Watching this world
though emotional blackmail
was totally wrong
but
It's create
a chain of relationship
among humans to
move the world forward..

In my dream
I
turned into
a wolf,
bit her flesh
and
devoured her
like
a cannibal...

Failure is a fantastic feeling,
we don't agree coz we are conditioned to
believe success can bring beautiful feeling.
Failure helps people to stop wasting their
energy and resources. Failure has teached a lot
to human than success.

The success people are always works for
early accomplishment. What happens?
When you reach your ultimate goal, you find  
emptiness. an abyss.
very difficult to fill that especially
when you are in a  corporate world.
you experience the tiredness of feeling
alone at the top of  the world. a new fame
brings new enemies, then.... drop everything and
take the route of becoming a sage.

And being a sage was not so simple. To live doing
nothing was the most cruel habit. Why?... Think,
you are going to live your life through  begging.
It means you want others to work and feed you
in the form of charity. Hence, the real joy is.... in
living slowly, and proceed to achieve our goal in
paced manner spread over the entire life. and the
best way of living is.. every minute of efforts invested
in corporate world must be compensated for living a  
contented beautiful life.

Brushing failures and touching rare success are
the real juice of happiness...

a wanted feeling
for a lonely person
can help her as companion
an experience to walk inside
to analyze and discover the
truth…… a pain is more like
a lover
the more you avoid
the more it shows its presence
a tears can tell thousands of expression

a misunderstood emotion
lots of book about…How to escape
from pains
are ignorant author never understood
the pattern of human life

an awareness required
to celebrate the pain
coz
pain expresses you…

Seeing a Catwalk
On a straight line
a myth
you can't draw
a straight line on earth
Coz
on globe even a smaller
Straight line will have
little bend towards..
Walking on a ramp
You still  have a micro possibility
to fall on the spectators..

She ate me
like a
polite wolf

Mom gave
bunch of photographs
to select
browsing one by one
at last found one
gave to Mom and said
"She can hurt me."

Fat people
practice
a kind of behaving happiness
believing
its a way of
contribution to society..

a feel of loss
arises
when our illusion
our fantasy
our thoughts
though scattered
find someway to
form
and become our values
and philosophy....then
finally
push you to the
state called emptiness...

The
Road Less travelled
was omitted
from the township
map..

We quit the love
We quit the spouse
We quit project
We quit our ambition
Etc...

a little awareness,
the cause of quitting love is...Suddenly we feel the love doesn't have meaning,
other changed after confirmation of love. The pattern of his/her behaviour is just acting and covering up of bad habits.

Character can be changed but habits, it always hide in deep and jump out in future without any reasoning... Here quitting such relationship can look odd for others why? It's Coz they can't see it but we know why we quit

The family belong to women but still ruled by men to some extent of security. When he shows his colour of characters. Such, you never like due to your ideology and
By slowly changing you
You found
You loosing your personality and particularly compromise
It means, you pushing yourself for future by adjusting the present
but
compromise is a temporary factor.. Once withdrawn it may end to quit such relationship..

I experienced project it start like adventure and slowly looses its interesting and life moves..
After few years,
as if
We feel, we are studying in the same class.. We quit Coz it's like dying

Our ambition born out of hobbies and some related facts, but most of time we may not know why we liked it Coz in the middle of our journey we feel we are not the one who chose this path.. We feel betrayed. We want to quit but
People say why you quit? Why we wasted our life by quitting??

Now the reasons for quitting!!
we believed in ourself when we quit. We strongly felt
we deserve more than the present. We respect the soul in us.. Even, world spit on us and label as failures.
We are not worried
Why?
We know the true meaning of failures

In primitive world, when you miss to hit your food
you go hungry.
You and your family may skip food for few days. So miss means failure to provide food to family
Now
The civilize world can give you ample of opportunity and surrounded by friends and relatives and failure are consider as success to change direction.
Importantly
Quitting is nothing but a part of ideology of the quitter..

Some people says
Marriage brings problem
Actually
Marriage is a solution
Behaving like individual even after
the marriage is problem.
Some people decide to go for divorce..
but
Getting divorce is like
throwing away the bicycle coz
It doesn't fly?

Sun touches
the flower
a blossom
a kind of puberty
her eyes
open hormones
nag my heart
stimulated the feeling
of longingness..

every year
they increase my salary
But
my expenses column
only increases
compared to my savings
Why????

a hate
by an employer
to increase in pay
for doing the same job..

He wrote
in his dairy
he was just a traveller..

an understanding
practice belong to conscious mind
an activity can be mastered
through conscious application
of hard work...
By doing
you can experience that
your whole of learning
become automatic
and a "flow" is created
that flow we call it 'perfect'
a perfect is nothing
but a registration  of slipping conscious to
subconscious mind.......

she was so
beautiful
created a dark room
in my house
and a dark place
in my heart
to rest in....
in case of
"Failure".

Wrote my love
on dark wall
of my eyes..

Her memories
like
the moon.
a
loyal companion
on
my sleepless nights...

In Galaxy
my address is EARTH

In Earth
my address is COUNTRY

In Country
My address is STATE

In State
my address is TOWN

In Town
my address is NAGAR

In Nagar
my address is STREET

In Street
my address is DOOR NUMBER

In Door Number
my address is THIRD FLOOR

In Third Floor
my address is FLAT NUMBER

In Flat Number
my address is my BED ROOM

In Bed Room
my address is EVERYWHERE

Every one
starts drawing a circle
But ends with some distortion
on completion
Other says,
it's not perfect circle
a simple reply
It's mine, that's how
my circle look like
was a way to move
toward life.
In life, every imperfections
is an identity of
yours....

Father
once they see children
growing
hide their personal wishes
and spend entire money for family
While
mom express herself
in jewellery and dress
to show she still young
But
Dad expresses maximum
by big belly...

an extension for a month
to live
present standard of living..

a warm feeling
kindle our childhood
to play legally in water
play with our *****
a passage of time which
society allow us to feel
like animal… nakedness
some animal mind took
an opportunity to take
this session to exploit
in the movie
call it…. "Adults only"

If
something bad happened
due to someone negligence
we sit closely
watch each other eyes
and believe
some strange spirit
out of jealous  
entered in
to do such act...

a date
found a best place
arranged stars
and moon
she crossed her legs
……..a cautious lock to my desire
a honey lips
…….sipping my mind
ears covered by
…….her long hair, filtering incoming
time goes... she loosing herself
an intimation of love
by pinching me..
Came home in love
with loneliness..

Be
away from wife,
you too Buddha..

Listening
People saying
hurt..
Disappointment..
Failure
Broke
An understanding
It's all universal
everyone has hurt
everyone has disappointments
but how they live
I have seen everyday
a layer of dust
few small stone
are carried by my shoes
was all over my house
seeing my mom
sweeping it....... so
We move our life
with so called cleanliness
this is how
We should sweep everyday
our hurts, disappointments,
failures...... to move on.

Flag
citizen invest there EGO
in the name of patriotism
used in sports and war

President Chair
Politicians  life
in the name of service
to display Ego and Power

Pen
Judge signature of power
to express the judgment
to decide the fate of accused

Watch
a hangman treasure
on his hand to
decide the extent of human life

Cloth
a suit is a prestige
reflect the quality of man
to display his money

Ring
a convenient in husband hand
will be IN or OUT
based the girl in front of him

Table
a thing can display
the power and character
size was proportionate to his ego

shoe
a thing kiss the earth
to balance the man
his ego and power

lace
a thing hold the man
a kind of safety……. latter
different form used in marriage

Car
a loved metal box
a kind of living room
movable to desired place..

She was most
intelligent and
beautiful friend,
and also a famous model.
met her in
airport car park
went near
to her to take
an autograph
But she hugged and
gave a sweet kiss
Till after 10 yrs
it remains in my
lips as a
memorable signature

Men desires
are proportionate to his growth
more the business
the more is the lust
more branches means
more affairs
a psychology of a man
he wanted to have ******
attachment with everything
in terms of women
he is good till a woman
stays in his conscious mind
once she slipped to subconscious mind
he slowly
drag her to his illusion
and
create a trap to own her
he relates his growth with
conquering of women's hearts
So
marrying an ambitious man
has more avenue of
slipping him into the hands
of beautiful women's
an intelligent wife knows
to hold him
by
giving him few children
to transform
his lust to love
towards her and her family.....

She left
needed an alarm
to remind new day
holding her love..
remembering... that
she keep on hurling
stones and made
the love glass to break
I learned
both of us are not experienced
the same love, otherwise…
waited……………
she came back
to stick
the broken one
now, am not experiencing
the same love.
her tears blackmailing
the love…….. It always
happen in Love
and continue in marriage life….

In office
got insulted
came out of meeting
……………………
her eyes shrinked
telegraphed sympathy
a state of helplessness
wanted me
back to normal
this session
what I call
experiencing
a true well-wisher!!

Her thought
made me to
carry an apple
in dreams
If fortunate enough
to meet her in dream
I may eat apples
to commit
my first Sin..

reached 60 years
checked
my memory locker  
full of tears..

Whenever I see scientist
working in labs,
Is there any term
called 'creativity'
in inventing things.
or just
remembering,
recollecting the ideas
what
we forgot  
living in most developed
civilization, destroyed
in the past??

when she sit close
I keep my hand
below my thigh..

she allowed
my ship
to unload love..

Dream!!
Entered heaven
sat near the dark pool
waiting for her
she came
no human body
but
Only eyes and
checked my image in lake
just my eyes
Is there is
only soul can enter the heaven??
and
Is our eyes are our soul??

They loved each other
they married
they laughed
they slept
they spoke
they fought
they traveled
they ate
they cried
above this, there is something
moving
below this relationship
below their communication
below their love
a divine
a bonded
an inseparable
called intimacy
the real invisible knot!!

she with her
male friends
an enzymes run
all over body
a fear of losing
a goal to own her
erased all other goals
Some folks call
this experience as JEALOUS….

A myth
when the opportunities
are Plenty.....
he select few and boost
his success....
During Recession
he is the first person
to be wiped out....

whenever
she entered my dream
I behaved very awkwardly
entering her personal space
trying to hug
gazing her private parts
excess secretion of saliva
gotup
felt……
there is someone
in my mind

If a kiss
transform a frog
into her prince
it relates more..
a woman
passionate kiss can help
a man to be transformed
to be a man of hers..

A group of fox
came to the farm
saw the grapes
thought about
the fable
waited
to hunt
the farmer..

Son
never understands his father
when he was alive,
it is both
a curse and the beauty
of the relationship.

Father
always keep distance
from his son
because
it's nothing
but
exercising power over him.
Suppose in future
If the son goes wrong
this power will bring him
into his circle.

A good son knows
when his father died.
he still lives in
very DNA of his and
will guide him through
his inner voice..

Happy Father's Day!

first time
ate honey
through my ears

Jr. poet said
Yesterday
I was sleeping on the terrace
Moon light was disturbing
So, I put Moon into my pocket
and slept peacefully

Sr. poet
replied
Yes, I believe this…

It's like dragging
a woman in our thought
and abusing her..