She eloped
just to experience risk
of being
Free Bird..

Whenever she said,
Am not available tomorrow
can feel
a long day and
a small night..

I
cry like a baby
for a missing puzzle
do her know
she was the one???

Age
It's just a number
says
my hypocrite mind

Appearance
It's a biological mix
say
my science mind

Position
It's a role by karma
Says
my spiritual mind

Character
It's a product of environment
says
my psychology mind

Shutting me out
It's a habit of women
says
my romantic mind

Sorrow
It's a byproduct of true love
says
my noble mind

20 years before
waiting in the park
she came from singing class
sang few new songs
hummed few new notes
am just a admirer… and
she spoke some thing
am just a listener
then
decided to play
Hide & Seek
after one hour
she said, this is final
I was hiding
she was seeking
this time…
she couldn't......find me
………….
Years gone
I write poem
way of communicating
about my hiding…..

went to school
they robbed my innocent

went to playground
they robbed my patience

went to college
they robbed my ignorance

went to adult movie
they robbed my anxiety

went to office
they robbed my age

went for family
they robbed my peace

went on retirement
they robbed my presence

went to night clubs
they robbed my immunity

went to grave
they robbed my movement

We
Search
God
in the form of
human..

"I hate you"
an instruction
to my mind
a change in her world
become inevitable??

If you
understand someone
a possibility of
moving into
unforgivable mode...

doctor wife
gave her apples
when doctor away..

Want of some milk
knock
knock
my neighbour flat
she came from her bath
wrapped with towel
I asked, "you have milk?"
she replied, "Scoundrel"
banged her door...

She saw him
a display of arrogance
to enemy
and tender heart
to woman's
she felt
like a strong chill wind
Brushed her
to kindle
"her love heat.."

Got up...
Immediately
Checked in my Soul..

an economic
compulsion
to cheat
to fraud
a little to survive
leads to
dropping of
the sacred word "heaven"
from our daily conversation
an awareness
a preparedness
to stay in hell.....

Wherever
I go, she was with me
it's a thought
No
It's her body
She live in both..,

In dark
mom
is my candle..

She advises
If you win
you earn promotion
and pride...... then
they bring new responsibilities
If you loose
No problem
You going to continue
the same old usual life....
So, both has some advantages.

a
woman
who is concerned
in filling your stomach..

mom
always treat me
as innocent
Coz
I never discuss
my intelligence with her..

he complained
about wife
about job
about friends
Mom patiently replied,
you have a personal problem
those are your expression..

if a child
       sleep too long
mother hand
      was the first thermometer

a lone tree
inviting her
to sit below and
chew her sorrows
life has no meaning
taking account of events
and find meaning
may look foolish
But
the passage of such moment
we call it life…

I told her,
Y
a feared letter
see it's raises his hand
My girlfriend asked, "why??"

My first lover
on the death bed
I sat next to her
to buy memories..

Mom came to my
room found books
all over
She asked, "Son, why
you read so many books?"
I replied,"Mom,
life cannot fit into
one book,
maximum you
can take a leaf
out of it."

Every
Sunday night
a fear
a struggle
a kind of disease
cannot recognise
but
symptom of longing
for something
and
didn't know
what it is??

an extreme Evil
Coz
If you have
some company cash  
and wanted to use
for your emergency expenses
and
will be replaced in few days
once the salary get credited
Watch the scenario
the office money you used
are not your money
so you never going to enjoy
the expenses and
then
the salary credit was not
belong to you........now
Coz of
Going to replace
the office cash
In both cases
the money was not
belong to you
Think....

In school
calculus comes to
you in 10'th std
Life is same as
maths.
If you live a lower
form of life
like 1'st standard
you get small problem
like addition and
subtraction.
the more you move
to higher form of life,
you get
problem like calculus
………
understand the problem,
it say, where you stand
in the world.

a smile
smiled
in her lips..

Rains like fire to candle
coz
Our village road melted..

an expression of
soundless dialogue of me
in me..

Though, she faraway
I illusion her
mood to the moon
When moon was bright
she was smiling.
When it hide behind
the cloud,
understood she was
in her bad mood
by seeing the moon
I alter my thoughts…

a woman
more like a torch
shines
at her will...

a spilled planet
from the transportation
of God's logistics

Earth
first buy
a night lamp
from sky...

slept on terrace
she wanted
the night lamp
to be switch off...

Whenever I sleep on terrace
her memories
She become my moon
when I'm happy
she play hide and seek
by hiding behind the cloud
when sad
she decrease her radiance
like asking why?

It happened in dream
I'm  sad and sitting
away from shore
and fallen inside
with sorrows
she increased radiance
by sending
the wave to touch me
was like consoling me
got up….
understood
why woman's are
related to moon...

the world
admiring
the moral man
a wish
wanted to be..
as life moves
found some good principle
once admitting
became a prey to it
an ugly mask
a kind of slavery
decided to escape
failed...... but
one option
to find a way out
is to get
ticket of death..

her wobbling during ***
an awareness
her bottom mouth
try to say something...

Everyday happening
are cleaned
from the earth
loaded in local language
and unloaded
to every home as
Newspaper..

No
Alarm Clock
Wake Up Silently..

She left
I
lit her memories
to fall into..

an experience
of my sister presence
she came with her
new born child
It's winter and
raining..
She slept deeply
next to her child
Continues thunder outside
inspite of heavy sound
She slept without any
disturbance
but
her child made a small move
she got up to nourish him
what kind of sensitive
it is....

walking alone
in the woods
at night.......
raining....or
dangerous sounds
have the habit of
rushing  toward tree
an awareness......... felt
the invisible hands
of tree
hugging and
protecting me from danger.

In a garment shop,
was admiring a
woman advice
her teenage daughter
(whose on diet program)
to take
a costlier one to
one size less
So, she can
reduce her weight
psychologically
first…..

The paradox of being husband
That the two role are the
two sides of him
That's makes him a whole person...

There is a saying
It's so hard to forget pain
Coz pain creates scar in our heart..
But it's even harder to remember happiness Coz happiness never create scar...
Then how to remember happiness..
Human created competition and the memento is nothing but outer scar to remember happiness..
Every memento displayed in your office are nothing but your happiest moment..
Add more happiest moment in your life...

Speak
what you want to do
before starting
Slowly
you will experience
the flow..

Every
Negative words
you speak of your goal
never belongs to you
Coz
Actually
Negative words stimulates
your positive energy..

If
you stop using
these two words
"Because" and "Actually"
you are moving up!!