorial way about
our past and future..

a fear gripped
by seeing a snake
in my Garden
Why??
Why I fear so much???
Is it about the poisonous bite or
something else?
understood
this is the one influenced us
to eat the apple and
chased out from EDEN.

a dream Villa
her words
on my ears
the house is big
but..
never experienced
coz
she slept on my shoulder

Is bigger the Villa??
bigger the loneliness..*
.

a society
starts embracing me
once become unsuccessful
Why??

I see people
always go for
reservation
are the one
who **** the
beautiful moment
called 'future'

In
human from the
beginning to till death
it stayed as memory...

Though  
Everyone left
but my shadow remained
later
I came to know
Shadow is real and
am just an elevation..

He has born in me
when I started
walking,
we got
separated and
he followed me
everywhere.
when I speaking to her
on park
he will fall on her and
entice me like
touching her and
he is close to
her shadow and
communicate
without any shyness.

a new beautiful woman
in our village
I admire her
standing opposite to her house
under the lamp post
My friends asked, "Why I chose
Lamppost?!"
I replied
This one place
you are guaranteed
that..
There will be no light!!

Reading
Darwin book
understood the concept
"Survival of the fittest"
Entered Photoshop
to slim my body
added few features
Now, feeling fit...

turn into water
reached the ocean
kiss the sun
become clouds
a right moments
fall back to earth
reached reservoir
pumped out
reached her overhead tank
waited
she came to bath
run through her
very hot
part of my body evaporated
Wow...
let's do it again..

"Why" she born.. somewhere,
when I am waiting for her…. here.

"Why"  I carried Love Letter to my college,
when I know she was not studying with me.

"Why"  I bought gift every year,
when I don't know her birthday.

"Why"  I earned Six Figure Income,
when I know.. Cannot marry her.

"Why"  I selected Beautiful Dresses,
when I don't know her size.

"Why"  I gave her Friend request in Face book,
when I know she will never accept…

"Why"  I bought  a Luxury Car,
when I know she never prefer to travel with me.

"Why" she sings so lovely,
When I don't have a recorder.

"Why"  I wait all these years
when I know she never love me..

"Why" she born so late,
when I born so early….

Sometimes
I prefer cage
to know
who i am..

a wise man said,
'Don't waste food'
a thought
Even I eat
It will come out
'Waste Only'..

on road
a kind of respect
give way to
Ambulance and School Bus

If my happiness
continues for two days
something wrong
So, I change….

when my colleague
appreciate my performance
I look into their eyes
If they smiled more
they are well wishers
If they avoid my eyes
they are  opportunistic..